AmiKas

day four

DAY FOUR

We're getting closer

You're starting to know me

And I'm trying to prevent

All the questions you keep.

I just kept quiet

Heard her story

I feel, I

Also feel

You can't know

I'm enough

Facing this, because

Already groove.

...

Amis

I was protected by a closed room, I did not want to go out a step, since night bi Ros called me to eat, on behalf of mother, I still did not want to get out of bed. At night my father came, and at exactly two o'clock at night, I had not closed my eyes, I heard the sound of the battle between mother and father below, until the sound of broken glass and the heart-wrenching cry of mother, but I could not get out even see such a thing, because I was getting messed up, I almost lost control, I remember Raka's words about the problem of human psychology that depends on each of them\, respectively, it made me try to calm down and control myself.

I can't lie to my own stomach, I'm hungry, but I don't want to eat at the dinner table.

I found a love for me

My phone is making a sound, apparently an incoming call from Raka

"Assalamualaikum Ami, amigea, how are you?, I'm worried, have you eaten?"

Among Raka's questions, I only answered that I had not eaten

"Where did you eat? I'm off to pick you up yeah, you're ready"

Pinta Raka hastily, I just ask her to pick her up at the park, maybe Raka has understood, now she does not ask anything, and immediately turn off the call. I was getting ready to wear black and white toad pants with pink clothes and pink hijab, I came out of the room, bi Ros came straight to me, asked me to eat, I refused and calmed bi Ros, she said, if I wanted to eat out with my friends. Finally bi Ros understood my situation, fortunately mother and father were in the room, so I could go out without any burden.

I waited in the park chair, just as I was about to call Raka, the car came, and I felt relieved. I stood up and I hid my hand, but Raka still forced me to grab my hand, leading me to her car. As usual he played the song Ed Sheeran perfect, but now I do not sing only Raka, but in my heart I sing.

I don't know where Raka took me, but I think this is the way to the beach. Sure enough, Raka took me to the beach. After she parked the car, she got out, opened the car door for me, and grabbed my hand very tightly, taking me to the middle of the beach and

"Yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy"

He surprised me with such a loud scream

"You trying? Take out the burden you can't tell me about, I know you have a problem, don't you"

I just nodded and accepted her offer

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa" I shouted

"Amigeaaaaaaa spirit"

He carved a smile back on my lips, I could not help but hold this happy

"Ready to do Raka Fhaisal"

He smiled at my answer, the shadow of the incident and the voice I heard last night was lost by my screams, no I could predict my stomach was sound, Raka laughed

"Oh yeah, I forgot, you haven't eaten yet"

He made me laugh embarrassedly, with a fit of anxiety he pinched my nose, and immediately pulled me into the restaurant by the beach.

"Now, order everything you want, I'll treat"

While he was hitting the chest, not wanting to lose, I hit him, he complained of pain. I pranked her, ordered nearly ten meals, and made her half-believe in my behavior, but she smiled and laughed

"How many hours have you eaten?"

I just smiled and grabbed her body. He just smiled and tickled my body. Until the order comes that stops me and Raka's pranks.

…

Rabbet

"Okay, I don't think I can stand, let alone walk, fight"

I chuckled at him complaining of fullness. I pay for food first. I approached Ami who was lamenting his satiety. I immediately grabbed both of his hands and placed them on my shoulders

"Huh, what the fuck? What's up"

Ami pulled her hand out of my hand,

"Let me carry, when you want to linger here?"

Ami was shocked by my desire to carry her, but I kept pushing, put her hand on my shoulder, and I immediately lifted her body, because Ami had not held tightly on my shoulder, she was afraid to fall, she said, I was holding his load

"Eh uh, raka"

I just laughed when I heard her scared, Ami did not accept, and she finally pinched me, the woman's pinch was sick, I threatened to drop her if she pinched me

"OK okay, sorry Raka handsome, saucy, sorry Ami beautiful yes, uh thank you also want to carry ami, surely Ami heavy yes, abis eat a lot of treated with Raka yah"

Ami laughed, I just shook my head, I don't know what got into him while eating became like this.

…

Amis

Before dusk came, Raka immediately took me home, but I wanted to see the sunset on the beach, he just reasoned not good, you have to go home, anyways I only permit until the afternoon. Raka is a good child and contributes to parents, not infrequently I admire the better.

Now that I'm getting better, I don't ask Raka to drop me off at the park anymore. Arriving at my house, I was just about to open the car door, Raka grabbed my hand

"Female, take care of yourself and your heart, don't worry me"

I smiled at the sound of his voice, I nodded

"You too, Raka Fhaisal"

She smiled shyly, and pinched my cheek, I was afraid of my cheek turning red, I immediately let go of Raka's hand, and got out of the car. Raka opened the window of her car, and waved her hand

"I'm waiting tomorrow at the college, oh yeah we just finish the job ok"

I formed a circle of thumbs and index fingers marked okay, he did his car, and removed the color of his car, I opened the gate and entered the house.

I heard the sound of someone eating at the dinner table, it turned out that mom was eating alone, I don't know where dad is now

"Father"

Mother's voice stopped my steps, I calmly controlled myself

"I ate Mom"

Without even looking at it, I blurred myself into my room on the second floor. And then I went back to my original condition.

…

Rabbet

I flick my focus with the light that shines my work, and the hands cannot be separated from the mose that sets and parallels my point. The white rope connected my phone to the laptop, moving a screenshot of yesterday's story I spent with ami. I'm making a vidio about me and ami, for I'll give it on my birthday three weeks ahead on April 23. My smile was attracted by every picture I made of vidio, without realizing there was a hand caressing my shoulder, she said,

“again what the hell is this mother's son? It seems not a task, self-smiling gini”

I indulged myself and hugged my mother, mother looked at the laptop, telling her what her son was doing until a smile\-smile of her own she said.

“oh so this, which makes you wake up early in the morning without having to pull the blanket”

My mother teased with a soft touch to my chin, I really love my mother, and my mother, too, need not be asked anymore, even though she was always busy with her work that made her sleep outside the house, but I understand myself, because after all, it's for me and mom.

“ah mom could have, I'm already an adult”

My mother laughed at my reply, and I also felt I was strange and wondered why I could say that, even though I was an adult with this student status.

“ya indeed who said you were a child my son?, eh mother wants to know whose name is”

I laughed and answered my mother's question,

“named amigea bu, called him ami. He is a language school majoring in Indonesian literature”

My mother laughed amusedly when she heard my rather long answer and it was a bit inappropriate to my mother's question.

“complete also answer, whereas mother just name it loh”

My mother continued to laugh and I scratched my head that was not itchy at all because I realized my nervousness in front of my own mother. I calmed down and laughed, but I thought I was thinking about something

“wait a minute, how about seina?”

I was stopped in the middle of what the amygdala was turning about five years ago.