AmiKas
someone is sick
Behind the humans who love to tread the land
There is an earth in pain that is not felt
This pain is not felt by humans
The truth is, humans are innocent perpetrators.
There is always an unintentional thing
Made of unrequited love
The unheeded love
You have to understand the destiny that happened.
Someone is sick
Behind two love that begins to rejoin
Someone is sick
Behind the forgotten love of his memories,
There are many sick.
...
Aisha
I've been sitting in the waiting chair in front of the room raka. occasionally I smile to hear a happy laugh from inside, hopefully soon finished. I looked around the hospital where every corner there was always a body that varied\-middle. There's one street I see it's a nurse and a doctor. One of the doctors I knew from a distance, he was wearing glasses. He's getting closer, the way to the room in front of him I'm in. I realized who he was, when the amygdala turned back I met him when I was with mom and dad ami.
“doctor dawn?”
I called her who was talking to the sister beside her. He looked at me. His smile was just etched
“aisha yes?”
“iya dok”
I replied with a nod colored smile. He smiles too.
“you're alone?”
“no doc, I'm with ami.”
“amigea?”
I have not finished mentioning the name of ami, she has asked me what I will clearly mention. I just nodded in response
“then, where is the amige?”
Her face implied a sense that I had a hard time expressing what it was, but I knew it. I took a deep breath
“with raka di”
“just two?”
There is no comma that pauses my answer with the answer as well as the question again. Just as I was about to answer, dawn stepped its direction to the door opener of the room raka. I stood up from my seat, my hand immediately held the hand of raka who almost opened the door of the room
“don't doc! I beg”
He saw me shocked and strange. I shut up, my breath breathing puffing.
“why? I have to check raka sha”
“please doc, give them time together?”
“ya, I understand”
The hand I held, weakened itself.
“let me just sus who checked this patient.you guys go directly to another room only and check fasien”
He spoke with his head lowered to the two sisters who had been accompanying him.
“well dok” answer both sisters (together)
The two sisters went to perform their duties. There is only me and dawn. He was still bowed, the look on his face implying his feelings to me who was watching.
“dock?”
“iya?”
Finally he met my eyes with his eyes. I looked at him worriedly, what did he feel? Does he like amigea?. He slowly walked closer to the chair, then sat down with an unchanging face.
“sit sha”
He let me sit by showing him the chair next to him. I nodded and I accepted it. I just sat down, my bag dropped to the floor. My hand came down to take, unconsciously her steps were the same as mine. Finally my hand was touched by her losing hand late touching the bag first. His hand was raised again
“eh sorry sha, I accidentally”
He apologized with his hands tidying his hair while I did not see a strand of hair that was neglected anywhere. I just smiled and nodded for the answer. I kept the bag I took and next to me sat down.
“indeed ami with raka have what relationship sha?”
He asked without a look, his eyes looking blankly forward. There is sadness that is implied from the eyes that stare blankly, there are those who secretly do not accept two people slowly reunited, and I? It was just as sad to see him sad with his feelings. I thought for a moment to give her an answer
“for the relationship I do not know but, they love each other even though raka now forgets the memory, the heart still knows who she needs, whereas before raka always felt pain when ami had not worn the veil”
“oh is that?”
“iya, I know ami's mother well. I've been told the beginning till now they're like this”
“must I love someone who already loves someone else sha?”
Now, he asked by looking at me. I was shocked, seeing a tear dam in the tub of her beautiful estuary. I saw the disrespect for what had happened in his eyes. I feel carried away by my feelings for him too
“fast jar. Because love doesn't have to have each other”
“you're right sha”
Now he bowed his head, looking at the clenched hand. I wanted to calm her down, but I was afraid of falling deeper into the feelings that were starting to make me smile.
“usually, if we love the person who loves that other person, there is also someone who loves us who loves others jar”
My heart smiles at what I say. I seem to tell you what I implied in what I said. But take it easy, he won't notice. Enough of me to love her in fear of one day leaving her.
“time yes sha?”
He smiled when he answered what I said. I smiled as I realized he was thinking about what I said
“iya jar, survey has proven.”
“lah already rich family 100 aja sha”
Me and the dawn laugh at me which is natural to laugh at. I'm quiet back
“jar, since you treated me in europe. There is someone I love loving someone else. And there's also someone who loves me whereas I love someone else”
“if so who loves me sha? I don't feel like anyone loves me!”
“you don't know, let alone me jar”
Dawn again silent do not answer. ‘ I love you since you interceded god treat my disease’ my heart murmured that there is no result, I do not, until at any time dawn will not know my feelings that I feel myself without the slightest gap, including ami.
“doctor dawn?”
It was just a moment when my conversation and dawn ended, there was a female voice calling out to dawn. Dawn wakes up from its bow
“eh seina”
I just remembered seina's name. Seina was raka's friend during high school, different from me and ami. As she looked at me, Seina implied a question mark in her eyes. How not, he doesn't know me
“this woman who doc? Girlfriend?”
“not na, she's her friend ami”
“ami? Amigea?”
“iya” dawn answered him and I answered him with a nodding gesture. Seina looked to her right and to her left
He was still searching, until his body twisted to be able to look around the hospital.
“inside” dawn replied with a resigned tone and forefinger pointing into the room
“engga, engga”
Seina looked anxious, she shook her head. His legs moved, his hands almost touching the door opener. I immediately moved from my sitting position, my hand grabbed seina's hand and held her back.
“I beg you, give them free and seina” time
“tapi.”
“I beg you this time only, pity ami”
Seina lowered her head, she let go of the grasp of my hand that was holding her back to open the door
“yasudah, for raka”
I smiled hearing his reply. I saw seina's eyes that were worried that something would happen, I knew exactly seina loved raka.how could she not have any feelings for raka who had accompanied her from sd to high school. Seina's body dropped to the floor, I couldn't bear to see her who was burdened with an unrequited feeling, but how else, I was the same as her.
“seina”
Dawn called out to seina who was staring blankly at what was in front of her. Seina looked over with a look that carved a question mark for dawn
“you love raka?”
Seina smiled without meeting her eyes with raka eyes
“you think?”
The dawn takes a breath so big
“you love raka”
Dawn answered with eyes that stared seina as if her opinion was right. Seina simply smiled with empty eyes.
This is love. The more unexpressed love, the more angles created form the facet of love building. And now between the love of raka and ami, there are many people who secretly\-love without revealing, to form a love pentagon.
…
‘krek’
Someone opened the door of the room. Me, seina, and dawn instantly stood noticing it. Raka and ami are out. Raka sits in a wheelchair and ami pushes her. Raka looks very happy, but does not know for ami who has covered her face, but I think from her eyes she is happy too.
“raka?.. ami?”
Dawn begins, raka and ami look to the dawn that calls
“eh doctor, doc I want to walk around looking for air yes same ami, right earlier said the doctor better looking for fresh air right?”
Raka replied with a smile and the spirit of a healed person. Ami just looked down without looking at her face. Dawn just nodded giving an answer to raka.
“ka?”
In the other position seina called out to Raka with a lethargic look
“apa sei?”
Raka replied very calmly, taka da unpleasant taste of the tone and gaze he met.
“m.. it's okay ka”
Seina smiled in a forced manner but raka paid no heed.
“ayo ami”
Raka invited the ami who had been silent since then.
“seventh ka”
Ami replied asking raka to wait
“sha, are you okay going home alone?”
“oh yes mi is okay, I'm used to”
I smilingly replied to the ami who asked with an unpleasant face while asking
“aisha come home with me just”
Dawn suddenly spoke by making an offer for me. Just now I was about to answer to reject the dawn's offer to be together, ami was quicker to answer dawn
“right also jar. uh means dok”
Dawn smiled with ami's reaction. I became nervous for a moment
“doesn't mind doc?”
“no sha, now my lunch break hour. I go home first to Rumah”
“ya already then”
I accepted the dawn offer. I was afraid that something would be more blooming and smell the aroma of his presence.
“then, me and the road raka ya”
“iya” I answered ami, while dawn seina only replied with a nod of the head. I could only look at the feeling of both of them from the eyes that continued to stare at the back of ami who slowly disappeared form.
“sha, let's go home”
Dawn awakened my reverie. I reflexively nodded in response to the call of dawn.
“you wait in the car park only. I went to the room first”
“iya”
Dawn immediately rushed to leave me and seina who were still with the same position and circumstances.
I saw seina who was getting carried away by the flow of her feelings to raka. I feel sorry for her, but how else, this is already what someone who loves in silence feels.
“seina, I went home first ya”
Seina just nodded her head answering me, she still kept staring blankly. I was really worried about leaving him
“you don't worry me na”
Finally seina was aware of the swift flow of taste that brought her. He looked at me strangely and many question marks he put in his eyes
“worried why?”
“worried you carried away the rush of your own feelings”
There is a pause that seina comma. It was as if he was thinking about my answer
“you mean?”
“don't panic, you will also understand”
Seina's eyes returned with a strange look at me. I just smiled back at the question that was still on the face that looked astonished.
“aku home, assalamu’alaikum”
“wa’alaikumsalam”
…
I was standing alone in the car park. I have not seen the coming of dawn from every path that man walks. Long enough I waited for dawn, I just sat in a chair that I did not use.
‘tit tit tit’
My watch's alarm goes off, it's time for me to take my medicine. I immediately take vitamins that do not need to drink water to drink it. I went to look for a shop that sold bottled water. After I found the drinking water, now my phone is ringing. When I saw that there was a message coming in, I read the name that sent the message. But this is a new number coming in, I opened the message
‘aisha it's me dawn. I'm sorry, I can't take you home. There's a hit-and-run surgery patient and I'm the doctor who's gonna operate it. I'm sorry, another time yes, I promise’
I smiled with relief reading the message from dawn. I'm not sad, because if I go home with him, there I'm afraid my feelings are buried from the beginning will peak just like that.
‘iya it's okay jar, I understand. I can go home by myself’
I sent a message to dawn. Dawn did not reply anymore, maybe he had already entered the operating room. Even so, this heart secretly hopes to be together with raka.
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