Arinda, First Love

The past part 1

Arin walked with his mind somewhere. His mood became bad after the conversation with Mang Ade earlier, kang cilok who had been a subscription since that Junior High.

He didn't want to go home in a bad mood. Arin decided to walk for a few minutes until his mood improved. While Satria was still faithfully watching him from across the street.

He could already guess what kind of conversation Arin could have with Mang Ade just by looking at the look on his face. He felt pain and regret for making Arin back moody like that.

He was the only source of Arin's disappointment and suffering all along. Satria is well aware that what she used to do in the past has broken the heart of her former lover.

Without feeling Arin had been walking for almost half an hour. But he did not feel well, making him upset with himself. He should be able to stay fine and stop getting hurt.

Arin continues to convince himself that he is not in the past. He should be able to toughen up and try not to get hurt again because of Satria.

Suddenly his gaze was fixed on a pair of lovers who were playing and joking in a park right next to him. Arinda looked stunned to see where he was.

the 2 lovebirds who were playing there looked so happy that both of their laughs were so hypnotic. The apparent happiness of the two seemed to be contagious to him.

Unknowingly the two corners of her lips lifted with a fluffy smile staring at the two. But in an instant the shadow of the two disappeared making him regain his senses.

They were just what Arin had imagined and were not real. They are Arin and Satria in the past who never want him to remember back. Arin soon awakens himself to return to reality.

He must not waver and recall any memories of Satria in his heart and mind. When Arin was about to turn around to leave, he was so surprised to see a male figure standing before him.

In front of him already stood the figure of young Satria who was smiling shadyly towards him. Arin felt hypnotized, he could not help his body that moved spontaneously to the man he so longed for.

Arin just sobbed while hugging Satria. His lips were unable to speak and could only cry.

Satria also pressed her body to the girl he had always longed for all those years to spill all the feelings that were now raging in his chest.

After a while Arin was stunned to realize that what he embraced now was a real and warm body. He never forgot the feeling when Satria hugged him first like that.

With courage finally Arin released himself to see who he hugged at this time. At first he thought, it was his delusion so he could not think clearly.

Arin was so surprised to see Satria who was now standing in front of him. They were both silent for a while.

"What are you here for?" arin asked coldly back as usual.

Now the two are sitting together in a garden chair not far from there.

"Sorry." That's all Satria can say.

They went back to silence because they were both confused about what to say.

"Can you give me one chance?"

"There's nothing more to explain, I don't want to always remember and be tied to the past. It's a long time gone, we should both focus on our future."

"But I'm not done with our past, rin. I'm still in our past, I'm still waiting for you there."

Arin only fell silent after hearing that.

"But I'm done Sat, there's nothing left in the past for me other than the pain of you" Arinda said emotionally.

"Love never hurt Sat, like what you've done to me" replied Arin again half-screaming making Satria slapped.

"I once loved you very much Satria, I love you very much and put my great hopes and dreams on our relationship. Until you finally betrayed me, until I finally killed all my Love and left only an inexhaustible hatred for you." said Arin spilled all his feelings that he had been deep.

Satria immediately knelt down and rested in front of Arin with tears that had flowed on both cheeks.

"I beg you, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I never intended to hurt you in the slightest, I love you Rin." Satria said with great regret and continued to pray.

"How could you say, you have no intention of hurting me while you have a child with another girl Satria!!" said Arin can no longer stem his emotions.

Arin immediately got up and stood up not caring for Satria who continued to beg and cede to him. Arin tries to stay firm, slowly releasing both of Satria's big hands that hug both of her legs.

Satria was even willing if he had to give, begging to prostrate and even kiss the feet of his ex-lover so that Arin could forgive him.

But Arin is still with his stance. He also tried to pay attention to his hearing and chose to leave Satria there.

In the end, he still could not forgive Satria even though he had tried it.

His heart was too sore when he remembered all the reality that had happened to him and Satria. Although it has been a long time, but he still can not forgive him let alone accept it back as usual.

Arin passed by with a broken heart, he ran as fast as he could without caring and turned his head to Satria. The shadow of the past kept flashing in his head.

Flashbacks, flashbacks,

It has been almost 2 years since he dated Satria. Everything seemed beautiful and fine until finally Fina who was none other than Satria's former lover and classmate.

He came to Arinda tearfully with a protruding stomach. Arin never expected that the meeting would be the end for his happiness at that time.

Fina told me that at that time she was pregnant and the child she was carrying was the child of Satria. The man who for almost 2 years became his lover.

Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, Fina's confession to him completely broke her heart.

"Are you sure, brother, that this child is the son of Satria? No way, brother, you have broken up for a long time. Satria has been the same for 2 years. No way!"

"Gue didn't lie to Rin, I'm pregnant again and this is Satria's son. You have to trust me, I've never admitted this to anyone other than him!" Fina replied that the return made her heart tear apart.

Arin was very injured at that time, he immediately went to find Satria who was at the campus. Satria who saw the arrival of Arin was very happy, because at this time he really missed him so much.

"Darling, are you here?" ask Satria not to believe it.

Plakk, a single slap landed on his cheek violently making the two eyes of the knight rounded instantly.

"Darling, why are you? Why did the gentlemen suddenly slap me?" ask satria back .

Plakk!

Again not the answer that came out of Arin's mouth but a slap that was louder than before.