AmiKas

day three

We're getting closer

In our word

The more we know

Will how to answer.

Universework

The more it brings us to

Care to find

You used to curse now.

It used to be a disease

Now that's changed

Without anyone knowing

How exactly is he.

...

Amis

 

I count the seconds that chase the demands of the universe. I just finished my breakfast, by myself. It's been two days that my parents haven't returned, I wonder where they came from work, if they have a home other than here. Surprisingly, I don't like being in the old house\-long if there's no one\-who, because of course I messed up with my negative thoughts of them.

I waited for Raka to pick up, now it's almost nine. I heard the sound of the gate opening, I thought Raka, but it turned out that mom came alone, without a father. I took my bag and put on my shoes. I opened the door, mother saw me, I passed through, just a step I came out of the gate

 

"Father"

Mom called me, how surprised I was after not hearing her voice for so long. But what can I do, I'm afraid to cry, so I continue my step out and ignore my mother's call.

 

I stopped at the park near my house, I picked up my phone and called Raka if I waited in the park. Before long I called Raka, her car stopped right in front of me, she opened the window, and led me into the car. I got in the car, opened Raka's favorite music album, and played Ed Sheeran's perfect song. I sang, Raka was still amazed at my attitude, but before long, Raka sang along with me.

 

…

Rabbet

 

I opened the car door for Ami, I think something wrong happened to her this morning, because Ami was just waiting in the park, and when she got into the car, she said, he himself played the song.

 

"Come, I can't wait to meet Mr. Fhaisal"

He pressed the name "Fhaisal" and pressed my nose with anxiety and pain, just as I was about to reply to him, he had already run like a child by calling out to Miss Cika. What really happened to him.

Ms. Cika immediately invited me and Ami into the room yesterday

"What if we were just in the garden, ma'am, it seems better that we chat with Mr. Fhaisal in the decoration of the view of the universe"

I deliberately asked outside the room, because it felt like inside was the same as locking the burden that Mr. Fhaisal would reveal.

 

Ami and I waited in the garden chair to drink the iced tea that Ms. Cika had provided. Ms. Cika came with Mr. Fhaisal.

 

"Hallo, Mr. Fhaisal, still knows me"

Sapa Ami was very cheerful.

"Yes Ami"

It turned out that it was only his psychology that was disturbed, he was still able to repay people accordingly. He can control himself, but there seems to be fear that really kills his emotions until he can't manage it.

"Hallo sir, how was last night a good dream? Or what?"

I asked him to start opening the story

"Don't know you, you never dream as long as you're in bars".

Just now Ami wanted to ask, I held it by holding her hand.

"Father afraid, with what you have done first, dear father is someone but why are you so stupid to waste it that also loves you"

Ami let go of my hand, still insisting on asking

"But why sir? Do you think he loves each other? Then what's wrong"

Mr. Fhaisal exhaled heavily and looked towards the scenery

"Father did something stupid that you can't forgive, but he forgave you, but you were so guilty, so inappropriate, and so guilty to him Ami, Raka"

Ami raised her eyebrows next to her

"What mistakes did you make until you were like this?"

Ami looks very curious to ask openly to Mr. Fhaisal. Mr. Fhaisal returned his gaze to me and Ami

"Mother impregnates him"

The cry of fhaisal sir instantly dripped from his eyes very profusely without being able to be dammed.

"Yes mother delivered Mr. Fhaisal first yes"

 

I saw Ami silent with a blank look, I called him

 

"Yes?"

But her eyes ignored me, I felt Ami had a psychological disorder too, but why was it so hard to ask, she seemed to avoid, and no one wanted to know, especially the big house, an old man who wasn't home, and just this morning, Ami was waiting for me in the park.

 

The arrival of Bu Cika made me and Ami aware by carrying fried bananas. "Fhaisal was like that, if he had cried he had to go straight alone, he would have long to stop from crying"

 

Me and Ami just kept quiet

"The psychology of a person who has been for a long time will cause prolonged sadness even though the problem that causes it is a long time, but because it is not handled, he will feel alive when the problem befalls, can I tell you the beginning of everything that caused Mr. Fhaisal?"

I said without hesitation, because if relying on Mr. Fhaisal that story is impossible".

"Everything happened twenty years ago, Fhaisal was the mother's brother. But her mother did not consider it anymore since Fhaisal knit a love story with a woman named Sarah, they loved each other, until one time Sarah was home alone, Fhaisal accompanied her at home. His name is also a man who is given a passion and reason, he impregnates Sarah, until finally Sarah admits her pregnancy to Fhaisal, but Fhaisal does not believe in what he did, he said, I don't know how Sarah's pregnancy was carried out by her mother, but it made her mother angry and held Fhaisal accountable, even though Sarah was willing to be married, but Fhaisal's mother did not accept, and asking the baby in Sarah's womb to be aborted, Sarah did not accept, because still he was born a child of Fhaisal, Fhaisal did nothing, fhaisal's mother, who still wanted to abort Sarah's womb, made Sarah's mother unaccepted and fed up, went from Fhaisal and Fhaisal's mother. Since Fhaisal's self-blurting but he's too late, Sarah's moved house. When Fhaisal returned to his house, his mother did not accept him anymore, he was expelled, and finally the mother found him in front of the mother's house, since then Fhaisal's psychology was completely chaotic, and his, I always tried to contact Fhaisal's mother but there was still no reply and Fhaisal's mother had never stepped foot in the nursing home since she knew Fhaisal was here"

 

After that, Ami and I went back to Bu Cika, Ami remained silent, not speaking anything. I assume this research is in order, so Ami and I can make a short story straight away, but I don't think it's a good time to talk about assignments.

 

"Ka, just drop me off at the park"

I was shocked by Ami's request which made me anxious, but she kept quiet even though I asked her what was wrong with her. The park was in plain sight, when Ami was about to get out of the car, I held her, I held her tightly

"You can tell me anything, don't be like this, I don't want you to disappear"

He just nodded and smiled with so much sense of feeling that he felt. But what I can do, I can't force him to tell a story now, maybe now he just needs time to be alone