Behind the Beautiful Smile

Graduation

I graduated SMP with grades including average so want to enter a favorite school entered standard grades.

I want to enter SMK's favorite school beautiful but have to take a written test. Mother asked sister Hesti to help me to graduate because of sister hesty alumni there.

"hes, help your sister go to school there, the competition is now a lot, you have to help her, try to approach your teacher first" said the mother

"He will take care of himself, my time is taken care of, I just take care of myself, I am busy mah, if he does not pass well it is wrong of him. Why are you an oon" sis hesty pointed at me 

"No need to ma'am, if not graduated can I list other schools, I tried the school where Ihsan aja SMK accounting as well but not as popular as the school SMK beautiful alumni ka hesty first" say me.

" It's up to you, ask for help with you, kaka Ihsan" said the mother

" No ma'am, I take care of it myself, even though it is not okay to graduate, there are still other private schools" I said 

" What's private again, you are, try to find another state school, there's just you're ren, don't you go to a school that is wasted rich you used to be Mts school, Mts school, think dong ren do not oon mulu" said mother

"Why, ma'am, do I want to go to school again? Others use tests" I said pessimistically

"Let's ask brother Ihsan, who knows if he wants to help" said the mother

I again cry in the corner, mother who is rarely angry so angry with serious things, what is wrong with me if resigned to school wasted, shame in the eyes of the family, and family, but I have friends who appreciate each other. 

I'm with a friend if we don't graduate in SMK beautiful, me and he entered private High School.

Mother tried to ask Ihsan to help me register to Ihsan high school, but instead Ihsan refused, unfortunately my fate.

"Ihsan, you helped your sister get into the school you attended, let her graduate, I don't want her to go to school wasted again" said the mother

"Don't Mom if my school, mending in Ma aja ma'am, it's a favorite school as well, near again ma'am" said ka ihsan

"Where do you want ren?" Maternal

"Don't want Mom, I don't have friends, after all take the test as well, I didn't pass Mts in the village, let alone this Ma in the city of Bu" said I pessimistic

"You are yes, try first what, if you do not graduate you can school that is up to you, strangely you always like to go to school wasted" said the mother

"Udah try ren, you do not enter SMK my place, far away" said Ihsan

" Say, you don't want to help me register at your school, let's not go to school that I'm your sister" I said, annoyed, then away

Mom and sister Ihsan talk to immediately brother Ihsan take the registration form in ma, I am lazy to register and no longer know how to register there.

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Brother Ihsan came and showed me the registration form and there was a registration selection as well.

" I'll test the same who's Mom?? I am ashamed to have no friends" I asked

" Later I will tell your father to nganter" said mother

I feel happy and sad as well, list my favorite schools but I have to separate from friends in Junior High first. Going to school here I have to start making new friends. Glad his mother, father, and brother are willing to help.

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They've banded together to stigmatize me less well. Mom, dad, Kaka, Aunt, cousin, and aunt. Maybe I should change my attitude even more calmly.

It all started with me living in the village. I am still considered a stranger. His adopted son even I think worse than me, he was lazy to go to school, and asked for fifty thousand dollars a day, but his son was not told anything even more.

Ka Ihsan always eliminates aunt money, and make a business not so heedless was not in bed anything. Even aunts pamper them as if they should stay with aunts, I should not also live in the village.

I do not think with them, fortunately still considered family with all their actions to make a ring, the, didi and ka ihsan are not biological children but didi did not know that he was not a biological child because it was hidden.

I who just for refusing the request of aunty, what he wants to be in search, if not already able to get to. Though if I can often help ordered aunt.

But I realized again that I was just shy. Soon I will be invited by my mom and dad to go home.

For a long time I began to accept with the word oon in their minds. But it didn't last long. Because sister hesty has a boyfriend who can rebuke ka hesty not to say his sister words are not good to hear others.

Slowly she hesty starts to change her including Kaka and mom, dad too. To say nothing of me, but another cousin Kaka still says me.

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I graduated in Ma, I really didn't expect. In the village of Mts did not graduate, kok can be graduated, maybe because ma school in the city is not many religious schools, not many religious schools, I heard all the list even though he passed SMP must have passed the standard or not be a problem.

I am happy because this is my only favorite school but a religious school. When I entered school I was embarrassed others wear a hood, I did not, because the school uniform clothes I was looking for was no longer there. Ask for help mom and dad to buy a hoodie but I don't mind, while sister hesty also ignore mother as well.

"Mother's money runs out for your enrollment school, sorry you can't buy a hoodie, for a while you wear your Junior High School clothes well, sorry, it's only OSIS if you don't join me next year" said the mother

"Yes bu gpp, I'm confused my clothes are wearing hoods when Junior High is not there well, is there a mother love to people??"

" Mom forgot son, there may be" said the mother

My mother likes to give used clothes that are not used anymore the family can not afford. My mother was very kind, not very fond of clothes. According to mom, there will be a provision to buy another new one. Mother also split the two by ka hesty for my school entrance fee.

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When entering the osis only I myself became the center of attention do not wear a hood, others black and white clothes, I clothes Junior High. I am ready to be embarrassed and reprimanded tomorrow must wear a hoodie. Mostly after this I should buy me clothes for osis.

Hesty didn't want to have to buy clothes for me in order to uniform. But even ka hesty looking for his former clothes nanya kementemnya for me, according to his dear buy, only worn 3 days.

I am happy that a friend understands and asks.

"You are like me, I was OSIS Mts I wear SD hhee clothes, I understand from the city so confused also rich you, you know, do you read the announcement of what clothes to wear during OSIS? Ask my friend one group during OSIS training with Yayu.

" Don't know" said I lied, but I know but mother has no money, sister Hesty and father ignored.

" It's okay, so good memories of osis hahahaha" said yayu

"It's also well ,hhahaaha" I said.

I was only familiar with Yayu, he was nice to talk to from others, others consider me a stranger, they turned out to enter the school were alumni of the same Mts area of the city, he said, so there are new people considered foreign, because they already have their soulmate friend.