AmiKas
the beginning a few times
We meet again
It's like a first time meeting
I wish
This is the beginning of your recovery.
I'm dreaming
You and I met
You called me and
Introducing yourself.
I'm happy
I have expressed a sense
Not in my name though
But at least it's me you want to know.
I'm happy
Hear stories from you
And finally you too
To accompany my day.
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Amis
Today, after I returned to meet with Aisha. I walk with Aisha on the surface of this campus.I feel like I'm the only one with the best of friends. I think the universe is jealous of my happiness today.it started with the raka I met, and now I'm back together with my little friend, aisha.
“sha I miss gingsulmu”
I looked at him, he smiled by showing off his shagged teeth, I laughed at him
“ugly ih”
My chirp with a meaningful laugh laughed at her behavior
“he said miss shuffling me?”
Aisha is spoiled with a nose pinch that does not hurt at all. I held out aisha's mocked tongue. Just now that Aisha's hand was about to pinch my nose, I had already moved away from aisha's position. My feet were going far and fast from Aisha who was trying to align positions with me.
“Amigea, look out for ya!”
I turned my back, my steps stopped, I opened my arms and opened my arms without any angular turns. There, Aisha sprang up, and finally came to my face, receiving a hand that was holding her embrace.
“awas don't run away from me again aisha”
“iya my dear”
I with Aisha hugged like a hug a pair of little kids who just met again. Both legs dance to the forehead to the left and the body is controlled by a harmony of happiness that bounces on the pulse.
My phone makes a sound, telling me there's an incoming message for me. Aisha pulled my hand, letting me sit on the garden chair she was heading to. I sat down, but he went back and went somewhere, maybe he just wanted to go to the toilet or get some water and then come back. I picked up the phone that had spoken three times. There was a message in whatsapp
‘assalamualaikum Amigea’
‘ini Raka Fhaisal, I'm in hospital’
‘I want you here, just look at my address in GPS’
I stood up straight from my seat. My tears are welling up in my eyes. I looked right to left, what should I do? Where's aisha?. I finally saw Aisha walking. I went straight to him who was confused looking at me with a hand that was holding two bottles of water. I took her hand, I took her running to where I was going.
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Rabbet
“raka!”
I saw the woman who called me from a distance. I don't see who he is, he's foothold away on my footing.
“raka!”
He called again, now accompanied by a wave of hands. My feet just stepped. My steps are empty, I don't know who I'm headed for, I don't know what I'm approaching for. My steps stopped as soon as his face began to be real I saw. His smile began to be etched into my eyes
“raka”
Now he calls by entertaining the closeness of the distance I made. He was still smiling, he made me return his smile
“raka, this amigea”
…
“ami!”
I glanced right to left. There's seina, mom and dad. They look surprised to see me.
“a.mi”
I closed my mouth stringing the letters into a name that I spontaneously said earlier. I saw a dream scene that woke me up from sleep that I knew when it was going to happen. I saw, ami who called me, she smiled at me
“you why you? Who did you call? A?”
“ami”
I answered my question without a coma. But my mother did not answer me immediately. Do you know ami? I think I just knew him.
“handphoneku where bu”
Seina who granted my request, she gave me my phone which turned out to be still on the table next to me lying down. My fingers danced over the phone screen, opened the contacts, searched for something I didn't know why. Finally I found a name I was looking for in contact ‘amigea’. I touched the picture of the letter, then typed the letter stringing sentence that was waiting to be revealed
‘assalamualaikum Amigea’
‘ini Raka Fhaisal, I'm in hospital’
‘I want you here, just look at my address in GPS’
I sent them one by one without a long pause, without any long commas I pressed the arrows. Three messages from me have been sent to ‘amigea’.
“ka?”
Seina's call made me aware of seina, mother, and father's gaze noticing from when. I furrowed my eyebrows together, not understanding the look that showed their astonishment.
“why?”
I asked very casually without any burden. Seina who called did not reply
“who's ami?”
Mother asked very flatly without pleading. I exhaled
“I don't know. I just knew him at college. I don't know, I want to meet him. I met him at dream”.
“Alhamdulillah ya Allah”
My mother immediately praised God after I answered her question. I'm a little surprised
“kok Alhamdulillah ma'am? What's up?”
“no son, mom just feel relieved”
Mother replied with a smile so relieved. I don't know what else to ask, not why.
“ibu, buy food first come out ya nak”
I gave an answer to Mom. Mom smiled at my response, then went straight out with a goal I already knew.
Not long pause mom out. Seina walked out of the room, there was no curiosity holding her out. I'm calm, cool myself\-scroll the phone screen. I'm actually waiting for the presence of someone I invited.
…
“assalamu’alaikum”
Greetings awaken me to the obscure
“wa’alaikumsalam”
I turned to look at the open door. He's coming in, Amigea. My eyes were blank, seeing him enter by himself. He walked, looked down, did not see me. My eyes filled with distance ami began to close to me
“ami”
I slipped and pronounced the name ami. He immediately showed his face which from just looking down did not see me, fortunately he did not hit something. She smiled
“raka”
His soft voice answered my call. Her smile was covered in cloth, I don't know what it was? Mom and Seina are not wearing either. However, it was as if I had seen his smile, his smile etched into the shadow of my eyes. Ever since he sat on the basketball court, I was like a fish with a lure. I smiled back at his smile. Suddenly his eyes expressed worry
“how are you doing?”
His tone asked very worriedly. I smiled back at him. It seemed like he was watching my body from end to end
“sit first beside me”
Ami just nodded back at my banquet. He moved his goal to the chair standing beside me lying down
“I guess you won't be here because you didn't reply to my message”
I started the quotation marks. I smiled at him who was close to me. His eyes were shady to look at, making me not want anyone to be aware of his shade other than me, but who am I?.
“when reading a message from you, I immediately stepped away here”
There was great happiness when he revealed. I smiled looking at him
“I've been from yesterday here, just just been aware of the coma, hehe”
I laughed unhappily, more precisely ashamed of the expression he did not ask. His smile was implied in the arch of the eyebrows that were smiling
“who else is it!”
He replied with a mischievous tone. I scratched my head that was not itchy at all.
“awwwww”
I let out a reflection of my pain
“eh, do not scratch dong, it hurts”
His hand immediately spontaneously approached and rubbed the area of the head that I had scratched. I looked at him, he looked at me. He immediately pulled my hand, his face telling me of the nervousness he felt.
“sorry, I accidentally”
‘iya, it's okay mi, I'm happy”
He looked at me strangely. It seems he was strange to hear my answer. I smiled at him to calm him down
“what no mi. I'm glad you came”
He just nodded.
“aku want to tell me”
I asked like a kid who hasn't listened to the story. Ami laughed softly at the laugh
“do you laugh?”
I was amazed by his behavior that still made me happy even though he laughed at me
“no, I don't laugh at you, I just want to laugh”
“ya same as amigea”
“pinter also yes raka fhaisal”
Me and I laughed at each other's answers.
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Amis
My hand led Aisha's hand to run to the public transport that was about to walk
“ayo mas road, this is an emergency. To siloam hospital ya”
The angkot driver nodded and immediately drove the car. I lowered my head, holding my head with my hands. My eyes have seen the shadow of the raka lying on the bed of the patient. My tears fell by one drop, I wiped them away and wiped them away from being seen by Aisha.
Aisha glanced at me, who was silent with her face covered. Aisha's hand came to my hand, her\-fingers hugged each other with my\-fingers. Aisha just shut up, don't talk anything\-nothing, maybe she knows what I need now. ‘raka be patient, I come’ immediately
Finally the angkot that aisha and I rode on stopped as well.
“nih mas, thanks yah”
I gave money to the carpenter. I pulled Aisha's hand out of the angkot again.
“ya, equally neng”
The carpenter replied and received money from me. My steps were quick for a moment, after entering the hospital entrance, making the one I was leading to release his hand from my grasp
“mi, slow down dong, don't panic!”
I stopped hearing what Aisha said. I realized, I was panicking. But
“forgive me sha, it's true I panicked. Sorry”
Aisha blinked her eyes
“ayo”
Now Aisha is leading me. I smiled, aisha so sweet
“sha, you are so sweet sih”
Aisha automatically stopped, meeting my eyes with her eyes. Aisha smiled shyly, her cheeks red. I definitely smiled badly for him
“if you are a sha guy, I must be chasing you” I tease him with impossibility
“eh uh, tuh raka!” aisha's cheeks turned red as she answered me
“kan if sha, yes now it is clear raka lah!”
“iya yes bring!”
I laughed ignorantly at the answer that dubbed me with ‘bawel’.
I saw aisha ahead. Just now, I'm gonna talk. Behind Aisha, there was a woman whom I knew very well.
“bu sarah!”
I called Sarah's mother who started to get close to me. Sarah smiled, then ran over to me
“my son, amigea”
“what happened bu?”
Sarah's mom let go of her hug slowly. I didn't see a single drop that fell in the beautiful tub of Sarah's mom. All I see is a smile so happy and excited. Sarah's hand grabbed my hand, holding her hand with mine. Ms. Sarah smiled with a million flavors that I couldn't confirm. Sarah took a big breath
“raka's in a coma, but she's conscious. You know nak?”
I shook my head stiffly and was afraid of what had happened to Raka
“when raka wakes up from her coma, she calls your name”
Sarah was so happy to reveal it to me. I've definitely brought up a smile that means immense happiness. Now I'm hugging Sarah's mom. Ms. sarah replied and swung my arms, as if a child was hugging a friend
“ibu, sure raka sure cured”
“i also sure bu”
The conversation was contained in the warm embrace that I and ma'am sarah created. Sarah's mom let go of the hug. Sarah smiled happily at me
“wait a minute, ko you can come here?, right mom hasn't told you and dad mom”
I smiled at Sarah's question
“raka who asked”
I answered with a centile
“oh, via mobile?”
“iya”
I nodded to make sure my answer was correct
“good luck to my dear son. Mom titip raka”
I was just about to reply
“oh yes, I support you wear a veil. You have to be patient, nak”
“iya my mother”
“iya my daughter-in-law's candidate”
Sarah's mother answered ignorantly and teased me. I just smiled who quietly prayed ‘aamiin’ in my heart
“that's want aja kal”
I teased Sarah's mom
“ya emang mom wants. If you don't want to be okay too, hell”
Sarah's reply made me unable to remain silent to not confess
“ya don't like that first dong bu”
“iya darling. Never mind, mom went out first to buy food. Meet raka sana”
“ready to do!” I replied with a respectful hand, Sarah's mother smiled
“dah ami, dah aisha, assalamu’alaikum”
Me and aisha together replied “wa’alaikum salam”
I smiled to see Sarah walking behind me. There is a happiness that quietly\-secret will come with a surprise that is very secret.
“already, let's meet raka”
Aisha's voice resuscitated my conversation with happy reason. I just nodded back. I walked with a happy-armonious sound. Aisha smiled at me
“Alhamdulillah, finally slowly you are happy also”
“hehe”
I just gave a reply to a shameful laugh to aisha.
“sha this, room VVIP A3”
My steps stopped making aisha steps also stopped.
“ya already, come in”
I kept quiet about what Aisha said
“you mean? I entered by myself?”
“ya it's ami, when I came”
“tapi.”
I haven't been able to give my answer
“raka it would like to meet you. I'm outside, later if there's anything call me”
“shaa”
“syuuutt, log in!” aisha's index finger restrains the lips that cover the word that is about to come out. I've given up
“iya aisha chika”
“gitu dong from earlier amigea”
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“assalamu’alaikum”
I opened the door carefully and slowly. I bowed my head, even so I still saw the raka who was also looking at me
“ami”
Raka called me in a faint voice. I immediately showed a face that from earlier looked down not to see raka. I smiled to see raka smiling to see me
“raka”
I answered her call a little stiffly. But Raka kept smiling while watching me. I made it wrong. I tried to carve out a quotation mark that could relieve a heart that seemed wrong
“how are you doing?”
His tone asked me worriedly, I watched the raka lying from end to end. Raka smiled
“sit first beside me”
Raka instead gave me a request to sit next to her. But sure enough, my legs ached from the moment I stood up. I approached the chair beside him. Raka entertained with a smile
“I guess you won't be here because you didn't reply to my message”
There was a mischievous smile engraved as raka spoke. A smile was engraved just like that hearing the sound of a raka expecting my arrival
“when reading a message from you, I immediately stepped away here”
I answered exactly what had happened. Raka smiled shadyly, this is what I miss from her. Raka took a deep breath
“I've been from yesterday here, just just been aware of the coma, hehe”
Raka laughs unhappily, rather she laughs at herself and rather is also ashamed of the expression I did not ask. I laughed hearing her laugh and saw the embarrassment she carved
“who else is it!”
I replied with a mischievous tone. Raka was misbehaved and scratched his head which was not itchy at all.
“awwwww”
Raka let out a reflection of the pain. I was shocked, my hand immediately approached the area of the head that he scratched
“eh, do not scratch dong, it hurts”
My hands rubbed the painful head area. I looked at him, he looked at me. I realized, I immediately took my hand
“sorry, I accidentally”
I was nervous about raka with unnatural behavior with my appearance
‘iya, it's okay mi, I'm happy”
Raka's answer is strange, it doesn't match what I said, I'll apologize
“what no mi. I'm glad you came”
Raka immediately repeated by adding his explanation of the meaning. I just nodded back at him. Raka smiled
“aku want to tell me”
Raka asked like a child who had not listened to the story.I laughed softly at her
“do you laugh?”
“no, I don't laugh at you, I just want to laugh”
“ya same as amigea”
“pinter also yes raka fhaisal”
Me and raka laugh that is not clear, this is what is called unplanned happiness.
“mau story what raka fhaisal?”
I was like asking a child who asked to be told. Raka still smiled without directly replying to my question which I was waiting for in return.
“kok instead smile”
Now raka laughs. I also made him laugh. I shut my mouth covered with a pink veil the same as the robe I was wearing. Raka took my hand, I was shocked. I immediately retook the hand that I was holding, I released it quickly and forcibly. Raka was startled and watched her still-shaped hand as if holding me
“forgive me”
I apologize for this to Raka. I bow my head, my hands hold on to each other so tightly.
“aku who should be sorry mi”
Raka replied with an unpleasant guilty tone. I saw him now looking down at the hand that was holding me
“ka”
Raka looked at me again, there was a fear that she revealed from her lethargic eyes
“that's what I want to know mi. Why can't I touch you? I don't know my hand suddenly came to your hand just like that, I'm sorry mi. and another one, what are you wearing on your face?”
I limp in hearing the question that I had predicted would come out of its mouth. I was just about to reply
“I don't know anything ami. After a few days yesterday I woke up from a sleep that mom and dad said very long. At that moment, I knew no one, including myself. Mom and dad explained who I was, who they were, and who I was. They also taught me little by little. Once twice, I saw a woman who instantly I immediately felt a pain in the head that I could not stand but, behind the pain there was a shadow that was just seen, just like that, unfortunately I do not know what the shadow is and who the woman is, said my mother amesia”
An amigea is not a strong person who holds back tears. I dropped one tear. Raka was stunned to see me cry
“don't cry mi”
I smiled at her request. There was an uneasy taste that she carved on her beautiful face
“nothing you, I'm moved”
Raka smiled with relief at my answer.
“thank you mi”
“iya equally ka”
Me and him quietly smiled at each other
“i was curious about the woman, before I fell unconscious from illness. I've seen that woman's guilty face accompanied by excessive anxiety to me”
“that woman loves you ka”
Raka carved her face in shock
“don't so know mi”
“aku female ka”
Raka answered nothing. I smiled a little relieved to be able to express my love for raka, although it was not in my name that revealed, at least I defended myself.
“you haven't answered my question that was mi”
Raka restored my position and she got to the start she asked. I smiled at him and saw him who seemed to be switching the conversation
“tso what's your question? I forgot”
Raka snorted in annoyance, I instead smiled laughing at her reflection
“ why can't I touch you? one more thing, what are you wearing on your face?”
I nodded hearing his question
“one, why can't you touch me?, because we are Muslims, I am a woman and you are a man. In Islam women and men should not touch because it is not makhrom or similar. Unless you are married, you can ka”
I put in a coma for a moment. Raka nodded signaling his understanding
“now the second, what am I wearing on my face?; this is the name of the veil in Arabic niqob. This is the clothing of Muslim women who moved to the road closer to Allah”
I ended the answer with a smile staring at him
“oh so, thanks mi”
“ya already, I'm home ya”
“don't mi”
“why ka?”
“I don't want to be alone, I'm bored”
I silently looked at the raka pleading like a child. Even so I am happy, indirectly he wants me to be with
“I want to walk out hospital”
I smiled unexpectedly at the request of the raka that forced me to grant
“you can come out”
“by mi, dawn doctor who advised me to find angina out hospital”
He was so sure. He also said someone I already knew because of him
“ya already, yes”
“finally, come!”
“watch out for the descent, I hold the wheelchair”.
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