AmiKas

god's destiny decision

God has answered me

In the stern I've been melting

This is the best destiny for God

Who so wanted to get closer to me.

I started this

From now on, after

God decides the best destiny for

I'm getting better.

I can get close to him

And close to the creation of the God I love

If I had to leave.

By saying your name, O Allah

I follow your destiny, God.

 

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Amis

I was woken up by a dream that made me stare blankly at what I saw. Amygdala turned back what I saw in the dream. I looked at the campus, I felt sadness about the raka, I saw the dawn, and the dawn saw me wearing a veil. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I stood up, I stepped my feet toward my cupboard which was quite large. I opened the closet, and I took the veil I had stored neatly\-fragile without mom, dad, bi ros knowing I had a veil. And I ended up wearing it slowly and neatly. I looked at myself in the mirror telling me about how I looked wearing a veil. I watched from head to toe, the appearance of which enveloped my body. I didn't expect it to be like this. I'd sit down, mom called me for breakfast.

“ami, let's have breakfast”

I went down the stairs to go down to the dining room. My heart is beating not playing, I've been wearing a veil. I set foot very slowly, I silently guessed what expression would be engraved on the faces of father and mother. I had reached the last rung, I was silent for a moment, took a breath and I finally reached the door of sight of mother and father. Mom and dad looked at me blankly, there was a shock that told me through the eyes. I smiled even though my mom and dad couldn't see this smile I was putting on.

“amige”

Mom and Dad said my name at the same time. Look at them still empty, no words continue. I was standing where I stopped.

“ami”

Mother called my name quite loudly, mother ran towards me, right the distance I was with mother was close, mother hugged me, so tightly. I was still silent, not answering my mother's close embrace. Mother let go of her embrace, stroked my head covered in pink hijab, and turned my gaze to the gaze that was looking at me from earlier

“patient son, this must be the best for you”

After hearing what mother said, I immediately reclaimed the embrace that mother had let go of. I held this hug, and yet another tear fell to the surface of my face.

“do’ your son bu”

I said with a sobbing voice. Mother let go of my embrace, meeting my eyes with my mother's eyes.

“the camera do not cry dong, it's a mother and father's son strong”

I laughed for mom and dad. I tried to squint my eyes so that mom and dad would know I was laughing

“already, let's eat, hungry dad nih”

Father spoke in a pleading joking tone. I walked up to my dad and I hugged him in the back

“aku darling father”

Dad took off my arms and set his body up. Dad opening his wings offers a father comfort and affection for me to hug and I keep. I took Dad's hug, without the slightest gap I opened. Mom soon got into this stream of feelings, and finally hugged me and dad. The atmosphere this morning, like being given cold angina by God, I felt like this was the beginning of me touching the door of heaven. Hugs slowly came off. Me, mom, and dad sitting at the dinner table eating the food you've served.

“yasudah mom, dad I left campus yah”

I grabbed my mother's hand and father, asking for a greeting for salvation today, both of them gave heartwarming kisses. Thank goodness I have been in my heart for the parents I love.

“assalamu’alaikum well, bu”

“wa’alaikum salam my son”

Mother and father answered simultaneously with the same word, indeed the soul mate is one heart. I finally got out of the house to start carving out the story on the sheet today.

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I walked alone on the campus field with a new appearance and no one wears anything but me. It felt like all the eyes of the universe were looking at me, maybe no one knew me. I was silent for a moment, what if really\-no one knows this I am ‘amigea’, I who do not have friends even friends on campus, and raka who is now losing memory. What am I supposed to do?. I resumed my steps, before long, there was a figure I knew. He was already a meter close to me, and now he had stopped in front of my body. He looked at me at dawn, maybe he was familiar with me

“amigea?”

I nodded slowly to answer. Dawn also silently watched me from under me on my feet until the top of the hijab covered my head.

“ini answer from Allah?”

He asked with a cautious face, I knew he must remember what I and he were talking about in the park yesterday. I breathed quite a heavy breath

“iya jar, this is an answer from Allah”

I replied with an invisible smile to him but he smiled, maybe he saw my eyes that were always narrow because of the lips that formed a half circle.

“ini the best mi”

“Aamiin jar”

Now I walk with the dawn until I arrive at my class. Everyone stared intently, and raised their right or left eyebrows. Me and dawn stared at each other and smiled funny at the faces of all the eyes that saw me. The dawn that all the college guys knew about him, started writing quotes

“all this amigea”

“amigea?”

All the classes answered the same at the same time just different looks but still with the same goal, shocked. I smiled at all those who were still focusing their black dots on me. I write the quotes calmly

There was no answer they gave. I was just about to say my regards

“ami, I'd like to ask for your time to talk”

I saw a voice, she's aisha cika. I wasn't sure what he was asking for, but how could I refuse, I nodded with pleasure and a smile revealed by my eyes.

“better we quickly to the lecturer room only, before starting learning”

Dawn is right, I have to tell the appearance that the lecturer should know, especially the lecturer who taught me, I can not imagine if the lecturer should give the same response as my classmates.

“assalamu’alaikum everything me and the dawn doctor to the lecturer room dulue”

I close with greetings and explanations so that taka da who asks about my path with a dawn like my mind must be many who admire the figure of dawn enough in the eyes of women.

“ayo”

The dawn had set foot out, I looked around the classroom again and smiled and then I walked out and followed behind the dawn.

“indeed destiny taka da who knows”

Dawn speaks with the eyes ahead. I smiled, thinking about what dawn had revealed in the middle of this journey.I saw a quiet surroundings as all the lives had gone into each class.

“ya it is so, if we know the path of our life destiny, do not shout jar!”

Dawn immediately laughed as I finished answering, I laughed without a sound at the dawn-painted look

“eh kok laugh anyway?”

Dawn was still laughing as I commented on her laughter. The laughter of dawn had begun to drop, and it was finally silent as well

“you're smart too. Right later not exciting huh?”

“iyalah”

I laughed softly after the last letter that made up the word to answer the dawn, but the dawn instead laughed quite loudly. This walk was filled with the sound of dawn laughter that I had just heard for the first time. After a few steps, finally me and dawn had arrived at the door of the lecturer room.

…

“assalamu’alaikum”

Me and dawn said greetings together, all the lecturers who were busy with their respective activities answered my greetings and dawn

“what's the doctor dawn?”

There was already one lecturer who asked the dawn even though his eyes had not seen the dawn let alone me, maybe the lecturers on campus were very familiar with the dawn.

“who's wearing the veil?”

This time my lecturer who replied, Prof.malik.S.Si. had not had time to answer, there was already dr.arini, S.Pb senior doctor who always assesses the character of students/I medical faculty who are prakikum

“oh your candidate doc? Thank God finally his handsome doctor I already have a candidate”

The dawn laughed in response. I laughed to see the doctor Arini who looks funny because of the look on his face at dawn laughing. Finally the dawn stopped from his laughter which made all the lecturers look at him

“ini is not a candidate, all lecturers are students at this campus faculty of Indonesian literature, amigea”

“amigea?”

Professor Malik immediately replied with a question that was so incredulous. It's my turn to talk

“iya profedor this is me, amigea”

I smiled after finishing answering, all the lecturers changed their shock with a smile without hesitation.

“subhanallah, may Allah bless you mi”

Professor Malik gave me a very sincere do’a, I smiled just now I will reply with gratitude MEM’ do’a professor malik

“may you be blessed Allah”

“please patiently accompany you”

“may you love Allah”

“may Allah always accompany you”

“may your heart always be firm”

“may Allah give you Mercy”

“hopefully you are happy world hereafter”

“aamiin”

Everything closes with aamiin. Without me realizing the tears had fallen when the amiin that sounded sincere all gave to me. I smiled

“aamiin”

I felt a gaze beside me, the dawn staring at me expectantly which made me unable to read a single one. I smiled, answering his gaze.

“ya already then, me and ami permission pamit”

Dawn gives a point at this meeting and gives eye contact to end

“assalamu’alaikum”

Greetings are the point. Me and dawn came out of the room after everyone answered their greetings.

“wa’alaikumsalam”.

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