Arinda, First Love

Dean's Worries

After spending lunch together, Arin shows a room for Dean to rest in. However, the trip is quite far from Jakarta even though using a plane.

In their house there happened to be 3 rooms.2 rooms were used by Arin and his parents while the empty room was designated as a guest room. So if at any time Adrian or Dean comes to visit they can occupy it.

Before Arin came out of the room, Dean held Arin's hand. He asked her to sit on the bed and talk seriously.

For a moment Dean was only speechless as he occasionally sighed, like a flurry.

"What the hell is it?" asked Arin impatiently.

"Son, is it okay, right? Now you're okay, right?" ask Dean to make sure.

Arin also smiled shady looking at the face of his sister who has now grown into an adult man. They are 4 years old, and they often fight.

But Arin never forgets how sad his sister's face was when he was completely devastated by his problems with Satria. Even he remembered when he used to almost die of a sedative overdose, Dean was the one who cried a lot in front of him.

Arin knew that his sister loved him so much. Because Arin is the only daughter in their family, Arin grows up spoiled by everyone.

Therefore, Dean often felt jealous of the attention of everyone who always focused on his brother. Although he was the last child, but his father and mother never spoiled him and educated him with discipline that is why he felt envious.

"Not okay now. It's really good." replied Arin after a while with a smile.

"I want to tell you something." she said short.

"About what?" arin asked again curiosity tickled his heart because Dean was never that serious.

"A few days ago, I met Satria in Jakarta" he said with heated eyes and a voice held back by emotion.

"Then?" asked Arin expressionlessly.

"Yes, I've been wanting to see that asshole for a long time. Once there is an opportunity, I will not be in vain." explained Dean fiery.

"Keep, if you see me, what do you want to do?" asked Arin while chuckling.

"Yes I beat it up, I've been waiting for many years just happened to be the moment right yes I just beat him until I'm satisfied." said Dean casually make Arin gawked for a moment.

"Seriously?" arin asked after being silent for a while.

"Sir, I'm serious. At first he didn't know me, he sped bales non-jok me also because to bring the emotion of the time suddenly I attacked so." explained Dean made Arin laugh loudly while holding his stomach.

"Keep, continue?" asked Arin again more and more curious.

"At last I won, I actually made him battered until he entered the hospital. But because I'm still good, yes I brought him there myself." honestly Dean innocently made Arin can only shake his head while laughing.

"But he's a belt item loh, karate. Losing time with you." taunted Arin as if in disbelief.

"That's why he does the item belt, I also have the item belt from brother knows." said Dean sebal.

"But actually he was volunteering right at the beginning of my attack so I also got hit by a knock he nih" Dean said as he lifted his shirt showing bruises on his right ribs.

"Well, continues?"

"He didn't say anything?" asked Arin with an illegible look on her face.

"She's sorry about me, she said she was the one who broke it. That's why he just resignedly knew it was me, and he was willing to beat me until I was satisfied." said Dean with his face flat.

"Yes already, it's okay to be in anything else anyway the person is also sincere. So he won't sue you later." said Arin smiling to make Dean wince in surprise.

"Aren't we okay if we talk to him?" asked Dean with a tense face.

"No, and thank you for beating him up for brother." said Arin smiled gently.

Dean continued to look at the brother's face without any pretenses or lies.

"I'm sad, the horrors of Arin's brother have been off the drug." said Dean again.

"I don't think you've found a drug that's more potent than a tranquilizer pill" Arin said, making Dean curious.

"What medicine, brother?" ask Dean.

"Reception." replied Arin briefly.

Seeing the confused face of his sister Arin also tells if he and Satria have decided to forgive each other. And he also explained the truth that has actually been known since a year ago.

"But brother has no intention of going back to him?" dean's question made Arin speechless then reviewed a faint smile.

"De, you know that the name of the soul mate, death and sustenance has been arranged by Allah SWT. Brother can now be healed, because brother tried sincerely and accepted the destiny that God gave to brother."

"Honestly, my brother's whole life never kept anyone else's name in my heart other than him. Even though you try desperately to lie to yourself with a courtship or the same path of other men. But brother's feelings can't be taken away from him."

"Now you just want to try to live your life as best as possible, the problem of a mate if indeed God is ready as a mate brother is he continues what we can as humans."

"T. but sister, she already has a child. Are you sure you can get the kid?" asked Dean with his head down.

"So don't know de, which we obviously just give all the same god huh. If it is a soul mate, there will be a way that will unite us. But if not, God will surely send someone else who is better for you later." explained Arin again make Dean remain dissatisfied.

She was afraid that her brother would come back to that jerk. Yes, although the truth is not as he has known, still he had impregnated other women at a young age even.

As a younger brother, Dean wished his older brother could get someone better. It seemed that he was unwilling, thinking that someday Satria would become his sister-in-law.

And of course his brother will have to take care of a child who is not his own flesh and blood. Dean thought of Raka, why did her brother not accept Raka alone as his partner.

Obviously Raka is better than Satria. He is a doctor, his future is bright and assured. His family is also not a careless family, his brother will not lack anything if he chooses a doctor Raka.

During his time in Jakarta, Raka often invited him to meet or just coffee together at the cafe. Although he asked for Arin's whereabouts several times, Dean tried to remain silent.

Because he was afraid that Arin would be angry with him if he told him his current whereabouts. Every time he asked Arin for permission, he always said that one day he would also return to Jakarta and would definitely meet Raka.

Finally Dean could only fall silent. What her brother said was true, but somehow she was still a little difficult to accept.