Behind the Beautiful Smile
Stepping stone
Ever since I met them, I hesitated to communicate again, they changed drastically. Ezra and risda, though I want to vent again my problems with sister hesty.
They didn't reply to my short message again, somehow I tried to contact her cousin named Koko.
He calls me sometimes, SMS me sometimes but I don't like him. He's meeting again, I don't want to. Shame only to meet him who is the same age as Ihsan.
Turns out my number was on his cousin again his name is fauzan. He's much older than me, he shot me and got a date, I take it, I'm sure good guys.
Turns out fauzan gave my number to Ezra's sister her name was uzin. I was surprised my number was scattered. But I'm okay because I just need to make friends.
Turns out uzin, shot me through a text message. I'm shocked and can't believe I've never met why I shot. What I told Ezra or Fauzan.
I asked Fauzan in a short message, he said I fit the uzin alone because he felt old did not deserve to date with me who was very young.
I'm dating uzin, it turns out he's still cute small stature, in contrast to his older brother Ezra seems to have grown up physically and mind.
I didn't know they turned out to be Ezra and uzin, achievers who often win races.
It turns out they are quite famous in his school with his intelligence, I who live from the city village only 2 years old live in the city do not know much, or have not many friends.
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I entered school with great pleasure, having broken up with Fauzan I shot his sister uzin. I told my friend Lisa, I believe she would listen to my complaints and curses.
" Lis, I broke up Lo with fauzan." Say me with a smile
" Why did you break up?" Ask Lisa
" He thinks I'm a little sister, don't pantes me as his girlfriend" said I
"Aren't you sad? smile instead" asked Lisa
" I'm dating Lis hheee uzin" said Aaya
"What, seriously you ren, who is it?" Ask lisa
"That's why I told Ezra, risda, and his friends had played to my house, well this Ezra gave my number to Fauzan Kaka his cousin right" said I
"Well what's the relationship?" Ask lisa
" Ezra has a sister name of his uzin, well this Fauzan introduces me to uzin Lo" I replied
" Seriously you're dating uzin????????" Lisa asked in shock
"Yes, why? Wrong yeah?" Ask me
"There's nothing" Lisa said
Lisa my friend sat one row behind me one bench with ria.
Ria has a brother named Riri.
I peed, peed his son smart, but he didn't like to talk to me, he liked to talk about lessons, I liked to talk about courtship or new boys.
But sometimes peeks like to listen to my story and Lisa, while ria does not like to hear my story.
Ria and Riri are known to be beautiful and smart. Especially his brother Riri. When I tell her, she pretends not to listen.
Only Lisa listens to my story even though Lisa is sometimes the same as me.
Riri different class with us, I one class with her brother ria.
It turns out that after the morning apple, I was surprised I was asked to pee.
"Ren, are you sure your boyfriend is good? "
"Why pik, how did you grow that?" Ask me "Emang have you ever met my girlfriend? You know" Ask me again
" Tau, I've heard you tell stories with Lisa" replied the piper
"What's my pik's story? Which story did you hear?" Ask me
" You are the same as Lisa, right?" Peed blur
" You heard yah? I guess I didn't hear, hheee" I said
" Uzzin was familiar with ria, he was an achiever in his school" said peek
" I don't know pik, just know by text only, if he's a smart person at any school I don't care" I said
"Be careful ren, that person knows a lot of people can be - so he has a lot of girlfriends" said pipik
"I don't have any proof of pik, except for the proof" I said
"Tomorrow morning Riri and I want to talk to you, just be clear" he said
"Just mind pic, I'll wait for morning. Why should Riri? Let's just ria, ria is his brother" said I
" Because it is more comfortable with Riri alone okk yah" said pipik
I did not suspect anything at the time. Maybe Riri wants to be friends with me too.
All this time I didn't know him very well.
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The pee asked me out of class to talk. Riri and her friend approached and ria and Lisa came to us. Shocked for sure I was attacked, how can they come to me, said peed only me, peed, and riri.
"Ren, this is Riri going to talk, but he's asking me for help, let's talk nice" she said
" Gini Lo ren, you should have just done it with uzin, I had already disconnected him a week ago, but I am confused what to say to you, instead of me wanting to dissolve your relationship, do you want all this time you lied to her, we are victims of uzin" said Riri
"I don't know ri, sorry well, but you have a verdict right, yes I have tried to live with him alone, besides I also know through cellphone and rarely meet" said I
"Try thinking ren, you don't know if he's selling out there, if you want to be lied to again, it's rare to meet his chance to try cheating again" said pipik
I just agreed and kept smiling, not wanting to continue the conversation.
After that they talked about Ezra, because I was just a yes and kept quiet.
" Well congratulations Riri, fits you both are equally intelligent than equally intelligent as well but smart ngibullin women hahaha" said peek
the other hahahaha.
"Insha Allah ka ezra is good, yes it definitely fits Riri, riri is also good" said ria.
Ezra was one year above us, so they called ka ezra.
Ria and Riri knew ezra when they learned to teach one place they turned out to be near his house.
"I am very well you ri, broke up with your aar so same uzin then kakanya" said pipik
Hahahaha laughed at them
Aar ex-riri when they mts, it turns out aar and riri dating for 3 years, likely run aground because aar has not continued school anymore because his aar ortu died. Aar is known as the former chairman of OSIS also when mts, just like Ezra chairman of OSIS in his Ma school.
I don't know exactly why aar and riri broke up, but they are still on good terms despite the break up. I did not know Aar at the time either.
So I don't want to find out about Aar and Riri's past because I don't know them.
There, I just pretended to smile and laugh too. But in my heart is sad ezra dating riri.
Ezra looks like he has grown up, certainly in the likes of many girls. He must be surrounded by his fans. Including I started to like him when I first met because his maturity alone still did not know he was the chairman of OSIS at his school must be famous.
After meeting, he changed his mind again, and strangely my number was given to his friend, to his cousin. Until his cousin combated me with ezra's sister the uzin.
Uzin once said, if his cousin fauzan wants to find a mature woman ready for marriage, so I was introduced to uzin.
But why uzin? In my mind.
Why not just ezra who approached me, I have admired it from the beginning, but I was easily empty if ezra has started to cuek not to contact each other as usual when SMS.
Is it because I'm an ordinary person, or am I just a stepping stone, as a test she's spreading my number to find her life partner?
I want to be friends, I'm happy. But instead fauzan and his sister shoot or say like with me. I also met Fauzan for the first time.
I wonder, did Riri and ria have known Ezra and fauzan for a long time ?
After Riri breaks up and aar, as soon as it gets permission and Ezra?
Aar is the former head of OSIS, one school with Riri when Mts first, while Ezra and Uzin are only one study. They must have known each other once.
Unlike me, I was only known by a short message. If I was a school definitely Ezra and uzin ilfil with me, my behavior likes to be less disciplined and less sociable so much that humbles me.
My negative thoughts are approaching, the possibility of ezra like riri has long since they know each other . Because riri is dating aar. Ezra couldn't get close to Riri. Maybe Riri's heart was already near her.
Since entering the school mondok outside the area, riri and aar dating LDR so they rarely meet and ortunya aar rich died, so little did I know about them that Hana just possibility.
Riri is close to ezra, so riri turns away from the aar at the right time.
Ezra approached me as a friendship, because it was just a stepping stone?
They are both stepping stones.
Riri and Ezra both rely on her popularity for praise, but behind her hurts others subtly.
Just the odds were once my mind raged. I seemed to be a victim, but my way, why I received a date from his sister and cousin. Like being played on try and in the test of a person's character. I feel like I am stupid or innocent.
I have only lived in this city for 2 years, no dating experience. Indeed smarter Riri, in addition to smart in school, beautiful, she also experience dating for 3 years.
I think it's all bullshit....
Let them be happy, know everyone well. But many do not know the story I am telling.
I'm just an ordinary person, I told him in self-defense that no one would defend me. Just shut up and smile.
Ezra is known to excel while riri is known to be smart. Full of praise and praise. They deserve to be seen amazed by others to pair up.
I myself from small, to big only accept humiliation and mockery from the closest people and the environment.
After knowing it all, I am not ready to talk about breaking up with uzin, but I just hang on waiting for uzin who decides me, I want to have friends too. But uzin rarely contact me, when I contact him even with a short message break, I also receive it.
I'm sure he's so there are others, because with me it's hard to meet because of the distance. I'm not hurt and I don't beat it. Uzin decided me.
It turned out to be true mother's message at that time, I was dating uzin. I introduced my mother.
mother does not refuse, I think the mother is happy because of her background of children.
But in fact, the mother does not like it, maybe because she is still tired of the force because of her small stature.
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Every day I was at school hearing ria tell lisa about ezra and uzin, who in her flattery, their melodious voice singing, while participating in a smart race meticulously always won the race every year. Which welcomed young people to watch it, while I was just a lot of quiet at home not so know about it.
Ria always insinuates me, uzin close to some women.
it is likely that Ria also wants to be close to a popular friend, but she is always inferior to her brother Riri.
I think it's likely that this ria is envious of me having ever known and close to ezra and uzin.
Do what sirik with me.
It was the Lord who brought us together, to Ezra and his Uzin they were admired by the eve.
But only God knows the content of the human heart, which is sincere or not.
I know they are not smart kids yet.
If they are not a smart child, rest assured riri and ria will not flatter and approach them.
But destiny says otherwise, their fate deserves the best.
I am just an ordinary man, knowing no spouses of rank, position, intelligence, or property.I found them probably because of God's will to know each other.
Who is truly sincere or just wants to achieve his true success in order to improve his identity.
I didn't know their background from the beginning.
