Behind the Beautiful Smile

Relationship during adolescence

I also started to want to slang like other friends, but lack supervision and guidance. But that's the lesson ahead to never repeat again. Slang but make ilfil in view.

I was close friends with Melly, before class. He started greeting me first, he used to be known for being coquettish, pretentious, lying and brave.

Whether there was any wind that he approached me, he used to be indifferent and haughty with me. The first time I knew greeting me was also lazy with me let alone talking.

I know this incident is repeated again remember the word utilized, I bodo with it all. I also need friends, need communication and confidences.

He benefits my tin, I also benefit him. There is nothing wrong with having friends. Supposedly according to those who sirik his heart should I have no friends and far from this school, because I was considered useless.

I'm useful, I helped the homeroom teacher. I already know which ones are both hypocritical and good because of the Kasian. Only God can turn a human heart back.

Melly came to me, to eat in the cafeteria, I agreed, I don't know what the problem was for one week not going to school. All I know is that Melly is known to be arrogant and pretentious only from those who whisper, before I get close to her.

I was a fool at the time and would not listen to their whispers.

I consider Melly just like a friend named Nolly first when SMP most later in the other mousuhin.

But since I was close to melly, never heard the rumor of melly desus in the enemy and I was lazy to find out all that. His accuracy just keep the same distance melly. If in association they are still greeting with melly. Although not as close as before.

I also began to keep my distance with pee and lisa, but still rebuked.

I also often tell melly in fact if I did not go to school, because I lost communication with my boyfriend, then soon my father was damaged. I have been wearing hp all this time. And I am also sick of being sent home by school supervisors.

But melly was different in responding casually. Good for communication. I can also borrow it for me to find out the whereabouts of an unclear boyfriend, in an inactive contact, I also try to find a new boyfriend again by tracking the number, I try to find a new boyfriend, although still the shadow there is still a name ferdy lost without telling me why can not be contacted again.

Even though my father's phone number is broken, I can still use it, by unloading the card by borrowing hp Melly. He also does not hesitate.

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I found a new number called saria, she's a college boy but she's physically decent but small stature is full or medium. Although the stature is small but the shape of the face and posture looks mature. Different my ex uzin used to be like an installment.

He's just a friend if he shoots me, I think because he's just a college kid older than me he'll think I'm a kid again. But he never shot me. He also likes to give my number to his friends.

It's okay to think I know, his friend there was my eye as well. Only the numbers know each other.

I also bought a new phone, the result of helping kaka in the clinic, although I was not hired but got a new phone.

I get a male acquaintance named Jeje, he's fat and short stature too, but he looks like an adult. I didn't know he was smart at school, just knew him he was an ordinary friend.

I'm looking for here not a background, just a friend or girlfriend. But he I introduce to kaka and mother, again they do not like. Because I was less allowed to date.

Although less permissible, Mother and father are still busy with their efforts when leaving for work. While Kaka is just as busy with his business and association.

Kaka and my order mocked Jeje the fat and black. I was silent and smiling, just feeling comfortable with her. Since I have not had a new phone, he wanted to lend me a phone, and would listen to my complaints about me not getting along with ka hesty.

Jeje seemed to be less fond of her being in my place. He wants to go to my place when they are not there.

I also agree.

Because of her smartness, she's this sneaky. I asked for virginity. Seduce to Want responsibility, as well as diligent mosque, she said building work and diligent exercise for her diet.

Various seductions he made, I still do not want the love of purity. But I am confused about the work of building the money saved.

I don't know if I feel comfortable with her even though one day she sentin me because I don't love my chastity.

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When Lebaran she brought a woman, she said her cousin was friendly she was on her lap.

I was surprised at his behavior like that.

I have never been in that lap myself. I feel ashamed to look at others like that.

Tok tok tok tok tok tok

He knocked on the door. I smiled and was surprised for a moment. Surprisingly I'm not jealous, because he said only cousins.

Why jealous of his cousin.

"Hayo enter je, please eat and drink that I serve. Don't hesitate" I said

" Mba his Jeje hayo eat and drink" bargained me again

" I'm sorry to be born and to be inward" said Jeje's cousin

"Yes sorry inner birth too" I said

" Hot well, sultry well je" ketus him.

Jeje from earlier looked at me just speechless, I looked at him too just speechless.

His cousin was really trying to get me hot. He poured a glass in the love of drinking water for jeje, then in his love to Jeje the drink with in his bribe, Jeje also bribed him.

Seeing it like people are dating, I tried their positive thoughts just cousins. I'm here cuekkin not spoken to brand fun joking, they just hitchhiked and heated me up.

Surprisingly, I am not jealous. So the sign by Jeje is why I'm not jealous.

They came home and thanked me. I must be confused with the incident I saw, cousin kok friendly.

If if Jeje likes his cousin please if he wants to break up in my opinion.

Jeje called me the other night, and he was angry with me.

"Hello ren, I want to talk seriously to you" said jeje

" Kok ren, why not say it? Were there any other girls??" Ask me

" You jealous huh???" Ask jeje back

"No, he's your cousin, but he's jealous, unless he's someone else" I said

" Are you seriously not jealous??" Ask jeje

"If it's not your cousin, I'm jealous, it's that friendly cousin" I said

"You should be jealous, but you're normal" jeje said

" Why you're weird, I don't like it anymore, call me by name, not say" I said

" I doubt you, you're not jealous means not love and not love me, right???" Jeje

"Well you are, use it again. I am the most lazy to talk about me is this love?

I'm so close you're comfortable, it means love" I said

" If you love, you have to sacrifice everything" Jeje said

" What does that mean??" Ask me

" You think it's all by yourself" Jeje turned off her tit tii tit phone

Again Jeje made me curious, he always gave me questions, told me to think for myself.

He always made convoluted questions, as if I could not think clearly.

But there has been no breaking up from him always just like that he told me to think how to sacrifice my love for him. He used to argue with me to fight.

Either I think with him just have a friend or girlfriend can be noticed through text even though they rarely meet. Looking again is not easy to find a suitable one.

Until he walked 8 months, only he dared to say goodbye, but by breaking up temporarily through a short message, he wanted to focus on college, later when he graduated from work he reversed.

I felt weird, I just ended it all at once. I changed the number so he wouldn't call me again.

I believe he is looking for a girlfriend again, especially he has worked for sure to find the best of me. Especially so far I have always been humbled with convoluted questions always told to think according to what he wants.

During my courtship with her, I rarely help my mom and dad in the stalls, I walk a lot with her. At first the mother and father were angry and reprimanded, but for a long time the mother and father had not refused anymore because of my stubbornness.

If not followed Jeje want not go to his place he will be angry and matiin hpnya like a snack. Stupid me, I still have hope with his can be good friends, but apparently not, I just wait for a decision from him alone.

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I must be sad but I am more relaxed and relaxed when breaking up with jeje, but still imagined Ferdy. Still looking for ferdy numbers until now. To ask for clarity on why he lost Khabar.

At that time I was busy in school doing paper assignments, automatically I often went to the cafe night-night. Sometimes alone sometimes with friends, because melly can't go home at night so I'm just often alone.

In the cafe there is a guard, a man he statures large height. Name's Nono. He also likes my friend. I'm glad someone's joking in, talking about being connected. He helped me work on the paper as well, and printed it well.

He was a college boy and a band boy, but dared to approach me. We also have hp numbers. I also became a school spirit to do paper assignments about geography.

He dared to shoot me, without a second thought I accepted. He's not nervous just that he's busy with his friendships outside or his band, if he's in college I don't know, he rarely talks about his going to college or not.

He is good indeed, but long-time lack of attention, during the day is difficult to contact. It's just midnight or whatever it takes to contact me.

I let him go until he truly loves certainty.

I also did not think long to find another boyfriend. Because I need curses and complaints or just attention because it is often scolded ka hesty.