AmiKas

arrive story

In the universe I was together

He's the one I just met

He arrived the story

About someone I love

She told me stories

What he knows

Until then I almost broke up

I hope I am with someone

In the human crowd

I hope for god

And begged him to help

For the healing of someone

What I love.

 

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Amis

Pretty beautiful that my eyes received, including a dawn-talking smile ‘nothing\-what’. My reasoning was a little unsure about starting this, I had already walked in with someone I just knew for no reason to tie the strong, existing, existing, just because I fell because he got hit and he's the doctor who handles raka.

Now that I was behind her, following her, she occasionally looked back, looking at me with glasses that exuded an aura of her. Looking at the dimples on her cheeks, it reminded me of the half-vampire man I love. I really\- still feel I'm with raka not dawn.

“what do you want to eat?”

I was instantly aware of the shadow I missed. The sound of dawn so slowly touched my hearing. I was silent for a moment, my amygdala twisted one of my first encounters with raka, I immediately spontaneously replied

“cofee with strawberry cream and choco waffle strawberry”

But I kept silent not proceeding with a single word, I was carried away with the atmosphere first, until finally

“no menu it's ami, look at the menu!”

“ih raka!”

“apa? Raka?”

I immediately realized, it turns out I answered dawn and called him by the name ‘raka’. Aware of ami, this is the dawn of gods not raka fhaisal. I saw the eyes of dawn so telling of his feelings when I called him ‘raka’. I searched for the word and what way I deserved the chain to melt this atmosphere. I feel bad for dawn

“ami?”

It seemed like dawn was so trying to find a gap to get out of the zone I created. She was so calm calling out to me, she was so shady looking at me, and made me come back ordinary

“there is any menu here jar?”

I'm glad I'm finally used to it. All this because of myself, if only I didn't love raka so much, I wouldn't be like this. Enough amygdala, will not affect the healing of raka. I'm back to talking to myself. To the extent that dawn was reading one by one quite a lot of menus, I realized.

“and lastly there is banana crispy sauce strawberry, which one do you want?”

Fortunately, the last menu that dawn read tastes strawberry, I immediately reply without hesitation

“nah, strawberry, I want it”

I immediately broke into a smile, but why did dawn only pull the corner of his left lip and half the black circumference over his right eye raised

“so you are a strawberry lover?”

Dawn so thickened the voice in the word “strawberry” and now he really opened his smile, and I smile even I feel, my cheek can not hide this shame. I laughed and for some reason, my hands pinched the arms of dawn, why could I dare to pinch the dawn, and again what because of my habit with raka who always pinched raka when raka made me ashamed of myself.

I waited for the food I had and the dawn ordered on the park's middle garden chair. Every second that goes by, there are always footsteps that sing happily and yet who sing sorrow. I looked around the garden, I was jealous of this beautiful universe, he was so able to make the edge comfortable even though he had just pulled over here for the first time. I turned my gaze from the universe to the side of the estuary that was with me. I just realized, since dawn, that I was playing alone with the universe. Behind his gaze were a few words that were being strung together for me, but I guess he was at a loss where to begin. Until finally the waiter had served my order and dawn, the dawn turned. I smiled at the look on the face of the dawn I had just seen and found its comfort in looking at me, just as it looked at me, with the same look on my face as the dawn. Now I was looking at the dawn tidying up the food I had and the dawn ordering at the table.

“don't secretly glance at me, you may like me, Dawn of Dewa”

I can't stand the laughter anymore. My laughter was recorded by the universe, even dawn was laughing. A man always laughs at himself. I again found a smile that looks like a raka smile when I'm with me, but not like raka, just raka.

“oh yes, there is something you should know ami”

Fajr spoke very calmly, but why did his eyes tell him about his concern for something, or maybe about raka. I try not to worry about calmly watering my reasoning. Slowly I answered

“I should know what?”

I finally made it too, I waited for dawn to chew her food, it seemed she was so relaxed, but why..

“ini about raka”

Garfu and the knife that my hand hugged, immediately fell down and played the rhythm of the sound of ‘prang!’, I still did not answer a word. The eyes of the dawn were so unsettling.

“already, you don't need to know”

Dawn was so easy he replied to me with a sense of resignation

“no dawn, I should know!.”

“but you are also not ready to receive”

Not yet I was in order to answer, the dawn had wiped my voice, and this really made me worry about raka

“i really should know, I love raka, dawn!”

Dawn did not answer me immediately, there was a long comma after the sentence I uttered. He closed his eyes for a while and breathed out the breath that was so audible to me.

“so, after the incident raka in pain because of seeing you. It's good, raka didn't see you. Wait a minute, don't talk to me. This is for the sake of healing raka. the more often raka complains of pain like earlier, the more difficult raka to heal, and may not heal”.

My tears were so sad that they led me straight through the sea of sadness. I cried without a sound. My tears have told the universe of this ever more intense sadness.Dawar gave me an army-colored handkerchief with embroidery name ‘Fajar Dewa’, I received his handkerchief. I still can't believe it and I don't want to accept what dawn says.

“but why dawn? Why like this?”

The dawn breathed out a very heavy sounding breath

“you know, the heaviest memory that must be lost from the memory of the raka, the memory of you ami. And that also makes the raka heavy to remember back about you. Raka will definitely find it hard which makes her finally in pain when seeing you”.

“then, what can make raka soon recover? And what about me?”

I answered listlessly without seeing the face of the dawn

“I don't know, but I will definitely try my best for raka and you ami. If indeed you still want to be beside raka, you better wear a mask or anything that can make you not so clear in the eyes of raka”.

I looked into the eyes of the dawn so seriously with all this, maybe I should accept it.

“if I may know, raka accident because of what?”

I took a breath so heavy. I looked into my eyes with the eyes of dawn

“raka accident because she helped me. It should be me who feels what raka is feeling right now!”

My tears drained my beautiful river. I was sobbing for it. Without me being able to stop, dawn grabbed my hand, and clasped it tightly. I was made to look at him

“forgive me having to question this. But I promise, I will try my best to get raka healed, and I'm sure raka will be cured. Don't just be sure. Ami, you should also be sure”

Because they cannot answer the dawn. I just nodded my head and reassured him through the eyes that told me about my current feelings.

I've returned to the ordinary though quietly\sadly to take me away with my tears. I saw the dawn staring at me. He was so out of sight when I caught his eyes staring at me, different from the raka that immediately turned his eyes away and dyed his cheeks with a hazy red. I feel like I'm old today, looking around the park that started to be illuminated by yellow lights in every black corner, I feel like I want to go home

“I want to go home, dawn”

Dawn immediately nodded her head, she smiled, stood up her body, and stretched out her hand inviting me to embrace her hand. The sadness that still enveloped me answered the dawn's hand for me. I was taken to his car to end the story in this park, and finally the sheet has changed on the next page.

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