Arinda, First Love

Disappointment of Bayu

Satria had just arrived at his apartment, he smiled to see Bayu was leaning his body at the door with his eyes closed. His face looked really lethargic, maybe he was so exhausted Satria thought.

Not yet had Satria patted her shoulder, Bayu said to open the door immediately.

"Hurry to open." said Bayu still with closed eyes.

"Wih, where did you go back to studying? The eyes could tell I was coming?" ask Satria while entering the pass code of her apartment unit.

Bayu just entered without any intention of answering Satria's question in the slightest, making Satria astonished.

"Lu why Bay, how am I looking? " ask Satria.

"It's okay I'm just tired" said Bayu while sitting on the sofa.

"That's your face why? " tanya Bayu back to mince words.

"Ah, it just fell in the parking lot. I'm not careful. "

"Lied." her inner self.

"Udah macem son of TK aja you fall all" said Bayu while closing his eyes lay his body on the sofa.

While Satria just laughed in response.

"Gue just take a shower first, I've ordered food again also arrived. Ntar you eat first if you are hungry." said Satria while entering his room.

"Iye." replied Bayu briefly.

As soon as Satria entered his room, Bayu immediately opened his eyes wide. He waited at the door of Satria's room until the sound of water rattling sounded, then he entered.

With such a slow step, Bayu entered Satria's room. He started looking around all the corners where he could find photos of Satria's ex-girlfriend.

Bayu must make sure himself if Satria still loves his former lover and not Arinda. He started looking in some drawers and cabinets but he did not find a single photo of a woman there.

And while being cool looking for a card dropped in the pocket of his shirt. He crouched down to pick it up, but as soon as he was about to stand back he accidentally saw a small box under the bed.

With curiosity that so peaked Bayu also took and opened the box. There are several letters, greeting cards, and some photos.

Duaarrr

As if lightning struck, Bayu was surprised to find several photos of Satria teenagers with a girl who when he noticed was the girl who had now filled his heart.

That girl is really Arinda. And suddenly Bayu remembered the words of Satria when on the first day working in his company.

"gue met my ex in front of the elevator" said Satria ringing in his ear again.

Deggs, Degg,

Finally now he understands if the girl he loved for some time is the ex-lover of his own best friend.

Satria was very surprised to see Bayu sitting on the bed with his surprised face while holding a photo that he knew was his photo with Arin first.

"Gue thinks we're best friends? Haha I was too naive! Fuck emang lu taek!" said Bayu sarcas while throwing the photo into the face of Satria.

"Bay, I can clear it up."

"Stop!! Do not have 1 more word you say. I'm tired of being horrified! I am disappointed with you sat.“ said Bayu rushed away regardless of Satria.

" Wait, Bay. You have to listen to my explanation first" said Satria trying to hold Bayu's hand.

"Aargh!! Shit!! " cries Satria when she sees Bayu leaving.

But Bayu who has been filled with disappointment no longer cares. His heart had been completely broken by his own best friend. How could he love the same girl as his best friend.

He never regarded Satria as a stranger, they had been like a family long ago. But he never imagined a coming day would destroy their friendship.

Bayu drove his car in disappointment. How not, again and again for the second time he must fall in love with the wrong person.

He does not hate Satria because of Arinda, but he is only disappointed in Satria for never being honest and tells about his former lover.

Bayu knows very well how much Satria loves and wants Arin for the past 8 years, so he feels very guilty about it.

If only he had known everything earlier, he had not allowed his heart too far to fall. Finally he understood why Arin had been so hard to refuse and stay away from him.

Bayu also chose to spill all his frustration by going to the Club. It had been a long time since he had set foot there for himself.

In the clamor of such deafening music, Bayu did not feel bothered at all about it. Instead, all he felt was silence in both ears.

Glass by glass he gulped boldly to eliminate just the discomfort in his heart. But it felt like his heart had been so burned that it made him feel even hotter.

Back when they were both in college, he used to love a girl. But the girl always refused him outright. Bayu is very disappointed and heartbroken with his love that claps one hand.

Until finally he realized that the girl he was chasing so tenaciously loved his own best friend, who was none other than Satria. Bayu tries to help the girl to get her best friend, but Satria never budges.

And finally Satria also tells the whole story of his life against Bayu. From then on, Bayu stops to force Satria to accept the girl and just let her pass.

Satria has loved Arinda so much for so long, how could she dream of loving the same girl as her best friend. Bayu felt very guilty towards Satria and was disappointed towards her.

But he also felt unable to retreat because his feelings had already deepened. Bayu did not know what to do after knowing all this. Should he retreat and try to forget Arin or keep trying to continue his fight to get Arin.

Time was almost midnight, but Satria still could not close her eyes. He was still thinking about Bayu who finally knew his secret.

Satria did not know how to give an explanation later for his best friend. For the second time he disappointed Bayu for the same.

Bayu had given up a lot about the girl he liked, then how could he possibly let his best friend break his heart for the second time.

Should he really let Arin go to be with his best friend? But on the one hand, he himself does not know how Arin feels about Bayu.

Because all this time Arin continues to say if he is in a relationship with Raka. Not even Satria knew if it was true or not.

Satria can only flip her body to the right and left to find the best position to sleep in. Let him face reality again tomorrow. But at this time he must be able to rest so that his brain can think well.