Behind the Beautiful Smile

Relationship as a teenager 1

I decided to dare say break up to Nono. Because of his lack of attention that is difficult to contact. Disturbing me in the middle of the night while sleeping she just contacted me was rare.

Only through a short message I dare to decide. It turned out that he quickly replied.

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Sorry well Nono you are often difficult to contact, I think you lack attention, not that I am not understanding, but I also need attention so as not to be lonely during communication.

****** My first short message was sent

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Then we better end it well, sorry well no

******* Short message to the second I sent

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Well it wants you, hopefully you are happy with your decision, sorry if something is wrong.

****** Nono short message reply

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Sorry well no, we broke up well, how many days you have no news, with this short message you quickly reply

****** Reply my message

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Nothing, I'm busy so I can't reply

***** Reply Nono

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Sorry to bother you again busy no, with a lot of my messages. But we're still friends, right?

***** My reply

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You may

***** nono reply

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Thanks to ya no

****Brief message sent, I am relieved.

I was close to another man named Hardi we were just friends. Not dating. I feel comfortable communicating with him. There is always attention to just asking questions. Hardi this guy Lisa introduced with her sent my number to Hardi.

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I also got a ferdy number from my friend during Junior High named Erenis. He's loyal but kind of jutek. He is quite slang now, just like I gaul there is only development there hp, whereas he already has a bike.

Ernis never told me Ferdy was lying. He covered everything just testing me, again I became their test material, whether I was stupid or innocent. Thought me. But I keep thinking positive and still need friends.

I thank ernis for giving me a ferdy number, I tried to call ferdy. It turns out ferdy via sms was willing to respond to me.

I asked him why his number could not be reached, he said in a short message because he was in an accident and then his phone broke and he could not walk. He also did not meet or return. I know he doesn't like me anymore because he hasn't seen each other in a long time. I told him he was just friends.

I also want to find a girlfriend by asking ernis, he also shared his friends' numbers as an introduction only.

I don't think there's anything suitable because only acquaintances met for a moment and they didn't respond anymore. No more attention from them.

I also asked with Lisa to find a boyfriend or boyfriend as well, Lisa was less responsive.

"Lis, find your friend's number man well whatever, I'm lonely no SMS friends" said I

" Well ren, if the friend is a lot in my phone number, but do not know he has a girlfriend or not. Let me make the suspects they broke up" Lisa said

" Yes who are single, I am just the intention of making friends, not calling someone's girlfriend" said Aaya

Lisa and other friends whether they responded to me seizing ex-boyfriend riri long ago, I don't know just my own guess. Whereas riri and peed responded to me only in stupid uzin or my ex first. So riri and peed did not respond to my snatch. But I don't know the other friend's thoughts.

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Suddenly there was a message coming in from my phone, he claimed to get my number from Lisa. I was surprised that Lisa also wanted to give a single one.

He's considerate, but he hasn't shot me either. Just a longer introduction. I feel good to be friends sms san.

His words are short, but always tidying up and listening to my complaints that are still problematic.

At that time Hardi invited me to meet, I was shocked. Feeling not ready, trying to find out how his people, turns out peek said he was good and calm. I'm not sure men like hardi kalem can say hello to women.

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Tonight Hardy met, I was nervous because I had never met him. It turned out that he was of medium height and thin stature as well. Light yellow skin and motor what he is is not ashamed to wear a butut motorbike in the past.

Physically he is good.

I felt good at that time because of his attention. He shot me, I accepted without a second thought.

Am I making a decision too soon?

I don't think, as long as anyone wants attention with me, his background is normal no problem.

I'm just an ordinary person who fits in well with ordinary people.

Really if I get amazing, am I amazing too?

maybe yes or no.

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During the courtship of one month, I saw Hardy also still contact with his ex, it turns out the same with me as well.

Is Hardy still any feelings to his ex, like me too??

I read Hardy's message via his SMS message, with his ex just plain old.

I also asked

"Who is this, say, how do you say hello ??"

" Surely ex, he's been confiding in me a long time about his family" hardy replied

"what's the problem? " Ask me

"She wants to be married to her foster Kaka" said hardy

"ouh, why did he have a candidate call you?" Ask me again

"He was forced to marry, because there was a bond between his mother and father" said hardy

"what is my bond?" Ask me

" maybe family" said hardy

" he should be grateful that there is a candidate for his or her pick, I'm sure it's best for him" I said

"Yes, because Kaka took care of the school, his father who built a private school" said hardi

"ouh people are dong, his future is definitely guaranteed and or ortunya attention, must be a lot of grateful to him" said I

" how did he even vent, why did he have to??" Ask me lago

"It could be, because he doesn't have the freedom to choose for himself" Hardy said

" Ouh well, you like her happy to respond" I said

" Why are you texting with Ferdy? " Tanya hardy

" Just smssan doang, just got his number, so yes just a friend just khananya khabar" said I

"Ouh it's been a long time, a long time ago" I replied

"When did you break up with yourself??" Ask me back

" It's been a long time too, Smp pass time, there is no khabar, so well break up is unclear" said hardy

I became suspicious as his dyan was still attentive to hardy. Unlike Ferdy rarely communicate with me.

Did Dyann consider Hardy his confiding friend or still have feelings.

They pay attention and respond to each other, while hardy still keeps his short messages with dyann that almost every day.

If I keep a message to the old Ferdy, after that there is no more communication, if there is even a rarity.

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There was a short message coming in on my phone, he claimed his name was dyan, he wanted to be friends with me, I responded, I was lazy to think negatively. Keep numbers with each other.

I asked hardy why he gave my number to his friend, he said because he wanted to be friends with me.

Like his loneliness, why would he want to add a friend like me. I honestly ilfil but not delicious not to reply to his short message.

It turns out they both had plans that I suspected. I suspect he was aware when it happened.