Behind the Beautiful Smile
Course of study
I started a course in a social parlor, I have registered there just alone to borrow a vehicle husband ka hesty.
I was given direction before entering there by the admin who is the registration section if this course is not only a graduate like me graduated MA, but also, so many do not pass SD or just pass SD or SMP, take training.
"You're Renna, you're an MA graduate?" Ask the guiding mother before the training course
"Yes Ma'am" I replied
" You don't be arrogant well, stay humble. The course here does not look at what school graduate, here who really wants to study alone"
"Good Mom" I said
" A lot of children who want to go home, can not afford the course here, so there is just their behavior how they can go home, they already have a bond" said the guidance counselor
"Yes ma'am" I said
Training courses in social care for 6 months should not be out of the home or go home even if it is close. The rule if permission must be there is an order/guardian who picks up.
Unlike the previous generation, now my forces are more strict supervision.
From next week I have to go there, prepare for whatever is brought.
In the beautiful clinic there is a trusted intern named sisil he orphaned child soon he graduated from school. So after graduating from school he worked in a shop. He is his son who is good and diligent.
Unlike the yaya, always absent when the internship turned out he skipped school as well. He's a kid who likes to skip school with his girlfriend. His words were even more harsh when he spoke.
I also fit better with Sisil. Sisil told me that at Yaya school it was haughty.
" Kak know I am friends with yaya is only at an internship" said Sisil
"I don't know what's wrong with yaya sil?" ask me
" He if at school there are his gang friends brother, they are the most popular because they slang, Yaya also often mocked me ka" said sisil
"What object?" ask me
"Biasalah ka, many envied me close to the teacher" said sisil
"What's the matter for him, are you close to the teacher?" ask me
"He would often skip school and skip class, well I happen to be the subject of the teacher's question, because I was close to the teacher, if I wanted to sometimes be told to the teacher. Well the other friends will keep their distance from the teacher, so I'm the accused them" said the schoolgirl
"What did you say to Teacher Sil, I still don't understand?" ask me
"Kan guru nanya sak, where Yaya and her friends in the class, all the friends that no one dared to answer, Yaya and her friend like his rich thugs so the other friend was afraid. I replied to their teacher who was not in the classroom do not know why not enter, when the teacher's lesson permits for a while, the teacher turned back some students already do not exist" said sisil
" You're the secretary?" ask me
" Not brother, his secretary also truant Yaya hee" said Sisil
"Even then yaya, I truant first just alone do not invite friends. That's because late school is returned, so there are worse than me well, but Yaya is also feared well in school" I said
" Yes ka, if I am not afraid, why fear them" said sisil
"You get teased sometimes how are they?" ask aya
" Call me dadu ka, the snacker, I just laugh a smile, brother, they want to slap me" said sisil
"Are you quiet?" ask me
" How else do you want, the time to fight their opponents" said sisil
" But how's the story about you being an intern with yaya?" ask me
" Kan Yaya rarely goes to high school, so they have been on an apprenticeship pairing with friends, well I was alone at that time apprentice himself chose here" said Sisil
"Well Yaya can't yah?" Ask me.
"Yes, sister, so she joined my chosen mother because I was alone" said Sisil
" Pantes rada strange Yaya well, rarely apprentices rarely school as well, you must be asked by the teacher right?" say me
" Yes ka, Yaya asked me to allow him, yes how else would alpa not want him to be reprimanded by the teacher" replied Sisil
" Want slang, but the wrong track, which is blamed on you or me, if he berkilah for example do not fit, when it's wrong he himself likes to run around with his girlfriend right?" say me
" You guys say so?, Kok Kaka know" said the scales
" Look, I've met him on the street with his girlfriend ko, said permission sick, even wandering, he just smiles alone on the street with me, because of shame times" I replied
"He didn't go to school or school for a few days" said the schoolgirl
"Well strange that person for sure he does not like me too, afraid to report to ka Hesty and you, look out of the look of his face" said I
"If only he had a moment of revenge, his eyes were sad, rich would tell me, his smile was so richly cynical" I said grumpily
" He is brave there are friends of his brother, if there is no guts also chirp "
Sisil
Hahahahahha laughed at us.
" If I have a course for 6 months, you are alone Dare to hhee, starting next week I have his training" I said
" Look down, Kaka, good luck with the course hhaaa" said sisil
"Aamiin" I said
" Say the heck the word temen-tenemen, yaya it h***l" said Sisil
" Are you serious?? , Pantes his face a smile neselin rich want nabok me" said I
" that's how I used to be, sister, smiling but cynical" sisil story
"You imagine the rich smile nabok people how, well you know sil" said I
"Yes, he also likes to laugh at rich people, he himself smiles cynically likes to quip people as well, but strangely he does not introspect themselves" said sisil
" Well that's the most important thing he becomes if there is a group of his gang friends, rich in two-faced" I said
"The theme is a lot of kak, he likes to be funny and brave" said sisil
" If there is nothing of his friend, he is made like his thugs forward to face, so others are afraid" said Siail
" Small body busses are great too" I said
We laughed hahabahahaha
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It was time for me to go to the training dorm, for 6 months I did not meet Hardy, or else I had to believe in him. I'm going to hardy.
So that I am still in a relationship with hardy with minitip hp, if I am not afraid of his hardy feel lonely there are no memories of me.
Many are from outside the area, they are much younger than me. So sometimes their behavior is like the new childish step on teenagers like to fight. I better myself by less mingling. There are older than me, they don't like a lot because the older ones are close to the guidance mother.
I want to approach friends who are older than me, afraid of being hostile to them, again better on their own.
I am one room with sania, she is younger and beautiful too. But he was about cleanliness he carelessly, used clothes he wore like naru carelessly. I let him be, more or less like hesty.
If she naru clothes near me, I keep her close to sleep.
Like her she doesn't like me to put it down, without me rebuking. I also feel better in a room to read novels. Because there is a library too. Sania also invited me to mingle other friends, I was still embarrassed. He said not to be alone. He's younger but he's better at mingling than me.
I started hanging out with Sania's friend one village whose name is ninis, she's the loudest voice from sania. He was the bravest fight as well, but I was lazy to hang out with him, he grew tired of my slow-eating attitude, and spoke less when they gathered.
Ninis and others are also younger than me, naturally they are still unstable, do not understand the introvert world. Different friends of my high school they much understand me, different again friends Sd and SMP much right bullyan them if I am a lot of silent.
But I think it's better on my own, the attitude of those who start to stay away from me, and want to bully, I always avoid.
I ate a table with them satia, ninis, eni, and siti. They also dislike me for waiting for me to eat. I actually want to eat more as well but as a result catfish. I also want to be fat, but my results are in bully because of eating catfish.
"Ren, how do you eat more, let's get fat?" Eni
"Come ren added, we have added how many times, your time is only twice" said Sania
I was strong only twice, because I was not strong anymore. Want not to be spent later mubasir, want to not want them all waiting for me to finish eating.
If left one person to eat, will be angry our supervisor will be reported by the head of the force.
"Quick dong ren you are very slow, we want to take a shower yet" said ninis
" Loh people take a shower in the morning, why do you want to take a shower" I said
"Uhhhh, this is a big boy" said ninis
I was silent, and just smiling. If I eat a little afraid I'm hungry, where here is hard to let the snack out.
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Our morning activities clean the dormitory environment, then we eat, some have not bathed anyone has taken a bath. I shower and wash my clothes in the morning. The others just woke up at 5 a.m. I or some others wake up at 4 am, I sleep at 7 or 8 pm.
While ninis, Sania, Eni and others sleep at 9 or 10. They hang out outside the room. Because behind the dormitory there are complex men also hanging out there.
They get together to chat. I was invited by Sania I did not want to, because lazy is also related to complex men here.
