AmiKas

Aisha chika

She's closed

About everything closed

Until it turns out she was everything

For me who forgets.

Once we were always together

Finally today was reunited

And reunited

I'm ashamed of him.

Why didn't I realize

The presence of a little friend

The very faithful accompany

When I was a kid.

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Amis

Raka and Seina had already disappeared in my eyes. Again\-again myself again. I took the phone in the bag. My phone just made my number new, since yesterday's accident, my phone was chuckled by the car and destroyed until it was not a mobile phone anymore. So I gave my new phone number to Raka and deleted my old phone number. At the time of the accident, raka did not bring a cellphone, so the phone is not at all why\-why. I opened the contact, typing Raka Fhaisal's name in the search field. I looked at the number. I miss once her name just popped up with a green and red phone sign, I want this to happen again. Seeing a message that is still quiet, which is crowded is just whatsapp, it was enlivened by a troublemaking group.

“ami”

I'm a little surprised. It turns out she is, aisha chika. I put my phone back in my bag. I smiled for aisha, aisha replied with a smile that made me think about something a little, but what?

“can I sit?”

Aisha asked in a soft voice.I like her presence, she is gentle

“of course you can, sha”

I answered him with a charming smile. Aisha sat beside me. No word yet started the conversation.

“ai..”

“ami, sorry hehe. I want to show you something”

Just now I was about to ask, aisha had already wiped, and apologized with her guilty smile having already strangled me. He wanted to show me something, but where it was, I didn't see any sign of anything he was going to show me. He kept silent, just staring blankly. I got tired of waiting, I just dared to ask

“what will you show?”

Aisha looked at me, she had not given an answer. He seemed to be thinking of something he was going to do. Aisha took a heavy breath. Is it so heavy what he's gonna show me? I'm getting curious about it. Finally he took something in his bag. I knitted my eyebrows. My eyes were filled with tears that began to grow. I saw something he showed me. My amygdala is reminded of the events of eleven years ago.

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Eleven years ago

‘prang!’

I was just about to open the door. There was a voice holding my leg until it stopped silent. I still heard this voice, from the night I tried to make a sound to the ears, this voice still impolite into my ears. I put one foot back. My back rested on the dead wall, my body unable to hold on anymore and finally dropped to the floor. My eyes look at the sky of the house, now the house sky is just overcast, the sky my eyes are dropping rain. I cried sobbing. I was just about to make a decision. My room phone's embroidery. I grabbed and picked up the phone calling

“assalamualaikum, hello?”

I immediately greeted him with a cry that willed a voice

“wa’alaikum greetings. Ami's? It's me Aisha, what's wrong with you? How come your voice is like crying? You where? Let's talk, there's something I need to talk to you”

Aisha answered without any pausing commas, without allowing me to answer one by one. I was just about to answer

“fast ami! I'll be leaving soon. I'm waiting in the school field”

Aisha asks without explaining what she asked for

“dut.dut..dut”

I was just about to agree. Aisha has hung up the phone without a closing greeting for me. The truth will come to me. I can't be silent confused. I have to go straight to school.

I opened the door slowly. The voice that stopped me was no longer heard. I lyrically downstairs, there was no owner of the voice earlier, which was the rest of the quarrel that was abandoned on the floor of the house and made the tapestry of the house was like a carpet of tiles that was scattered by the wrath of father and mother. Where are mom and dad? Is this over? Or is this just a beginning?. I don't care, I walk away from home and aim for school.

I went to school. I rubbed my cheeks that felt wet because of the rain falling from my eyes. I took a breath so I could feel it. I try to carve a smile to just show happiness. I'm looking for someone who promises to meet. I finally found her figure in the garden chair staring at me. She, aisha was already staring with a smile that was hosting my arrival

“ami!”

Aisha called out my name equipped with a beautiful wave of hands. Friends are the cure for all grief. A smile just etched. I was happy to see Aisha. My feet ran straight to him. Just one step I got in front of her, I hugged Aisha tightly.

“aisha, I need you”

The rain fell from my eyes. Aisha answered my embrace very gently, stroking my back that was already soaked in sweat because the road I took was quite far between home and school

“you why ami?, how come I didn't see your car? Are you on the road? Is it far away mi?”

I haven't been able to reply to aisha's long questions in such a fast time. I was still carried away by the sad current that was so swift.

“yasalah, you calm down first”

Answering aisha, I could only nod my head. I haven't calmed down. I'm still with sadness. Long enough me and aisha hugged each other in a non-capable manner that usually intertwines

“but, I can't take long mi”

I immediately let go of the hug that I didn't really want to let go of

“why sha?”

Aisha lowered her head, not opening her voice to answer me. I dare not ask again. I looked at aisha without a single wink of wiping. I was shocked, aisha dropped one tear drop without looking at the dammed eyes

“you why sha? Why are you crying?, look at me sha”

Aisha finally showed her eyes. Sadness as soon as she revealed from the tear-filled eyes. I wiped her tears

“why friends?”

I persuaded Aisha slowly with a grasp that believed there would be nothing. Aisha exhaled a very deep breath.

“I can't accompany you anymore, Ami”

Aisha's cry broke hardened from the beginning. I can't understand Aisha's words yet, my eyes are blank on what I see.

“I have to move to europe mi”

In that instant, tears fell from my mouth. I can't speak a word yet. This cry loosened my grip with aisha's hand. Aisha reclaims the hand that started to take off from her hand, now aisha's grip is harder than mine

“ma ma-forgive me ami”

My head refused sadly

“why aisha? Why?”

“but why aisha? Answer me!”

I asked in a high tone. I could not control myself anymore, after the incident that I experienced from night, and this very second I was given another surprise. Aisha took off her hand very roughly and she also turned away from me. Why aisha? You haven't answered my question. Aisha stood with her arms around her body

“aisha.. why? Aisha”

Aisha ignored my question. Is there something wrong with me? Is this because of me?. Aisha started one step away from me

“aisha chika, what happened? What made you move and leave me?”

My crying made me speak so deeply. Aisha still didn't pay attention to what I said. I tried to get up from sitting, but this sadness easily dropped me on the tapestry of the universe that was set for the creation of God. I saw Aisha who was still walking without looking back

“aisha don't leave me for no reason that can accompany me, I need you now and forever. My mother and father had a fight sha”

After I spoke, I felt Aisha's legs stop. My eyes did not want to see how much Aisha left me, so I only saw the grass that was wet with my tears. No sound is heard anymore. It's quiet, has aisha disappeared?. I let my eyes look ahead and look for Aisha. But, aisha had only been on the sheet before this.

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Amis

“aku aisha chika your best friend”

I immediately hugged her without a brush, tightly afraid that she would disappear again. I cried, I cried again, but now I cry because I am happy. I let go of the embrace and looked at every corner of the surface of aisha that I had not seen for a long time. I also looked at the photo of me with aisha that I gave to aisha when after aisha left me, I gave the photo because the photo I had deleted first, at that time I was really messed up, so I gave aisha all the recordings of the universe to wake up.

“forgive me best friend”

Apologies from aisha back I heard. I hugged him again. I know, Aisha won't really leave. The proof, now he is back again, even though it has been eleven years that span. Thank you god.

Aisha slowly\-swallow release hug. He looked at me very deeply. There was a warmth that I felt from her gaze, the longing, and the typical smile because one shiver in her right made me miss her so much she smiled.

“you have to tell me a lot mi”

He spoke with spoiled. Pinched my nose that was covered with a veil. His habits still exist. He always pinches my nose if I feel anxious, if I always pinch his cheek because his cheek is like a poultice from long ago until now it is still pudgy.

“you moreover, must story, and tell why you left me just like that”

I replied with an already itchy hand to pinch her cheek. I laughed at the response of the face he had carved because of my pinch.

“aah pain ami”

I laughed because he was complaining of pain. This is what I really miss after my longing.one by one my longings are answered. May my longing for raka be quickly answered after this.

“so who's the teary-eyed man you're with?”

I immediately quietly answered Aisha's question

“oh, the doctor dawn”

“doctor?”

I nodded with aisha's question asking for confidence.

“oh, dawn doctor. Then, just now who was with you and went with the others who?”

Aisha's question words were so heart-piercing. I smiled

“itu raka”.

That's all I got for Aisha

“oh, so true raka yang”

I asked the question through a face that carved a look of wonder.

“I already know everything mi. I've met your father and mother, I also already know with the dawn doctor. I've been here for the third day, during which I've secretly devised the right plan to meet you mi. and finally I already know the form of raka fhaisal right?”

I was silent for a moment, there was no word that had been broken for me to say. I took a big breath

“why are you so sweet my friend?”

I hugged aisha again, aisha also hugged by stroking the hijab that covered me.

“I will always accompany you mi, there is never a second that I pass without seeing your snapgram, maybe you who have forgotten me”

Aisha pinched my nose again

“ini is also because of you who did not give a reason when going sha”

Not wanting to lose, I pinched Aisha's cheek hard beyond aisha's pinch to me.

“forgive me best friend”

“then why did you leave me aisha?”

there was no immediate reply from Aisha. My head was on Aisha's shoulder, my eyes were on aisha's eyes, staring blankly ahead. Aisha has not yet given her answer

“aisha why? You haven't answered my question”

Aisha smiled still with a blank look. I got out of aisha's shoulder. Feeling something is wrong

“aisha? I want to know”

Aisha was already conscious from the blank look of hers.I looked into her eyes which were also staring at my gaze

“sha?”

I called him slowly. It was as if he was preparing to tell me

“i moved to europe, because I had to undergo prolonged therapy”

“wait, therapy? Therapy why sha”

Tears are beginning to stall in my mouth. I haven't had time to finish the explanation, I've wiped it with a question that will definitely be answered after that.

“blood cancer therapy”

I dropped tears back. Manatap aisha who bowed her head. He seemed to be afraid of the sadness I was spilling. I sucked away the tears that kept falling

“why sha, why don't you tell”

Aisha dropped one of her first tears. There is no answer that tells the reason above the consequences. Aisha lowered her head, she did not see me being hit by the reality that was happening to her

“forgive me ami”.

Aisha hugged me so tightly. He sobbed without pause, I stroked his shoulder

“not what aisha. I know you don't want me to worry”

Aisha nodded, but still crying, I slowly let go of her tight hug. Pairing his eyes with mine. I made a smile to calm him down

“don't cry sha, ugly tofu”

I just pinch Aisha's cheek. Aisha simply smiled spoiledly without replying as usual. I finally found a missing presence without looking for it. Thank God, for the gifts that answer my patience one by one. I am happy to meet aisha chika.

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