AmiKas

because of earlier

I still remember

He told her his feelings

To the people I love too

Unfortunately, I didn't tell you my own feelings.

Because, I forgot

Healing myself

Saving from death who always say hello

If you are controlling.

I'm tired, because I was

I want to fight in rest

May God give me time

Long enough to lean.

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Aisha

"left bang!"

I stopped the angkot that almost passed my house. I gave him the fare money and straight out of the angkot. I breathed a sigh of relief. Just now I was about to open the closed gate of the house, my phone shook, it seemed like there was a message coming in.

'sha, I'm not strong enough to hold back my pent-up feelings for ami. What do you think I like?'

Heart beating so fast, I felt cold while the sun was still hot this afternoon.I tried hard to type a reply to the dawn

'i like the beach'

He just read my message, didn't reply and didn't even say 'thank you. I smiled laughing at myself who had to love someone who didn't love myself. My watch alarm went off again, I just remembered that I was taking afternoon medicine. My hands were looking for the medicine I should take. I found it, but when I saw it, I just realized, today I should have checked my condition to my specialist, the medicine for this afternoon was up, I had to how.

I didn't do anything. For now, I'm resigned. Besides, I'm tired of having to take medication all the time. I went into a house where no life filled me. Mom and dad are busy but don't hire any helpers at home. I entered a messy room, where exhausted medicines were stranded in every empty corner, clothes that came out of place, so does the bed that doesn't know where I deserve to sleep.

"sha, mom and dad are coming"

I heard my mother's voice calling me. I woke up from my bed. It felt like lightning was hitting me as I sat down. My body is cold, there are no warm parts at all, nor is the color white, my palms are white, my heart is out of control, my eyes have seen nothing, only the sound of dawn ringing in my ears formed the shadow of the dawn in my inner eye.

" I'm no longer strong jar"

"aisha? Aisha! You're inside, aren't you, son?"

Mother called. I couldn't speak, I just hardened my breath for the sign I was inside

"aisha!"

Mother shouts her voice, I cry at her voice. 'mother help me inside' My little heart says to mother's little heart, hoping that a child's inner bond with her mother does exist.

"dad! Here!"

Mother called father very loudly, mother also called with tears that I almost heard.

"what's wrong mom?" finally my voice sounded too

"aisha inside well, she doesn't answer mom"

"what?" father replied with a question and a loud voice

"bruck!"

I heard a voice pushing the door and the rushing sound of tears

"well, fast!"

Mother's voice sounded back. My tears are no less heavy than my mother's, it's just that I don't make a sound

"bruck! Bruk!"

The sound of the door breaking was heard again

Finally

"bruck!"

Door opens. I saw my mother and father approaching me on the bed. Mother immediately embraced me who was stranded just like that, eyes that widened because of enduring extreme pain. Dad held my hand tight

"what happened sha?"

Mom asked with tears in her eyes.I shed tears seeing my parents crying over me. I don't think I can explain what Mom asked

"don't let me know ma'am, I beg you"

My eyes withered, the light was no longer in my eyes. Let me fight in a break that hopefully only for a little while.

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