Arinda, First Love

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"Now what do you want to do?" ask Raka.

Arin was only able to sigh with resignation while looking at the sky with sadness.

"I want to face and solve everything properly and correctly. But I don't know what to do myself" he said .

"I'm already very tired of this kind of ill feeling, and maybe even fed up. But I stay like this, no matter what I try to do." he continued.

"Can I give you some advice? "

"what? "

"Finish what needs to be done."

"Everything is done in Raka's past, so what should I finish right now? "

"You lied to rin. Nothing's finished between you guys long ago. That's why you still feel the pain to this day. You just keep running away from reality." Raka said.

Arin was just speechless thinking about the words Raka said. Because he himself realized that during these 8 years, he was just busy escaping from reality.

Even after such a long time, he remained still injured as if all of that had just happened to him. Probably right, if it's time to get it all done.

But still he felt unprepared to meet with Satria and talk about everything. Because that's what he's been afraid of for years.

"You can think about what I'm saying well. But don't make your heart burdened with it. Now, get some rest"

Raka also passed to the guest room that I had prepared. Mom and dad ask Raka to stay over and accompany Arin for a few days if he has no job.

And of course Raka agreed to it because she was still worried about Arin's situation. He canceled some of his practice schedules and took time off to accompany Arin and would return to Jakarta when Arin was ready.

**

The next morning Satria had entered the office as usual after the night she decided to return to Jakarta. But before that he went to Arin's house. For several hours he simply parked his car in front of Arin's house without any intention of getting out.

Arin is still on bogor as he has taken a leave of absence for the next 2 days. Satria continued to look at Arin's table which looked empty from inside her room.

He continued to be pensive and could only think about Arinda until he was unaware of Bayu's arrival. Bayu had called him several times, but Satria still did not hear him.

"Sat !" said Bayu while patting his best friend's back.

"Eh, Bay. Lo here? What was? " asked Satria with a wave while wiping away the tears that were almost dripping.

"What's wrong? What's the matter? I've called you many times but I didn't answer you either. Until I came here you even bengong there." said Bayu felt his best friend was not okay.

"Gue, I'm fine." Satria replied evasively as she walked towards her desk.

"Sat, I know how long has it been?" bayu said trying to urge Satria.

Satria also sighed heavily while closing her eyes while one hand she used to massage her head which felt so heavy.

"Follow me." said Bayu while pulling Satria out of the office.

Bayu takes Satria to a Cafe located not far from the office. He chose a table that was outside so they could talk more casually while smoking while enjoying a cup of coffee.

"Mending lo the same story I deh Sat, actually lo why? I know that you are not usually like this, if you have nothing" Bayu said now sitting in front of him while lighting a cigarette and sucking it.

"Gue had actually met him" said Satria in the end.

Bayu immediately turned off his cigarette and changed his sitting position.

"Former lo? What made you fail to move on for 8 years? " tanya Bayu and Satria just nodded their asses while continuing to suck the nicotine-filled stick.

"When Sat? How anyway? Does anyone have a ballom? " tanya Bayu was curious.

"He's still mad and hates me Bay. Even if it could be possible he would not want to see my face again." replied Satria honestly.

"Continuously? " ask again.

"Yes there is nothing. I apologized to him and tried to ask for another chance with him. "

"Certainly? "

"He said he would never forgive me, and he really didn't want to see my face again. I don't know what to do? I still love him, but I'm also afraid that my existence just makes him sick."

"I think I'm going back to Jogja Bay."

"A sissy knows not lo. New in the same girl just want to run away again. I don't think it's a guy lo Sat."

"Don't glare at me ! I'm a bae-bae."

"For what you've done in the past, it's natural and appropriate for him that he hates you. That means he's a normal human being who can still get sick."

"But you should also be able to think Sat, his anger and hatred he is the same you are at the moment because he still feels hurt. And he should have been hurt so deeply even after 8 years, he hasn't dyed and sorry you because he's still sick."

"You mean? "

"He wouldn't have been hurt if he had been sleeping on you Sat. If the wound he has in his heart is still as big as it used to be, it could be that the love he has for you is also still as big." Bayu said making Satria stunned.

"So you mean?"

"Yes, you still have a chance to get him back. But yes it is, you have to be patient and nerimain whatever he sells to elo because you want to make it happen!"

Satria just silently listened to the advice for the advice that his best friend gave. Somehow hearing the possibility that Bayu said made him very happy.

"Whose ex-lo is that actually? What the hell's his name? I forgot.“

But on the one hand, he also felt very guilty hearing Bayu's question. Because he still can't be honest about his ex who is also a girl that Bayu really likes.

"Bay, I'm taking 2 days off. I went back first, thanks for the advice." said Satria with a face that turned bright.

Satria rushed to leave Bayu who now can only curse upset because he was just staying by Satria.

"Sorry Bay, I can't be honest about who Arin really is. But I promise one day I'll tell you everything." Satria is in my heart.

Satria immediately drove her car to the rainy city she had just left last night. After talking to Bayu, he got a little booster shot. Whatever Arin wants to do to him, he will be patient with it.

Because he deserved it because he hurt him so deeply.