Arinda, First Love

Bakso shop part 2

After realizing each other's existence, of course, we became awkward with each other. I could see that the girl sitting next to Satria did not stop staring at me.

I was confused as to what kind of behavior, to be honest my heart was happy with this unintentional meeting. But I also felt discomfort because of the young girl who was next to him.

I don't know who that girl could freely call Satria with such a friendly call. Could it be that Satria has forgotten me and is continuing her new life.

Maybe it's just me who still thinks about and misses him all the time. Suddenly my mood became uncertain. All flavors are mixed into one.

"How are you?" ask her while extending her hand while smiling widely.

"Well." I replied briefly displaying only a small smile on both corners of my lips.

For not wanting to linger again sit with Satria and a girl who might just be his new lover, I said goodbye to rush to the cashier and pay my bills so I could get out of here, I thought.

"I've finished Sat, first yes sat as mbaknya." said I tried to speak as amicably as possible while standing from the bench where I was sitting since almost 30 minutes ago.

I can see the look on Satria's face that looks full of disappointment. Basic man, even though he was already with another girl but still pretending like that in front of me.

And the face of the girl next to him seemed to be guessing confused about who I was.

"You yourself ? Want me to drop you off?" an unexpected remark that he suddenly said while walking after me who was queued in front of the cashier's table.

Just contact the two eyeballs of the girl next to him looked like they were about to jump out of place. I also felt bad to accept the invitation even though my little heart said it would.

As a woman I can understand how the condition and mood of the girl who came with her. What if they have not become lovers and have just been in the peddling period, what a pity if Satria ignores it because of my existence.

"No need to sat, I've pesen ojol kok just now." I said a little lie.

"Don't want me to take you?" the question again made me stare at the girl unkindly.

"Don't Sat, you're new to come have no time to eat either. Not bad as it seems, when you stay just to nganterin me. It's okay Sat, another time." obviously I'm as if we'll meet again.

"Oh yeah, be careful Rin." she said with a disappointed face that I only responded with a small smile as she walked out of the meatballs.

Whether what I'm doing right now is the right thing or not that obviously today's events are upsetting me enough. If Satria has indeed begun to move on from me and forget me why God is so cruel by bringing us together again like this.

I quickly stepped my feet to get out of my favorite meatball shop. For the first time, my arrival there disappointed me. Because that meeting was something I never thought would happen.

My mood fell apart once I got to the boarding house. I threw my body on a 160 x 200cm bed with a feeling I couldn't understand on my own.

Long time I did not move in such a position until finally my two eyes closed without being able to hold. Maybe taking a nap was the right thing I should have done since then rather than wandering around outside like I was, I thought.

I don't know how long I slept even with my shoes still on my feet. My body was still lying in the same position with my legs dangling all the way to the floor.

Meeting Satria back always makes me upset, and my turmoil makes my heart upset. And when I woke up I saw the clouds were already cloudy and the lightning sounded thunderous to each other.

I also decided to drag my body lazily towards the bathroom. And when I finished changing clothes I decided to go out of the room intending to make a cup of warm tea in the kitchen.

Incidentally our boarding house is a house with 2 floors. 1 floor containing 20 rooms each of 10 rooms facing each other. Each floor is equipped with 2 public bathrooms, 1 common kitchen and laundry area and a lounge that can be intended for boarding house residents or guests.

As soon as my foot stepped towards the kitchen, I saw Sherina just entering the hallway towards her room together with Nesti. In a short time they can get very close, probably because they have a lot in common in terms of attitude and nature.

Their laughter was so broken that it sounded quite jarring in the hallway of this house. Because it is still afternoon, the atmosphere here is still fairly quiet because everyone is still busy doing activities outside.

"You just got home?" ask me when we cross paths.

"Yes Rin, we have souvenirs for you to go to my room later." said Sherina excitedly.

"Yes, I'm also waiting for Lo there ya." Herti chimed in.

"You want some tea? if you want to make it later." bargain I make them look at each other with a smile.

Sherina also raised 1 hand that was holding a paper bag depicting a famous coffee shop emblem in Jakarta. Finally we agreed if we would enjoy the coffee that Sherina had bought.

I decided to continue my steps to the kitchen to take the dishes to put the food they had bought. Indeed every go from the outside both Sherina and Herti have a habit of buying a lot of food.

Perhaps it is because of the many similarities between them that make them look very easy to get along with each other. In fact, I think they look very close more than my closeness to Nesti for a few years.

Although Herti is a very friendly person, but I am a very closed person and always limit the association. That's why I didn't have enough friends in college and work.

After finding what I was looking for in the kitchen, I immediately rushed to go to Sherina's room which was right in front of my room. Don't forget Herti, who was willing to move from the boarding house he had occupied for more than 5 years just to be close to the two of us.

Herti said, if he moved then it would be more efficient than having to go back and forth from his former boarding place to come here. He was comfortable with the atmosphere at our place.

Finally, we spent the afternoon drinking coffee and cakes that they had bought before going home. Even though the rain outside was quite large, still we were not affected and were spending all the food and drinks silly.