Behind the Beautiful Smile
Ortu's home
Clean room, house, for the presence of mother, father and sister.
Kaka Ihsan has returned to the city first with ushered ka malin.
I was still in school had not increased, I have not taken care of the letter of transfer because I want to raise classes as well, so I live for another 3 months in the village.
I was told by my aunt to buy food for my mother and father. My mother and father have come my neighbor said. I run away with excitement.
"Assalamualaikum mom, where's Mom's sister?" Ask me.
"Waalaikumsaalam, sssttt again sleeping" said the mother
"Funny, wake up brother Kaka, what's his name?" Looking at the face of the sleeping little sister
" salsa ren, quickly grab your plate and drink there!! your father wants to eat" mother ordered
"yes ma'am" I replied
Didi and Samil (uncle adopted son of Nini's cousin from the mother's family) came over to see her mother and father as my neighbors as well.
Samil was happy with a small child, while didi did not like the samil who sought face and attention to my mother and father.
"Samil you say here, don't play here, this is my home is up to me to throw you out" Didi said.
Samil just smiled and kept quiet, looking at my sister.
" Didi, you haven't changed as well nakalnya, samil also want to be friends when you can't play here, you can't be arrogant so" said mother
"Quick go there samil" said didi
"Didi, can't be that dear, didi good and smart child well" said aunt.
"Didi didi you are bored with other people just want to visit mom, naughty you" I said
" Eh you, do not step on this house anymore" said Didi innocently
"Hahahahha, I will also move to join my mother and father" I said
"Ren, a week mom and dad are here first, while resting, you will have to go to class to take care of the transfer letter well" said the mother
"I'm confused, am I taking care of her myself??"
" Later ask for help with the others, son"
" Who's mom?" Ask me
"Ka malin or uncle kun or uncle samil aja?"
" It's up Mom, who wants to, help me take care of the transfer papers, if I can myself well alone"
I'm not sure if Malin and uncle kun helped, they thought I was just a bitch. I don't know what they're treating me. Reluctant of my presence which is considered this oon.
I don't hate my dad anymore, I like to make him tea and buy him cigarettes. I became a filial son and feared my father.
Mother and aunt do not bother and bring her up again.
I began to realize their presence was valuable. Olik also moved to work with others, so my uncle who replaced the position of work olic.
I went to school with a happy face. Tell my friends I have a funny sister. They even laugh.
"You've got big enough to have a sister ren, thought ntar not your sister" said ferly.
"Hahahaha "laughing to another friend.
" Gak ah, I'm still cute. I have a friend if I have a sister" I said
" yes have, they've been on a big sometimes irritated me being made fun of" I said
" What are you on a prank?" ask ferli
I was silent and ashamed. Should not just be told, heard by Sanny and iin later he crowded also call me another friend.
" Nothing, just a joke"
I turned my body away by stopping the conversation
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When I came home from school I did not see my mother, father and sister. Wanted to ask aunty afraid of aunty interrupting her sleep in the room. Maybe they went for a little walk out I thought.
I also saw the rice was finished, I cooked rice and chicken cut a lot.
It turns out that auntie got out of the room and said mom and dad had gone back to town. I am shocked and sad, said the mother one Sunday only 3 days.
"Why aunt?" ask me lemes
"The same with your sister, said your mother" said the aunt
" What loved aunt, they ka hesty already work, ka Ihsan already in between ka Malin" said saha
"Don't know, your mother and father want to promise to pay your debt, even aunty from the inheritance of nini and kayi, but it has run out for Nini and kayi fees and schools malin, malin, maybe take your mother's time" aunt's ceplos.
I just smiled and looked down, again a sign that I was pretending to be happy but sad. I also want to be angry with my mother, but embarrassed, why I became a victim of a dispute of inheritance nini and kayi.
I feel that self-esteem has been stepped on, but later in the word the child does not know myself to volunteer. I started crying again, rarely crying before.
Want to reveal everything but I fear they hurt or hate me. Revealing that Ka Malin is not considered a biological child by the father and family of the father. Didi just lift.
Previous experience in the past when I fell silent to my friend and distant cousin, Hana adopted her mother and ka Wiwi.
Hana has a friend named Riri, she is less srek same hanna, hana same as me at school also in bully her friends riri story.
Because one riri complex became friends but different treatment riri like less like to hanna.
Riri likes his talk to me, if Hanna often lies she's the child people are in. From there I began to fall into Hana foster children only. I'll tell you that this is both of us's secrets.
Turns out riri was cunning, satisfied his heart, he told hana, that only adopted children. I was surprised that ka wiwi always put a sour face if I go through his house.
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When ka wiwi had a foster child too, it was still a baby. I don't know yet that Hana Dibabarin already knows she's a foster child. I am samperin ka wiwi while carrying her child.
Ka Riri with a sour face, immediately said "you don't tell anyone else or he that this lift me, later he already understands or big will be sad.
I also smile and nod
"Not really ka"
" What did you say to Hana, how he felt he was a foster child" said ka Wiwi
"I didn't say anything to hana" said firmly ka Wiwi.
"Well, does he know where? he said you said it" asked ka Wiwi
I was silent and looked at the child ka Wiwi. While thinking that riri who was telling you added runyam again I was scolded ka Wiwi. Yes, I have covered it up. Excuse me to go home too. It was when I was SD.
If I had told you the truth didi and ka ikhsan would have been over.
They must have stayed away from my mother, aunt and been angry with me.
