Arinda, First Love

Still in love with each other

After almost 1 hour spent cooking Arin immediately arrange all his input on the table. It soon awakens Satria to eat together.

"Sat, wake. We eat first." said Arin patted Satria's shoulder gently.

But instead of waking up Satria instead held Arinda's hand and hugged her in his chest making Arin sit in front of Satria. Their faces were so close that it was almost less than an inch.

Arin can only be stunned to look at the face of his former lover with a heartbeat that is already unfounded. While Satria smiled in her heart, could feel it all.

He had not slept since, as he might have missed a rare moment between himself and Arin at this time. But a few seconds later Arin realized because Satria's hand was hot again.

Since then in the hospital, Satria's condition has improved. Arin is worried and tries to wake Satria up again.

"Sat." call Arin back.

Slowly Satria opened her eyes and she was trapped with the face she had longed for before her eyes.

Some days their eyes are locked on each other. Until the sound of Satria's phone ringing broke the silence there. They both became misbehaved.

Arin helps get Satria's phone lying on the table. At first glance Arin can see the name of his mother listed as the person who called Satria.

"Hello ma, Assalamu'alaikum. "

"I'm at ma's apartment, now." replied Satria while kneading the tip of her temple.

"Yes, I'll have to."

"Yes ma, wa'alaikum salam." said Satria and put his phone on the table.

Arin again approached Satria with a plate of rice and chicken soup. When Satria was receiving the call, she kept watching Satria who kept on twitching the tip of her temple.

Arin took the initiative to bring his food to the living room so that Satria does not have to bother anymore to move to the dining room.

"Eat this, I make soup" said Arin, putting dishes and bowls of still-warm soup on the table.

"Thank you." said Satria smilingly looking at Arin.

Satria also began to eat Arin's cuisine with full haru. His eyes tried hard to hold back the tears from falling. But the more he ate, the more his heart ached.

Arin also seemed stunned to see the cry of Satria which suddenly broke just like that while eating. Arin who was cleaning the kitchen rushed to Satria.

"Why are you sat? is anyone sick again? yes, let's go to the hospital again" Arin said in a panic.

But Satria did not flinch or respond in the slightest to Arin's question. Suddenly he pulled Arin's hand to sit by her side and hugged her still with tears falling down.

Satria regrets many things in her life, especially losing Arinda. For Satria, Arin is the only love she has ever had in her heart.

Satria was so moved when she finally felt Arinda's cooking for the first time. But her heart also hurt a lot considering that Arin would never belong to her again.

Her heart was too sore to think that someday there would be a man that Arin noticed more than himself. Who will accompany his days until old.

He was so jealous of the man that one day would be the future of the woman he loved most. Gradually Arin began to understand if Satria was not crying because of pain in his body but in his heart.

Arin can only pat Satria on the back gently hoping that it will make Satria feel better. Indeed, he also felt the pain that Satria felt at this time, but Arin could not do much about it.

He could not have returned to Satria after 8 hard years that he passed. Moreover, Arin was afraid to disappoint his family, especially his father and mother who had been feeling the same pain when he saw it used to be so depressed.

Not to mention the presence of Arslan who the truth is Satria's own son. Arin had thought things through well all this time, he might still love Satria.

But he is unlikely to make both his parents again heartbroken over his decision because of the same person. It was enough that both her parents suffered just like her.

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Arin escorted Satria to her room to rest after taking the medicine a while earlier.

"you should rest, after this I go straight home."

"Can't you stay?" ask Satria sadly.

"Sorry Sat, this time I can't. I don't want something to happen that I will regret again someday." Arin said with a small laugh.

"You're sorry we ever did?" tanya Satria wants to provoke Arin's reaction.

"Sat, please."

Satria laughed blandly at Arin's reaction, who didn't even want to talk about it.

"I want to make another confession to you. "

"Whatis that? "

"We never did anything at that time" Satria said slowly making Arin's eyes perfectly round almost jump out of place.

"Mm.. You mean us?"

"Yes." answered Satria confidently.

"Goddessa Satriaaaa. " Arin immediately hysterically shouted while beating Satria's body with a pillow.

"Ampun.. Sorry I didn't mean that. I was just kidding."

"You're telling me??" arin asked furiously while not stopping to beat up Satria.

Satria finally stopped Arin by holding both hands and turning Arin's position to lie on his king-size bed.

"I can make it real if I want to, whether it's then or now. But, I will never do it because you are too valuable for it. I love you so much, that's why I'll take care of you." Satria said as she looked directly into Arin's eyes which she could now hear her heartbeat.

Arin calmed down to hear what Satria was saying, and immediately turned his gaze in the other direction to shake off his nervousness.

Satria also got up and now chose to lie next to Arin who could only be silent for a while ago. He still did not expect that he would be that close to Arin someday, he thought first.

"If you ever give me the chance to have your heart back, I'm sure our path won't be smooth. "

"There will be many steep rocks or hollow roads in every step we will take. And of course it won't be easy for your family to accept me as a man who has a bad past and even has a child from his former lover."

Satria could only stare at Arin with the pain in her chest. I don't know what Arin was thinking, Satria didn't want to care about him at this moment. For him the time he is now living is very valuable if not he enjoys with a feeling of happiness.

"Maybe we still love each other, in our hearts. But unfortunately destiny will not be as good as it was to get us together again as it used to be." Arinda said.