Behind the Beautiful Smile

Talking to the statue

Once in my city, I could not get any part of the mother selling alm.tante jewelry, it felt disappointed, I had to think positively to the mother. Maybe the money is gone to those in need.

I asked how much gold was not sold by my mother. Do I not deserve this, do I because I am capable.

Again I came to the shop working, nay was not in the store he went home and comforted himself again. I began to envy her eating a blind paycheck only, deducted at least how much.

I was just being quiet with Nay, when I reprimanded him always in his ignored, so I was quiet a lot. Sometimes he starts a conversation just want it.

I can't bear to ignore him when he talks. Unless he ignores me, I'd better shut up and avoid talking to the statue.

Different again my other friends talk in a bullly exhaustion. Rather than me in their bully I avoided and kept quiet.

I don't think there are any sincere friends, though,

there's just a want. Maybe if I had a bike to take him on, give him something he borrowed to be his, he wouldn't ignore me.

My friend had a motorcycle, because he did not want to go home at any time he wanted to take me. As a result I embarrassed the women on the stamp did not actually go home at midnight by the neighbors from previous experience.

Nay can go back and forth to his house to borrow his motorbike, so he went home to replace using a motorbike with his ort also a way to the market. Sometimes nay in between mbak Mahira home.

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"Ren, nay it's a holiday hold , the road continues the same mba Mahira, cape negur him. Udah said just refuse the invitation mbak mahira" said ka hesty

"That's so you, I've reprimanded, I said, I don't complain, let ka hesty know for yourself" said I

"I threatened her nay, later told her mother. Nay said he was forced, so no heart" said ka hesty

"I'm negur mba Mahira directly sis" said I

"Bad nigger Mahira, not good as bule ren" said ka hesty

"Who can visit Mahira ka?" Ask me

"Yes it is ren, mbak mahira it is a childish age Emang older than Kaka" said ka hesty

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I have never called nay, even though he did not pick up or did not send a message, although I know he did not ignore it. I can only think positively to nay maybe because he is quiet and wants slang as well, hoping with me that can not be expected to take the road.

It turns out that who raised a little sister nay at the age of 5 years, he is good at talking even though it is still that small, very different from his brother and his ort.

"Hello, Kaka nay no de? " Ask me

"Sir, another bath, sis rena why did I go there yesterday because Rena does not exist?" Ask nay's sister

"Then you go home, baby, why are you going to Rena's shop? " Ask me

"You play the same as you rena, you know you don't want to marry but not so" said Rena's sister

"Who would you like to marry?" Ask me

"The same girlfriend ka, the same other person, but not so mulu" said his sister

"Oh yeah, is it really de?" Ask me

"I didn't lie to you even though I was a kid" his sister said

"Yes too well, greetings well for ka nay nya Kaka Rena call" I said

I think Rena's sister has a point as well, she is still innocent can not lie, what because nay often permission because of the matter of wanting to marry.

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I tell ka hesty, ka hesty can't believe the talk of his sister nay considered halu. Again I was considered in stupid his sister nay, this innocent little boy could not lie.

When nay came I asked, nay naynya not want to confess, I am sure nay lying because of shame with me want to marry young.

"Nay why are you calling and texting I never answered or picked up, I also gini told ka hesty. Want to not want ka hesty also try to contact you, you reply to keep SMS ka hesty" said I

Nay just fell silent a little indifferent smile, he instead likes to switch the conversation.

"Ren, find your friend dong's number who you know" said Nay

"I know his high school friends a lot, I gave him his number well, but you're just a friend right? You're the same cousin Risty how's the relationship? " Task me pretending not to know

"Udah broke up ren" said nay

"who is mutusin nay? what's the problem? " Ask me

"She can't be contacted anymore, so I'll just say break up" Nay said

"Well, you're looking for another nay, your sister said you want to marry nay? I don't have Lo, your brother talking" I asked

"Don't ren, lie to my sister" said Nay

"Well, nay, that little boy as long as I'm innocent" I said

Nay pees face again, while he plays with whom I don't know.

I know I lied, but I pretended I didn't. Let it be that I only have evidence from the talk of his sister who is thought by others if I explain it to others.

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I also try to give samil number to nay as well, samil did not know he I have hp number. Only samil number I give to nay who knows mate, samil his people are still young from me and quite established.

My good intentions are never appreciated, it is always considered that they are wrong in seeking their justification for their ego's interests.

Nay was close to my friend when High School his name was mamang. He might fit in with a mamang. It's up to nay who wants to be the same, who I know during school mamang good people care for anyone.

They met at my shop. I welcome you very well. I told mamang nay this is single. That's why he asked for my friends' numbers.

I ask mamang not to spend the night in our store visiting, not good with the neighbors. Not that I'm pretentious, but this nay is still talking outside by not telling mamang to come home.

"Nay here, I want to talk" I said

Nay turned his head and still talking to mamang, when I had to reprimand mamang again did not taste good to mamang.

Want not want me to reprimand mamang directly come out again.

"i said it was 9 o'clock, not good. You're not good I reprimand again. sorry I don't want to ngusir you mang" said I

"just relax, I also want to go home" said mamang

"Yes I've entered well, I went to bed first, I'm sleepy, If you guys still continue talking again, I don't know anymore well" said I

Nay also closed the door, without talking or telling anything to me, wanted to chat was afraid in his ignored again.