Behind the Beautiful Smile
Aunt died
At night I had a headache so heavy after praying isya, I had brought the fall and sleep was heavy, only able to sleep at 10 o'clock.
How many times have I ignored, maybe just an alarm I thought. Apparently not, this is mom calling in the middle of the night. I just lift it up.
"Ren, your aunt died, tomorrow morning you leave well later I'll pick you up" said mother
"Mother ride what's leaving? Ask me"
"Follow her mother ka wiwik" replied the mother
"Ka Hesty and ka Ihsan how's Mom?" ask me
"They're coming too" replied the mother
"Yes Ma'am, I was suddenly aunty ma'am, yesterday said my mother was fresh aunty" I said
"It seems your aunt was in pain, entered the hospital yesterday even aunty left alone by her sister, uncle kun did not enter at that time, ka Malin did not visit at that time, kasian aunt you ren" said the mother
"It should be so aunty conditions in the nose, whether they are too busy, the impact of work is more important" I said
"The name is also not a biological child ren, can not be expected said Aunty, aunt you complain they rarely see, there just want to come" said the mother
"Yes, Didi is very effective, while Ihsan wants to make money when he needs money" I said
"Well that's how it turns out ren parenting is not a biological child, even though your aunt has been hard-earned to grow them" said the mother
"Why did I take you from her birth mother?" Ask me
"His name is still small ren mother kasian see her, her biological mother does not want to rest, who knows the bearer of sustenance, do not know it is not accepted by the family of your father and father, your father, I love Nini and aunt even they are fun" said the mother
"When they grow up even spoiled and digelunjak yah ma'am, even though aunty is good to help ka Ihsan get married in addition to the cost" said I
"Maybe this was Kun's uncle, so they stayed away" said the mother growled
"Loh mom can't do that, kasian uncle Kun grieved" I said
"Bela aja keep you ren, see you are often asked to be returned by your aunt because the aunt was persuaded uncle kun, while ka ihsan instead moved home and work. Didi just want to shoot a knife with uncle" Kun said mother
"What's Miss Didi why dare yah? Uncle Kun also dares to fight with the same knife" I said
"Said Didi drunk with drugs so it was again so khilaf, while uncle Kun was not drunk, fortunately your aunt immediately broke up they told didi to leave the house" said the mother
"Gerri is also well mom, Didi is brave, but her name drunk is less aware also well Mom" said I
"You just think everything is not at home, even though your aunt has provided a room for ka Ihsan and his wife" said the mother
"Did a new aunt realize that my uncle was not good for didi?" Ask me
"Yes sure, how else would a helpless sick aunt, how would you want to split up with Uncle Kun? The effort and money are in the hands of Uncle Kun. Good thing the aunt's home certificate has been taken, I'm afraid in the wrong use of my uncle, he's smart to cheat" said the mother
"Yes Allah kasian aunty yah Bu" said I was confused to say what else, still less believe uncle Kun did that.
"When he was looking for a home certificate yesterday, well mom cleaned your aunt's house is very dirty, there are animals appear into my mother's possession, it feels like something is walking on the mother's body, but it does not look like" mother says
"Mother take it to the doctor who knows if there is salapny" I said
"Weird you, gini brought to people who can treat not his doctor, doctors just do not believe it even in superstition by his" said the mother
"Mother is actually lazy to meet Uncle Kun, how else your aunt died we all have to come. Kasian is also not in between to his final resting" said the mother
"Yes Ma'am, fearing there is a dispute, he likes to avoid us too ma'am, there is a brave new aunt lecturing as if his words are rich in ustad, he said, still mending husband ka Hesty can not avoid if there is no sister Hesty. Stay the same as we care" I said
"Well you understand, when you don't believe in the same mother, you have just slept, tomorrow mother picked up, mother left tonight also with her mother Hana" said the mother
I closed the conversation, I felt hard to sleep would not want to be forced. Even if you only sleep for a while. I still did not expect the doctor's estimate exactly said ka hesty, ka hesty also said uncle Kun.
How could aunty die so soon. At the beginning of the month, yesterday the treatment to the city of aunty's mother even healthy. There is still less evidence that Uncle Kun can attack his own wife in a subtle way. So I still can't believe it.
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Mom picks up in the morning at five. Because a rainy day travels slowly along the way there is no shade.
"Yes, good people mbak, can not gather rich people tell other people then his dear god. She also died insha Allah tasty because that was my belief in the use of her husband or ex-wife uncle kun" said the mother
Again the mother repeated the story about uncle Kun, as greget his mother same uncle Kun.
Me, ka hesty, and ka Ihsan just laughed. Believe it or not ka hesty and ka Ihsan.
Arriving at the aunt's house, he had not been buried, had bathed and wrapped in white cloth. I see still do not expect the world seems to quickly spin his absence.
There is also a sense of regret why I do not believe the words he always remembers death. I told her to get married repeatedly.
I was less sensitive when he slumped in cheating or in honey, I was a child so he only played and school.
It turns out he keeps so in grief. Without showing me that he was sad. It turned out that he told other people every night crying, I didn't hear and I didn't see that.
I sometimes argue about what he told me. I should not have heard the words of the old Datu, but what about the regret again always lately realized.
Remembering the first small school friends were invited to play and make friends they were picky, so I was busy looking for friends who wanted to care for me even though it was alternating. Nothing fits. I don't want to have to give up a little and be quiet.
I'm afraid this is happening to me in front, no one cares about relatives when they fall. I felt naturally less sensitive first because I was still a child. I have to have strong ambitions mentally when I'm down. Moreover, there are children who must be in Sandang.
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After the prayer, I was told to stay in front of the mosque, waiting for Hanna's mother, he had to go home to his son for a while.
"Ren, let's go to the cemetery, find Beca just let's hurry" said Hanna's mother.
"So much as a aunt" I said
"How many funerals? Hanna's mom said to Beca's handyman
"10 thousand only mam" while talking about the old man Beca his.
"Yuk Ren entered Beca" said Hana's mother
"Ren, you hear the pedicab pedaling while breathing hard, do not be short of breath" said mother hana
"Yes aunty, he was asthmatic" I said
"Ease well, where slow ngayuhnya, aunty stopin aja deh, do not bear if why anyone is old" said Hana's mother
I just fell silent confused. Keep the funeral up what I think , Beca passed nothing, has passed the alley of someone else's house to penetrate the funeral quickly.
"Pak stop aja sir, until here aja well" said Hana's mother
" We walk, let the father rest first, this is more money for the father to seek treatment" said Hana's mother
I was shocked speechless if I could still walk, is it still far away, even already hunted in the grave Aunt thought me, even mother hana drove walking. I followed while running.
Turns out Hanna's mother forgot to remember her way through. I myself have never passed here during my stay here the alley can penetrate the cemetery, it turns out through not only houses but the forest. Hanna's mother drove fast without talking.
I was really afraid of getting lost, at first he said he was a bit forgetful to go his way. Finally he remembered, fast walking.
Until the aunt's funeral has been buried and has been read holy verse. People have disbanded, only we are left behind relatives.
I saw my uncle, even Kasian. No one to accompany her is gone forever.
I, who was silent, could not cry. Just crying in my heart, if I saw the funeral procession maybe I would cry.
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We went home to find Beca who was really healthy, Hana's mother was afraid to go on the road again with her tramp who was bored.
Arriving at the aunt's house, the mother was confused where the chair and table aunty. I would like to also ask you about the issue of gold or the inheritance of alm. Mother to uncle Kun, but the mood is still grieving. I ask you to wait another 3 days to talk about this matter to Uncle Kun for help from another family.
I was told not to go home first, I accompanied my mother while here, I was actually lazy, because the money was running low. But mom promised to make money for daily meals by opening a massage service.
Ka Hesty and ka Ihsan had gone home first, because ka hesty had a toddler, ka ihsan was still in college. I am not in college and only participate in the work hesty, so I was chosen by my mother to accompany me, or I would not want to come along.
Shame it must be troublesome mother to make our daily expenses mother must receive massage services, we sleep place Nini samil or her adoptive mother samil. Want to sleep in an alm aunty, I'm afraid of Uncle Kun. Afraid of anything happening, so we just went there as necessary. During the 3-day event of almarhumah's departure, the mother wanted to talk to Kun's uncle with the help of a friend of the mother of an expert in the field of ordinary religion called ustadz. So that there is no misunderstanding there are figures invited, the mother asked for help about the inheritance and assisted by two families uncle david and nini samil.
