Arinda, First Love

Distrusting

In the morning Arinda went to the office as usual. He does not want to think too much about it anymore, his past cannot destroy the future he is living in now.

There is no place for the past in his life just to mourn him. Arinda is determined that she must become very strong in order to face her past.

Arinda must not be trapped and slumped again, he must be able to get up and live his life as well as possible.

"I should be able to face them, if possible they should come back in my life." Arinda muttered as she looked at a tall building looming before her.

Arinda entered the building where she worked with firm steps. He displays a friendly smile every time he runs into some employees he knows.

After arriving in his room he immediately greeted all the colleagues who had come first with a bright smile.

No more Arinda who cried so pitifully on the roadside last night. He returned to being Arinda who was always charming in the eyes of others.

**

Daytime, day,

Bayu, feeling a little worried about Arinda's situation, pretends to go to Satria's room for a job. He just wanted to see Arinda and make sure she was.

Before going to Satria's room, Bayu passed through the room where Arinda was looking seriously at her laptop screen. A smile of relief just unraveled when he saw the girl was fine.

When Bayu arrived in Satria's room he just kept quiet while daydreaming and occasionally smiling. Satria who saw it felt strange, because Bayu's attitude is not as usual.

Satria also left her job and approached Bayu who was sitting on the sofa. He immediately patted both hands hard in front of the face of Bayu who was daydreaming.

Bayu was immediately surprised to wake up because he was so surprised by the loud clapping of his best friend.

"Ah, bangkek emang lo!" he swore Bayu while neutralizing his heart beat that soared drastically.

"Lagian lo very strange came to the room I just to dream while smiling not clearly that." slurping Satria not feel guilty.

"Basic lo temen no morals ! If I have heart disease and I die in what place? I'm glad you've known the taste for a lifetime." Sayu still feels annoyed.

"Sorry-sorry, I don't mean it. Lo's brother from earlier I call not nyahut. From pas dateng until now just hitchhiking bengong doang here." explained Satria again while chuckling considering Bayu's laughable expression.

"Gue has nothing to do with you, I just want to sit here for a while. If you want to work, just continue, do not mind me here. Let's just say I'm not here." Bayu Cengengesan explained.

"Ah not clear lo! I am back at work again ah. Most you tuh here want to squirm the Arinda aja in front."say Satria origin went to his desk.

"Well, that's you know." replied Bayu who made a step Satria stopped and turned back towards Bayu.

"Know not lo, last night back from the club I accidentally met Arinda on the road. So I can date him last night." Bayu explained with a smile kasmaran.

Deggs, Degg,

Suddenly Satria felt his heart became very sick and bitter. But he tried to hide his feelings in front of Bayu and act ordinary.

"Ah, you've been dreaming." satria's lips pretended to laugh .

"Gue seriously, sat." Bayu replied briefly.

"If it's a Secret" said Bayu smiling silly while remembering the moment when he hugged Arinda.

"Ah, stale lo! Yes, you go there. Your existence here only makes me not concerned about work."Dispel Satria while walking away from Bayu by holding tightness in his chest.

"But I'm the first time I've seen the other side of him. I don't think what he's pointing at in front of people right now isn't the real him." Bayu looks more serious.

Satria seemed stunned to hear the speech that Bayu conveyed. Clearly he knew very well that what Bayu thought was true.

It is he who deserves to be blamed for all of Arinda's current attitudes. It was he who had made Arinda really hurt in the past.

"Why can you say that?" ask Satria while still pretending to focus on her work.

"Overnight, I saw she was really a fragile woman. Arinda is not as strong and sturdy as it looks." Bayu replied bristling.

"What's wrong?" ask Satria back.

"Away from the club, I saw him crying on the side of the road. And that's him until he's really rich in heartache that's what I think. Anyway very different, he seems to really not care so that everyone wants to see him like how." explained Bayu who makes Satria really stuck.

"Could it be because of my presence before you." murmured Satria inwardly.

"Keep lo samperin him?" satria asked again after she was silent for a while.

"Well, I samperin him and I asked him why? But he was just crying so much that I hugged him directly until he really calmed down." Bayu made Satria's heart really sick.

"Then?" ask Satria slowly.

"Yes I wait until he really calm down and I buy him ice cream before I take him home." explained Bayu relaxed.

"Oh that's it." obviously Satria pretended not to care.

"At first he refused me to buy ice cream, he said he did not like ice cream" explained Bayu.

"Lies." Inner Satria.

"But finally he wanted after I forced, because I think he did not like ice cream but he hated the same memories of ice cream itself." obviously Bayu imagines how Arinda's face looks last night.

"She said she used to love ice cream. But not anymore. He ate it just to appreciate me, and as a form of thank you he just." explained Bayu again.

"Sat? woy's sat! Eh I'm venting now even lo who bengong !" said Bayu woke Satria from her daydream.

"Eh, sorry.I think of something again." explained Satria who suddenly remembered her past memories for a while.

"Yes, I went back to my room. My secretary just called if I should go back to my room right now. There's a file I have to sign." said Bayu.

After Bayu's departure, Satria became unsettled. Is it possible he should tell if Arinda is his ex-lover and the girl he always told Bayu.

On the one hand, he still loves Arinda very much but on the other hand there is his best friend who also loves Arinda very much.

Satria was confused as to what he should do. What if Bayu could finally get Arinda and someday find out about their relationship in the past.