AmiKas

I don't know

There's a new one

From a meeting that has been bound

A few days ago

He told me about the wrong time.

There are two confessions

In one day

First, I really love

Second, I can't refuse either.

Who can refuse in this situation

When the heart cannot endure patience

And reject those that seem sincere and present

I don't know, really.

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Amis

My leg has been lifted from the hospital. I breathed a sigh of relief. Today, all the mixed feelings, I was confused about where to tell Aisha. I was just about to pick up a phone to call Aisha, someone called my name, his voice taka sing in the ear

"amigaea!"

I saw him calling, dawn. Has she come from ushering Aisha home or has she just come? I see the white coat still hugging him.

"dawn!"

I returned the call. He stepped closer to where I stood. I think there's something not as you wish

"jar? Where'd you come from?"

"me? I just finished operating the fasien. I'm sorry mi, I can't take Aisha home because there's a hit-and-run patient"

"then did aisha know?" I cut him off even though I knew he would explain what I was asking him

"iya Aisha knows how, take it easy"

His face looked down like I was guilty, so I couldn't look at him like this

"yes it's okay jar, which is important aisha knows. I'm afraid he's waiting for you"

His face was back and he smiled at me

"you want to go home? Have you been taking a walk with raka?"

"yes, I want to go home. Raka's been accompanied by seina"

"have I brought you home or not? My job is done anyway"

He gave a smile that was decorated with hope, I would reflexively give him a smile too

"real? I'm scared like aisha who didn't because of an impromptu operation"

I taunted him accompanied by hesitation to accept his invitation

"will not mi, picket me only until afternoon. Even if there will be patients who must be operated not I'm the doctor who will operate but the doctor who is the picket part of the afternoon until night"

I couldn't help but laugh as he explained what I already knew but I doubted. Even though I only tested it, I also knew if the surgeon had a picket work schedule.

"yes, I know it too"

I replied with a prank that was always etched into my face. Dawn smiled shyly, her hand immediately took my hand and she led me to her car not far from where I was with the dawn standing from earlier. I think there's something bad to continue

"dawn! Let go of my hand"

Hand-cranked reflex releases my hand

"excuse me mi, I forgot"

I stroked the back of my hand. I just nodded my head to answer

"forgive me amigea"

His face was so guilty to me. Even though I had forgiven him, it was just that I did not express it verbally

"yes dawn I forgive you"

She smiled embarrassedly at my answer

"that's okay if forgiveness says. What if I buy you?"

"(knitting one right eyebrow) for what?"

"yes, not for nothing"

"let's go"

He smiled happily. I walked ahead of him, a strange dawn. Why am I walking in front of him but he's still behind

"come dawn!"

He was instantly aware of the strange behavior present when I accepted his offer. He ran after me who was far enough away from him that he and I walked together until the rhythm of the kakipun came together. I'm right, dawnpun right. I'm left, dawnpun left.

"ih, we're following me in the jar's steps"

Dawn laughed out loud, I followed along laughing at the strange dawn. His laughter grew even more so, now he was laughing and his hands were pointing at me. Yeah, rather he laughed at me. I don't want to lose, I repay him the same way. It turns out that laughing is also exhausting not only fighting for someone who does not fight back. My laughter died down, and the dawn died down

"ayo, get in the car"

It turned out that I was laughing with him, me and dawn had arrived in front of his car. It's true, happy is forgetting everything. I nodded and then got into the car.

In the car, the dawn focused on the road that was challenging him. I enjoy a pretty comfortable dawn soup if I sleep. I felt that there was something lacking in this car.I just realized the silence created from the lack of ability between me and the dawn

"yes, please just turn it off your phone. In my car there's no music, I usually play from my phone"

He replied with eyes that did not turn away from the road. I immediately picked up the phone in my bag and connected the cable to connect to the music player in the dawn car. In my music collection I immediately chose Ed Sheren with the title perfect. I sing along to the music I play

'I found a love

For me's'

"do you like songs like that?"

Raka asked when I was listening to the sound of raka who always sang when I heard this song.

"it's not just that. I really like this song, and so does raka"

"raka?"

"yes, me and Raka always sing together if they hear this song playing anywhere and under any circumstances"

As I spoke, the amygdala brought me back to that time. Until I saw dawn was raka

"forgive me ami"

I was awakened by the dawn that apologized. The figure of raka instantly disappeared from my shadow.

"sorry for what jar?"

"sorry for the question that made you think of raka"

"(laughs a little forced) it's okay jar"

Dawn just smiled not retorting anything. Maybe he doesn't want to make me think of raka anymore because of it anyway, taka da that has to be answered again after I forgive him.

"mayo mi down, it's up"

The sound of dawn resuscitated me who was conversing with a heart that always remembered the raka at dawn. For some reason, every time I was with dawn, the thought of raka was always there, even if it disappeared for only a few seconds, after which it came again for me to think. I always felt bad when I saw the dawn was raka. Not once did I see the dawn become see raka, I have often realized if the dawn calls me three or more times.

"mi?"

"oh yeah?"

Surely dawn called me again because I was still trapped in the arms of raka love.

"let's get down already"

Raka got out of the car. I tidy up my slightly messy bag before getting out of the car. Just as I was about to open the door to get out, dawn had already opened the door from outside the car, I received his banquet to get out of the car. He took me to the beach, a lot of vendors were going around the stretch of beach oasir. I feel fresh staring and feeling the beach angina. I looked at the dawn, and the dawn was watching me. I smiled ashamedly at him

"campaign"

Dawn went straight without, as usual, grasping my hand. I smiled at him who had walked without seeing me who was still in place. Suddenly he stopped, he looked back

"ami come!"

He calls with a volume that is quite loud because here the waves are quite loud and make the universe reflect his voice, so those who stay here always harden the sound when talking to a partner he said. I immediately followed the dawn which continued its path without waiting for me to walk parallel to it.

Now I walk parallel to dawn. There was no response when I went with him. The dawn is focused on looking ahead. Until arriving at the beach, the dawn just stopped its pace, I also immediately stopped because of it. now he looked and then watched me. He smiled and narrowed his eyes which already looked narrow due to the glasses. I replied with a smile too. The bellows begin to appear on the glass of the mouth. Now he smiles showing his teeth and dimples are present because he is moved. I lowered my head because the shadow I saw the dawn had started to turn into raka.

"amigel"

He called out as nervousness began to control. I forced him to return to his sight

"yeah?"

There's a coma that dawns to answer my question. His gaze was now so deep from the view of the ordinary days that had already passed.

"amigel"

He called my name again. I made him a little upset because he had been secretly teasing me

"what's fa.."

Just as I was about to reveal his name, he covered my veil-covered lips with his index finger

"the dawn of the gods loves amigea"

At once, it was like lightning was passing through and hitting me. I'm weak I don't know what to say let alone what to do to change this mood. I don't want to be cooped up by the expression of his feelings for me

"ami's fine. I'm not asking you to return my feelings, I just want to express them to you"

I just nodded back at her calmness that sounded painful to her.

"forgive me dawn, I want to go home now"

He hasn't returned my request. I tried to calm myself down, until I finally saw the dawn again. He was still staring at the dark universe.

"while ami, I want to see the twilight set"

I just nodded and went back to enjoying the sunset with dawn.

It feels like today, so many feelings are felt by me and so many feelings are also expressed for me. I am so grateful, there are still many people who love and love me. But if the person I love is really sick, just as happy this is not entirely the case. Although many people who approached and suddenly came carrying a taste, it would not be that easy I feel the same way with someone.

"ayo come home mi"

He made me realize who was talking to the universe about today.it seems all too enthusiastic about my story that has been witnessed by him, until it entered the night he still showed me the red mega of twilight.

The car arrived in front of my house. During the journey of taka da cakap who decorated, I was busy listening to music in Bluetooth earphones covered with hijab. When I open the door to get out

"ami"

Dawn called me, she looked at me too. I also looked at him with a banquet of questions implied in my eyes

"thank you and sorry for today"

His eyes were so shady as I stared, I sat under the shade of his eyes. I nodded without replying with a single sentence or word to her. My sister stepped out of her car. There was no final word for her, I was nervous and worried for her heart, I was afraid of creating feelings for her again. I do not want to account for his feelings because until now I still expect him who still forgets himself. I finally got to the gate of my house

"thole"

Dawn honked, the car disappeared from my sight. Immediately, the memory of the moment on the beach was immediately heard and I felt I had to take responsibility for the feeling of dawn even though I did not accept it.

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