Akad Shackle

My Brother is Big

Two brothers were sitting together in a quiet room. After a debate between her sister and her husband in front of guests, Rahma decided to take the sister to a more comfortable place to talk to both give her understanding.

Inevitably this time it was time for him to be honest with the actual state of his household.

Bugh......Joseph punched the wall of the room, pent-up anger making his chest feel tight. Angry at the fact he just knew if his sister-in-law had remarried and firmly let his biological brother be among their happiness. Disappointment was felt towards his brother, with his leisure he served the wishes of his new husband and wife. And Joseph knew that Rahma's current position was very painful.

Rahma told Joseph everything. After what happened today he can't hide it anymore. Rahma knew very well the character of her younger brother. If he feels there is still an awkwardness he will continue to carry it out to completion.

"Dek.." cried Rahma startled when she heard a loud bang, she grew even more shocked when she saw blood dripping from the back of Joseph's hand.

Rahma got up from her seat, immediately reached into her sling bag to pick up the tissue. He grabbed the brother's right hand, gently rubbing the blood on the brother's hand.

"Why are we silent?" yusuf said after letting Rahma clean the blood on his hands, he could not understand why his brother chose silence and took for granted the treatment of his husband and family.

"Dec, no matter how high the ego of a woman he still will not think of himself" Rahma again opened her voice while cleaning the blood in the hands of her sister.

"But tea...."

"Dec, you're sick. He just went through a critical period. What do you think would happen if you knew the problem you were facing?" rahma said in a soft voice,

"Mom also has a history of heart. You know how mothers used to get sick when Teh Maya's future husband asked for their marriage to be accelerated and still not get a mate?" Rahma rolled up the blood-soaked tissue and put it in a small trash can that was in front of the door of the room.

"Please help this time by being patient with this condition. Teteh also does not remain silent Deck, mengunajat on the Owner of life also always do. Leave everything to the Life-Giver, hopefully soon given the best solution"

"Teteh....until when do you sacrifice your own happiness? I know from a long time ago always give up, always obey the wishes and expectations of mother and father. I know I've never denied them, but please tea this time strive for happiness...." Yusuf really could not stand what his brother was going through, he said in a hoarse voice because he was no longer able to hold something that wanted to come out of his eyes, he said,

"Aa must know this Tea, Aa can certainly speak well with mother and father" said Yusuf again, he turned his face after one tear drop managed to escape falling on his cheek. Aa whom Joseph meant was their first brother.

"Daddy, everybody's fighting. Whether it's for himself, for his family or for the people he keeps happy" said Rahma softly, he still tried to quell the anger of the younger brother who still looks so dusty,

"Ckkk..he's really great on this one, most powerful in front of parents and family. Always laughing and showing a happy face, when his shoulders are getting heavier, his heart is broken and I'm sure sleep time is messy",

"From the outside it looks intact even though the inside is half gone. It looks tough when it is fragile. I know from the past every problem still prefers to be quiet and cry alone. Tea, I am not a child anymore, this time please listen to me" Joseph turned his body to Rahma, speaking still with heightened intonation.

"Sometimes kindness is just a game for people who don't know the meaning of sincerity, when do they want to be stupid people? Huhh...?" Yusuf shook Rahma's shoulder, as the younger brother felt he had a responsibility to protect and take care of his older sister. Hearing all the household stories of her brother she was really angry at herself for feeling unable to protect her sister.

"Steh realized no, Angga was not able to see the sincerity that always had. He's a selfish tea man. You know who the worst man is, heumm?" Joseph spoke fiery and Rahma chose to quietly listen to what her sister wanted to say. Hoping that his brother's anger would subside, but unfortunately Joseph was still not satisfied to vent his anger,

"Pardon me" Yusuf realized he was out of control after seeing tears on Rahma's cheeks, she took her brother into her arms and held him tightly as a symbol if she was ready to protect Rahma.

Rahma was no longer able to withstand the tightness in her chest, finally her tears broke. The words that Joseph spoke were able to tear apart his feelings and defenses. The hug of the sister was able to make Rahma feel safe to spill all the tightness that had been just harbored by herself.

"Teh, now I'm a big boy. Please do not all of them pendam own, make me a useful sister tea by being a place to share all the suffering. All this time I have only shared my likes and happiness with all of us, this time please make your sister useful tea" Joseph was no longer able to hold back his tears, she said, rahma's cry sounded so heartbreaking. Only this time did she witness Rahma's deep sadness clearly visible through her heart-wrenching crying.

"This time please believe me tea, don't always take refuge behind your smile and words. I know, all this time I always vent everything in the writings of teteh, I remember well with the notes that have been written"

"I'm sure you're a loyal husband. A husband who is able to take care of himself when I am not around, who is able to keep my name, defend my name, and always privileging my presence even though we are not together."

"And now I know that the sentence was written only to cover the real situation. In fact, he was the one who knew best what the husband was like" Yusuf regained his emotions when talking about his brother-in-law,

The sound of Rahma's cry was increasingly sounding bitter, his little heart admitted that everything the sister said was true. Haru was at once proud, it turned out that the little sister who used to love being carried by him was already big.

"My little sister is now big, thank you Dek" said Rahma.

"Yusuf, Brother can explain" Anggara who had been standing behind the door where Rahma and Joseph heard all the discussions of the two brothers.

Hearing all that Joseph said he really felt slapped. All Joseph's words were the truth and Anggara realized that. But the thing that makes Anggara feel great pain is when he heard the sound of roaring Rahma for the first time.

Anggara did not expect that behind the tough and strong attitude that his wife showed stored tremendous pain. It was clearly heard from her heartbreaking crying voice.

Joseph stared intently at his brother-in-law who had just entered the room where they were. The sound of Rahma's cry was immediately stopped hearing a familiar voice in his ear but he remained in his position in Joseph's arms.

"Take off, brother!" yusuf said firmly with resolute eyes that showed that he would protect and protect his brother from anyone who would try to hurt him,

"No, Suf. Brother can not let go of your neighbor, brother loves Rahma very much" Anggara said without shame,

"If Angga really loves you, please let him go and let him be happy. Rahma's tea is entitled to it Brother, doesn't brother already have a replacement that is much more everything than teteh? even then according to brother" Yusuf pleaded with a compassionate tone but his tone again changed sharply when saying his last sentence.

"No Suf, I realize Rahma is the best" Anggara replied,

"Mkk..." Joseph clucked in annoyance at what Anggara said.

"Unfortunately brother realized it too late" Yusuf's timpal had made Anggara no longer able to wart.