AmiKas

umpteenth

Memories that go home for a while

Has come at the time of the eternal decree

I'm not the one set

But the person I love, who has fought.

Dreams when you first remember

It turned out to be a reality that had greeted

So that I can survive

And now it's my turn to fight, to

Your healing.

...

Rabbet

I picked up the cell phone that was sitting on the table next to me. I immediately danced my fingers in search of a name written in my heart, amigea. No need to think anymore, my hand pressed the picture of the green phone

'number that is in contact

It is no longer active'

It feels like someone just hit me. The operator who answered me, verbally revealed the state of ami. I still can't believe it, I decided to call ami again

'number that is in contact

It is no longer active'

I let out a heavy breath

"mother?"

I called the mother who was reading a book in the chair. It seemed, the first time I saw my mother reading a book in this state. Mom turned her gaze away from the book, and turned to me. Mom gave the answer signal for my call

"mom's met ami today?"

She stared at him for a moment, like she was thinking about something.

"ti. no, I didn't meet ami"

Mother replied with a stammer. I was just weird with the expression my mother showed me. I didn't extend my question

"oh, yasuda",

"mom, I want a walk out" I asked immediately after giving a response from my mother's answer.

"are you sure? You just healed up"

"just from that ma'am, I want to breathe fresh air, and see another scene"

"yes it is"

Finally, my mother complied with my request. Mom took a wheelchair in the corner of the room. Mom dropped me off slowly in a wheelchair

"no ma'am, I'm cured"

I laughed without a voice to convince my mother of my recovery.

"yes I know dear"

Mother replied teasingly as if to a child only. Mother immediately pushed me out of the room.

I feel alive again. After the memory that was lost, it was like it had negated me back then. Memory is the most important thing in life. A memory that makes everything present, including love.

I look around and around the corner. When the road like this, I remember when I was with ami like this. I like his tone to answer me, the shade makes me complacent about the atmosphere he created from the sound of his voice.

Now I'm walking on the second floor, right on the front street of the ICU room. I looked around. As my eyes perched right in front of the ICU room, there were two people standing staring in, and it seemed like I knew the two people. Looks like they're a couple. But who are they?.

"mom, stop first"

I asked the mother who almost took me away from the two people who made me curious. There were memories that just flashed by, I saw them with the amigea always together.

"amigea's father's mother!"

Both of them looked up and looked for a voice that called out.

"raka?"

Mother called me with a look of fear and uneasiness. I smiled at my mother's call. I waved to amigea's mother and father. Both of them finally answered my view. I smiled at the two, what are they doing here? if not to visit me, then what. I move the wheel with my own hands. Mother was still silent in her place. I don't care about my trouble running a wheelchair.

"arsyi's mother, Saka sir?"

Both of them nodded their heads, I smiled and looked back at the two. I looked left and right, there was no amigea here

"can they remember again?"

Arsyi's mother asked with eyes that looked as damp as tears had fallen on her cheeks.

"alhamdulillah ma'am, I've remembered everything, including ami"

No one gave an answer or a word to my recovery.As I saw, there was a frightening sadness that would ensue. I throw away the mind that is still the truth.

Arsyi's mother and Saka's father stared at each other. I am amazed by the behavior of some people today, starting with mother, father, dawn doctor, as well as mother and father amigea.

"what's wrong, sir?"

Both of them shook their heads at the same time. I don't know what's going on, which sure makes me anxious about something pseudo. Maybe it's just my feelings that go all the way.

I exhaled. My head just looked into the vast and frightening ICU room. There's a patient being treated inside. I saw she was a woman still wearing a hijab, and why were her eyes covered in bandages until nothing was seen by the universe?. I sharpened my vision and brought myself closer to the glass-covered ICU room.

"raka!"

Pak saka called out to me with a slightly deterrent tone. I returned the call with a look, but no more words came out of Pak saka. I came back closer to the ICU room . I watched the body lying down, the color of the pink hijab as always worn ami, yes ami. Why does her body look so much like Ami?. My hand touched the ICU's room cover glass. My eyes are looking for something that can explain who this is.

"mom, sir, who is this?"

Before I asked arsyi and saka, both bowed their heads and shook their heads as well. I'm not concerned with both answers. There's a sign in front of the bed. My eyes were sharpening, I saw and I read a letter that told me who lay in pain inside. He's the one I love, amigea.

"mother!"

I screamed my mother's name. Mom ran up to me, I dropped out of the wheelchair which was useless for me who was healed while now ami was in pain. Arsyi's mother and saka sir also approached me. The three of them hugged me who was crying. The crying is no longer for me to endure, it's already outside my tub of eyes.

"what happened to ami?"

I still asked gently, but no one answered any of the three people who hugged me. I was upset that I wasn't answered at all

"what happened to ami, ANSWER!!!"

I hardened and affirmed my question to be answered with such a loud shout

"raka, control yourself!"

Mother calmed me down with a gaze that revealed disheartenness. Mother's hand stroked and brought my eyes together with her eyes. I shook to let go of mom's hand

"i asked mom, what happened to ami? Answer ma'am!"

The crying bounces my words. I was restrained by sadness

"why mother? Answer me! arsyi ma'am, saka sir? Answer me, I BEG YOU!"

At the end of the word, a shout revealed my sadness. I swung his third hand.

"what's going on here?" the doctor of dawn came to me, mother, arsyi mother and saka sir. I immediately used this opportunity

"doctor, the doctor must answer me. Facia in his name amigea. What the hell happened to him?"

The eyes of the dawn doctor glanced to the right and to the left

"ANSWER ME DOCTOR!"

My patience is no longer in my control.

"relax raka, calm down. I can answer your question and explain how he can be like that. But you calm down!"

I nodded my head in response to the doctor of dawn. The doctor of dawn sighed.

"amigea was in an accident because it helped me"

I don't know what to say about this confession

"before let me tell a story as well as explain the raka. I and amigea already know each other, and even because your intermediary when memory loss. I'm always with ami for a while but not as long as you, and I know ami a little bit but not as deeply as you. I know you love ami, as well as ami loves you very much. Until he looks for a way to be with you when you lose your memory, because you remember when you first saw the ami without the veil when you first woke up from a coma? You always have pain when you see your mom. And finally ami istikharah, whose answer is finally a veil that will help him. Sure enough when he first put on the veil, you are not in pain anymore, even I know you, you are immediately captivated not by ami? Your love is true"

"what I want to know is how he got into an accident!"

"at ami's birthday, aisha's friend was not present. The phone is not active, it makes acute ami will happen something to aisha, because aisha has a disease that is still always with her is blood cancer. He ran away from home with many friends and family celebrating his birthday. Mom and dad asked me to follow him. He came to college, but I don't know what he did. Because I just caught him in front of the campus gate right across the street. When I started walking, right in the middle of the street, there was an incoming call from the hospital and I couldn't turn it down because I was a surgeon. It turned out that while I was picking up the phone, there was a big truck that was running fast. I didn't realize, all I knew was throw me on the side of the road and before long, the car hit ami"

my tears broke the silence in the hospital. I shivered with sadness to drown me.

"where did the car hit ami?"

"the driver who hit ami is gone. He is worse and cannot be saved. Forgive the innocent driver. Because he tried but the car's brakes leaked"

my hands are ruffling hair. The tears did not stop

"why did you know that I was in an accident. Ami must be in pain now doctor!"

I am not a silent person in the things I love. I love ami, and I don't want her to be in pain, I was enough yesterday

"forgive me"

"i won't heal just because of your apology!"

"i must be trying for ami's recovery. I'm also looking for a donor.."

Dawn immediately covered her mouth stopping the next word to complete the sentence. I furrowed my brows and looked at him cynically

"donor? Meanin? What donor doc?"

He remained silent not answering

"TEACH ANSWER!" my cry took the gaze of everyone who heard

"donor's eye!"

My heart stopped beating hearing what dawn said. I felt like I was in a dream that woke me up. Now my sadness is no longer emotional, but my sadness seems to be staying for a long time as I am sick.

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