AmiKas
everything is unclear
When the dream flowers wake up
Everything is unclear
Nothing is clear about a line
I can't see anything.
When you are healed
Now I'm sick
But I feel so sick
Because I can't see you.
My hope to be together
It's not worth existing
You're better for me
Who can't see you anymore.
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Amis
"ami!"
"where are you, raka?"
"i'm in front of you"
My hands extended looking for an audible sound. But I didn't find his form
"i don't know where you are! I can't see anything"
Raka laughs. I was upset with his reply for me. My lips pouted without me asking
"don't pout my amige"
I didn't repay him with anything. I'm still upset with him
"i can't see anything raka fhaisal" I spoke in an annoyed tone
"listen to me amigea. If you love someone, you can see them wherever they are even if you can't see"
"(snorts annoyed) how?"
"there are still the eyes of the heart that guide you and the eyes of the love of the one you love. I go home first yes, my amige"
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Rabbet
I am still crying over the amigea situation that I find difficult to accept, how amigea living it?. I've gone awry with this sadness.a day that should be a surprise for my recovery, why should it be decorated with pain that increases level. I watched the dawn of the phone call with someone walking back and forth in front of the ICU room, I knew there was nothing to blame. It's written on ami's destiny.
The dawn steps stopped, his eyes staring into the ICU room. I looked at him wondering what he was paying attention to
"conscious ami!"
It was also dawn that went straight into the room. Me, mother, mother and saka sir also followed the dawn that went inside and did not forget to wear special clothes ICU room. I was walking slowly without a wheelchair, slowly I also saw the eyes of ami who was still covered in bandages. No need to wait a long time, my tears have dripped seeing the ami's head that has moved shaking to the right and to the left.
"raka, raka, raka"
My name was uttered by her mouth that looked pale and was filled with a hoarse voice. My tears are getting bigger. Until sobs made me sniffle to answer ami's call
"i'm here ami"
I couldn't bear this sadness, I immediately hugged the mother who was also crying beside me. Mother hugged me back, something so sad than a feeling alone that seeing a loved one in pain
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Amis
"raka, raka, raka"
My head is dizzy, only black I see. Where there are many colors. Now my ears hear the sobbing of a sobbing cry. My head is moving to the right and to the left. Why do I feel such pain in my eyes
"mom, dad, raka, aisha"
I call the names of the people I love and care about. But taka da returned my call
"mom, did you answer me? who's here?"
I'm starting to get scared. My tears are hard to come out
"yes son, it's mom and dad here"
"mother, why is it dark. I fear. I can't cry either, dad's mom"
Why didn't you answer me like you said, I heard a cry that I was very familiar with
"mother? Crying mother?"
Mother's cries are getting more and more heard. I wake up from sleep. I think something is covering my eyes. My hands touched my eyes. Sure enough, there was a bandage covering. There's a scarier inkling of bandages covering my eyes. My voice began to tremble
"mom, daddy why are my eyes bandaged?"
No voice answered either. The sound of my crying began to come out, and my hands clasped tightly together.
It was the sound of dawn. Is there dawn here? I remember before I woke up, I saved the dawn that was about to be hit
"dawn? You here? jar?"
Dawn did not answer me either. I'm getting nervous about what really happened to me. Someone was holding a bandage in the back, I shook my head
"no, I opened the bandage first"
"jar? Dawn?"
"iya ami"
The band slipped out of my eyes.
"oh, it turned out that my eyes were closing"
"amigel"
That's the sound of raka, yes the sound of raka is very familiar to me, my smile immediately and I immediately rush to open my eyes.but why all? I think my eyes are fully open
"raka? you where? Are you here, right? how can I not see clearly? Everything opaque?"
My tears just fell for what I realized. My hands hugged me, and pressed the clothes I was wearing
"mother, father, raka, what happened? I can't see you guys"
There was someone who immediately hugged me, I heard him cry, she was my mother. My tears have fallen, and I know what happened to me, but fate has not given me certainty.
"mother, what's wrong with me?"
Mother replied by shaking her head, I let go of my mother's embrace
"mom, answer me! mom look at me! I can't see Mom!"
I slightly raised my voice. My tears broke very hard
"ami's calm"
The sound of dawn stopped my crying.
"dawn, you know what, you have to answer me why?"
"yes mi. earlier I'm sorry that you saved me, you're like this"
"yes I'm sorry, I'm straightaway why jar? I can't see anything"
"when you were in an accident, your eyes hit something I didn't know. Inside your eyes there is bleeding that makes your eye lens unable to catch light properly, it makes what you see dim"
"in essence, am I blind?"
I asked flatly and listlessly how should I be?
"yes mi"
"i can recover, can't I?"
Mother stroked my hands to calm me who had prepared tears
"healing or not is God's business, we can only fight"
Tears have not fallen anymore, but have flooded the surface of my face. I blinked my eyes, but no change at all, I still can't change
"mother, my father is blind, I am blind"
My face was hiding behind my palm. My tears are still flowing because the sad still remains
"we're calm, I'm here"
The hand of the owner of the sounding voice clasped my hand, he said, I smiled a little but still cried
"ka, raka, is this you?"
My hands were groping her face, I smiled even though I couldn't see her
"i can't see you, raka. I can't see your smile"
Raka answered with a clear sobbing I heard her sadness.
"ami"
Now the voice of dawn calls. I made a cry for the dawn of speech
"let me kneel to you, forgive me mi"
I cannot answer the dawn. I just bow my head
"i promise in a month's time.."
"it's too long" Raka cut the dawn talk. It makes dawn comma
"jas, two weeks. If I don't find an eye donor for you, I'll donate an eye for you"
"are you sure jar?"
"yes I'm sure"
I can only nod. I can't do anything for now, that I can surrender to God, and ask for help to those around me. God seems to love me so much.
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