Arinda, First Love

Arslan, my son

The taxi that Arin was waiting for finally came, he was ready to go home. Not forgetting he thanked Satria for accompanying him earlier. Honestly, he was very afraid of lightning that boomed over the night sky of Jakarta.

Satria was just pensively staring at the car that her ex-lover was riding and started to disappear. After that he decided to go home and take his car in the parking lot.

Suddenly he thought about going home to his parents. It's been a long time since he came home and saw Arslan. Now he would not feel too guilty when he looked at the child he recognized as his sister.

All her problems and misunderstandings with Arin have weighed heavily on her all this time. Arslan grew up to be a good and smart boy without him.

He's been too busy escaping reality for the last 8 years. He is even too afraid to get close to Arslan because of his guilt towards Arin who haunts him.

Flashbacks, flashbacks,

After Arslan was born, both parents recognized Satria and Fina's child as their own in the presence of neighbors and relatives.

Not much is known about the marriage series led by Satria and Fina except the nuclear family and eyang, uncle and aunt Satria in Jogja.

They didn't want Arslan's parents' future to be ruined, which is why Satria's parents took such a step. Initially, Satria's parents wanted her son and daughter-in-law to focus on school after Arslan was born.

They also felt very guilty towards Fina with what happened, but they were also a little annoyed that it was Fina herself who had ruined her own life to the point of dragging their son into it as well.

Mama Satria had known a long time ago that Fina always chased after Satria. But he did not expect that Fina would take such an extreme step to get their son without thinking about the future.

After learning Fina was pregnant, her stepfather kicked Fina out of the house because he felt Fina had tarnished their family's good name. Fina's stepfather refused to take care of Fina even though her mother had already begged her to even bow down to her.

Fina's mother couldn't do anything because she was sick. And if the mother continues to defend Fina then, she will divorce Fina's mother and will not give her pennies and take custody of Fina's two half-sisters.

Therefore, Fina's mother could only plead and pin her hopes on both of Satria's parents. And because they are both still high school students, Satria's parents decided to marry them in series.

So that Satria can continue her education, as well as Fina who did home schooling during her pregnancy until finally giving birth.

But after Arslan was born Satria remained tight-lipped with his desire to divorce. Because Satria really doesn't love Fina. The first time papa Satria heard it, Satria got beaten up by his papa.

But even after being battered and getting sick, Satria refused to eat and just kept quiet until finally papa and his mother finally agreed to let them divorce.

Satria hated Fina so much because she felt that Fina had ruined her life by trapping her. And he always said, if he would rather die than live with Fina.

Eventually they parted ways, but with the guarantee that Satria's parents would continue to fully support all of Fina's tuition and living needs until she could live independently.

Fina was finally only able to accept the decision of the Satria family without being able to demand anything to maintain her relationship with Satria.

He also chose to move and settle in Jakarta to continue his studies at one of the private universities there. While Satria settled in bogor and continued his life there.

While Arslan was cared for and raised by both Satria's parents. All goes well until Satria meets Arinda and they fall in love.

They spent almost 2 years in a sweet relationship. Of course once Fina knew that she could not just sit still. He swore that he would not let Satria live better than him.

Therefore Fina tries to destroy the relationship of Satria and Arinda. And finally the plan went smoothly without a hitch.

Fina was content to have broken their relationship and saw the heartbroken Satria. When he cannot have Satria after what happened, then not a single person has the right to have it, Fina thought.

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Satria had arrived in front of her parents' house. And Arslan had already run to call him with great pleasure. He hugged my body tightly because he missed him so much.

"Mas Satriaaaa." cried Arslan as he ran at Satria.

"Arslan, your mas just came. Invite him in first son." said mama Satria softly.

"Yes ma." replied Arslan with sparkling eyes.

Seeing his son who was so happy to see his arrival made Satria's heart a little dull. Guilt re-emerged in his heart as he had never paid attention to Arslan since he parted with Arin.

He was too busy being heartbroken and thinking only of himself. Arslan was his son who had nothing wrong. He did not ask to be born into this world as his son, he should have been able to behave better.

They finally entered the house, and Satria's mother had prepared dinner for Satria. Papa and his sister had dinner first, because Satria did not tell him first that he was going home.

Since it was night, Satria's mother told Arslan to go up to her room and go to bed soon because tomorrow she still had to go to school.

"Arslan, it's night. You go back to the room and go to bed." said mama Satria.

"But ma, Satria mas just came. Arslan is still missing." replied Arslan sadly.

"You go first to the mas room, then we sleep together" said Satria managed to make Arslan's face smile again with a wide.

"Okay mas." said Arslan immediately ran up the stairs to Satria's room.

Mama Satria was also seen looking at her son with a difficult look at her.

"Why ma?" satria asked noticing her unusual look.

"Mama's just happy, if you can pay attention to Arslan like this" said the honest mama.

"Ma, I never forgot who Arslan was just because my mom and dad recognized him as your son. Arslan is still my son, no matter what." said Satria made tears that had been welled up in the eyes of his mother fell.

"Mama is very happy Sat saw you now" said the mother while gently stroking her son's burly arms.

"Yes, you eat first. Mama makes warm milk for you to bring later to the room." said mom while walking to the kitchen.

Satria also began to enjoy the dinner that tasted very delicious. His mother's food that he longed for. Sometimes he is too busy with his own life to forget his family.