
Mothers....
The crownless queen but the foot of heaven. Every time he came home he was the first to be sought. As far as feet go, Mom is always home to go home.
For Rahma and her three siblings, mother's happiness is everything to them. There is something more beautiful than the world and the content is to see their mothers smiling and laughing happily. And it is they, their children, who are the reason for both.
But today the body of the woman they loved so much was lying helplessly with some tools attached to her body. Rahma's mother was also rushed to the hospital that morning when she was found unconscious by their cousin. With the help of Mr. Hakim, guests who are friends of their late father can finally be rushed to the hospital and get prompt treatment.
Diagnosis doctors say if the mother has a heart attack, a history of heart disease that has ever suffered is one of the strong reasons that support the diagnosis of doctors.
Already three days Rahma was in the hospital accompanying the mother who until now has not been aware. He didn't move for a second. Her brother and sister had asked her to go home and rest at home, but Rahma refused.
His eldest brother was forced to return to Sumatra because his cut period of only three days was up. Maya is currently pregnant with her second child, while her first child is only two years old. She and her husband were quite troubled, especially her husband had to immediately return to Yogya because of work that could not be long abandoned.
Rahma sincerely let go of her two brothers, she assured them they would take care of their mother along with her youngest sister.
"Don't worry, I'll take care of you. After all, I no longer teach so I have more free time. You too Dek, come home. Pity your child if here, you can't take care of Aira" Rahma said, embracing Maya's shoulder, sitting next to her, and sitting in the hospital cafeteria for breakfast.
"But the real tea I still want to be here and take care of mom" Maya said with tears that suddenly escaped down her cheeks,
"Aa also planned to apply for a longer leave of absence Deck, hopefully in acc and can quickly return here to bring your brother-in-law and children" Budi said with a soft intonation, it feels like I have to go home in this situation. While Joseph was only a listener to the chatter of his brothers.
"Yes A, may you be safe on the trip and facilitated all his affairs" Rahma replied with a smile adorning her face that increasingly paled because some days she lacked rest.
"About your household, whatever your decision Aa supports. Aa will obey your will not intervene too deeply with your household affairs. Whatever your reason Aa appreciates it, only Aa asks from now on whatever you are going through please do not hold it yourself. Make Aa a useful person as your sister" said Budi with a sad look at Rahma inside. He still did not expect his proud sister to experience such a sad and painful thing like this.
"I'm also tea, please share with me. Whatever you feel, especially suffering. All this time I just always shared my joy and happiness with us while the hurt and pain was pendam own. I've grown up tea, look at my son's sudsh want two, trust me that I can be a reliable sister. At least I'm ready to be a good listener." Maya also revealed what was in her heart, all this time her brother was just always sharing happiness, this time she also wanted to be a person who was always there and support her brother in his strange circumstances.
Although Rahma knows that the greatest success of the devil is to make a couple divorced. But after being done istikharah and berbunajat at the end of each prostration Rahma increasingly solidify his intention to step back from the bond of marriage that is already unhealthy according to him.
Istikharah is not in fact to choose one between two options, but to set the heart in one choice.
"You don't think of what others say. I know what you're worried about. But you must remember if everyone has a different way of life and you must be sure if every incident that befalls us will certainly be the requirements of wisdom contained in it. Aa sure mother will understand, after I realized we will talk well to mother." Budi's words were able to give peace in Rahma's heart, she was increasingly convinced to withdraw from her marriage.
During this time in his extended family divorce was the most never happened. Mothers always pay attention even though the lawful divorce remains something that God hates. As long as it can be fixed, be patient with household exams. No home is free of exams. A strong household is not just present, nor is it present from equally strong couples but is born from a partner who strengthens each other when one of them is feeling weak. Make the advantages of a partner as a source of our happiness and its shortcomings as a source of our reward.
Everyone will be tested for what we love most. And God will also test with what we fear most. But God will not put us in a situation we cannot handle. Trust in God.
The mother's advice always ring in her ears, since she was a girl herself and Maya always got advice to be a good wife. But this time Rahma has strengthened her heart. The last mandate of his late father that was delivered by Mr. Judge became the strength for him to make that decision. Save your own paradise, such is the heart of your trust. Rahma understood that if he survives in hypocrisy, not only is he more sinful, but the reward is further away.
Honestly Rahma is not ready for polygamy, several times Anggara returned home after his confession who had remarried Rahma always refused to be touched by Anggara. It was clearly a sin, because however she is still valid as Anggara's wife.
Rahma realized her scientific and mental strength was not yet strong enough to reach heaven through polygamy. Rahma believes there are still many paths that can be taken to reach the Khaliq. As for the child she is carrying, Rahma is convinced that Allah has prepared everything. He will certainly tell Anggara and his family, however when the divorce occurred there is no term ex-child that there is only ex-husband and wife.
"Patient teeth yes, I believe it is still strong" Maya hugged Rahma from the side and leaned her head on Rahma's shoulder.
The four brothers spent their breakfast with some comforting jokes from Joseph. The four returned to the mother's room after getting a notification on Rahma's phone from the nurse who was tricked into looking after her mother that morning,
"Tea, I'm sober"
The atmosphere again rippled in the room where the mother was treated, smoothly the mother said and apologized for what her first daughter experienced. Mother heard all their conversation with the guest who came to their house that morning. He also felt guilty because he asked Rahma to get married immediately. He realized that marriage was not a race, not how fast but how precise.
All family members are relieved to hear if the mother supports whatever is the decision of Rahma. With tears that never subsided, Mother hugged her eldest daughter and was followed by her third, fourth and eldest son. They embrace each other, channeling positive energy through hugs, giving each other support and strength.