Behind the Beautiful Smile

Bladder depression

Aunt Khabar tomorrow Nene and Kaka Ihsan want to come here, I am surprised what is with them.

" Ren, tomorrow nene and your sister will come here, you sleep with your sister yah, Aunt while with your grandmother sleeps" said the aunt

"Why aunt, what's tumben?? " I was curious

"Your feet are depressed, so your mother told you while your feet were here, there your sister saw something weird" said the aunt

"What's Tan's trance?" Ask me

" It could be that with his depression, you don't know, your mother told me your sister sometimes saw or heard strange sounds in your house there" replied the aunt

" It's good that aunty was brought here rather than there, scolded by a mulu grandmother" I said

"Your brother, less attention, used to be angry with us" said aunty

"Who do you mean Auntie??" Ask me

" When we brought your mother to your city, nini, kayi, and aunt there greeted your grandmother with judes and cynicism". Tante, Nini (Nene) and Kayi(kake).

"What aunt, mother never told me, kept Nini and how do you?" Ask me surprised

" Oh my heartache, we don't want to go to your mother anymore" said the aunt.

"But the character of the grandmother, talking big and loud, who is not used to hearing even scared and hurt hheee" said I

"It's up to you, it's your grandmother" said the aunt

I also miss my grandmother even though her character is loud and talk rough, I don't know I'm not close too, so only limited I have one grandmother, Nini and kayi I have died first.

Kaka Ihsan Kaka my second, he used to like being ignorant with me, but I'm okay, I want to help him recover. Although still recovering Kaka I still take care of.

Kaka is next door to the house with nene and aunt. My birth certificate can be monitored by my grandmother. But if my financial problems are not known. Why did I become depressed and drop out of school.

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I went to school and quickly ran. It turned out that grandma and Ihsan had arrived. I saw only a grandmother in the room with a aunt. Grandma was happy with my presence. I am also happy with my grandmother because I was just noticed, before her just being shy.

"Assalamualaikum grandma" said I immediately shake hands.

"Waalaikumsaalam" replied the grandmother and aunt.

"Where's Nene Ihsan?" Ask me

"Your room" replied the aunt

"Don't fight again with your brother, look after him" said the aunt

"No aunt, I've grown up, ashamed of fighting" I said

"Yes, you take your brother to eat" said the aunt

" Ihsan, , , san san" call me.

Just staring at me blankly, not answering. I got confused, I made food, I put it near him.

I wait outside, then at his meal.

Honestly I saw Kaka so sad between crying or not, only I could bear it.

When my grandmother came home the next day, grandma loves my money 10 thousand, I feel happy enough snacks one day, before her has never been in the love of grandmother money. I just got his attention this time, if from a long time ago but it is not possible that my grandmother has many grandchildren, mothers rarely interact so I with grandmothers or rarely visit. Grandma had just moved next door to a house in town with us.

"Thank you "my smile

" Grandma farewell, if your brother is stressed again, you talk, do not be quiet" advice aunty to me and aunt.

Kaka I was first alone in his house, his name was a blessing, heard Khabar Kaka rarely at home, often staying at his friend's house.

Often in conflict with the grandmother because Kaka is rarely at home, Kaka reasoned because he was busy school, home away from his school place.

When Grandma came home, the next night Ihsan was crying hysterically, I pat Ihsan's back even louder her cry, I call my aunt. I was confused at the time.

" Aunty, Ihsan is crying hysterically, I'm afraid she's possessed" I said plainly.

" Hahahaha you are, he is depressed not possessed" replied the aunt.

"You bought fried food! here's the money"

Tente's orders.

Aunty approached Ihsan, while I saw her inundated aunt.

" San, you don't cry anymore well, later your mother thought, aunt blamed your mother, befriended olik, brother malin, tomorrow ka malin want to take you for a walk well" said aunt.

Brother Ihsan smiled, I also bought a fry, while smiling too. I can be friends with Ihsan, I used to only fight when there was a mother and father.

"Eating fried food in front of Ihsan tv, stuffy in the room only" led Ihsan's big aunt.

I looked at Kaka I was still a blank stare,

I'm confused what to say, I stel tv funny. For me to laugh, it turns out that Ihsan was at home lying in front of the tv and sleeping there too, it turns out that Ihsan was talking to my sworn enemy.

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Ihsan began to talk and was very carefree to be friends with olik and ka malin.

I can also sleep freely in the room without Malin and Ihsan. They're busy chatting, in the back room. Usually I often conflict with ka malin bed or middle room.

From there, I have many girl friends and they also gather at our house, I also have friends at home. But if there are no female friends, I am lazy to join my stepbrother.

Sis fie he often take me to Sunday night parties, ka fie happy to invite me, because there are friends. But ka fie is just like any other call me oon. I don't care if I have friends when I'm just a teenager.

Ihsan was also diligent in teaching and praying, not knowing who reprimanded him. The change was not until a month so fast, I was busy at school, coming home in the afternoon.

Seen Ihsan quickly got up. He postponed school, one year quit school, the next new school year by starting the first grade of High School.

Since she went to school, many of her friends have come to the house. A lot of friends who pay attention to it, while I was just a little, yes I have been used to it, the important thing is that I am not depressed.

Many of Ihsan's friends tease me, I'm shy and jutek too. But I tried to calm down the sign they were still watching me.

There's a friend Kaka I admire, he's the son of a kiyai figure in our village. But the style is not ordinary like a child kiyai. Amazed he looked calm and clean than the others.

I'm not so fond of myself because I have to know myself, I'm just a child of ordinary people. So just admire it like it. He didn't tempt me either. But her girlfriend or boyfriend said Kak ihsan a lot. Diminished my admiration.

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I ask permission to aunty want to work in a food depot, the owner of the depot there is still a connection between the family mother and aunt. Auntie wouldn't allow it, but I'm still stubborn, I might be bored at home.

" You if you want to work there, think again, there cape, you haven't thought about school, you've stayed there for at least a long time" said aunty

" I want to try aunty, who knows can help pay for school, the veil from my mother has been sold out" I said

" It's up to you, if you're there don't be weird, if you want to stop saying it's good to have a depot, work it's a try" said aunt

"Yes aunty, tonight I want to go to the depot" I said

" It's there, dizzy aunt tell you, you oon" said aunt

It is common for me to be called that, at first I did not accept, yes it must be accepted, want to be angry and feel useless. I until now have never been sent pocket money, sent money only the cost of school registration. While my birth Kaka sent money every month.