Adolescence

Adolescence
Episode 49's



...Enough Already...


"Mom, fried noodles with one egg!" Said Rian while mesen food


"Hadeuh, which has not been paid, now want to mess again!" Said Bu kantini


"Aw Ma'am later also pay don't be tight dong saying I'm so embarrassed!" Said Rian while whispering to Bu kantini


"My feeling is there's something else!" Arya said in her heart


"Yes Lo who messen yes!" Answer Rian


"But all of you pay!" He pleaded with Arya


"She, it's my treat, already Lo's face don't Lo sweet-sweet already like a Korean artist Lo" he said


"Hehe, I'm a Korean artist from birth" Rian replied with a smile


Then, Rian accidentally cursed Ara's iced orange drink, as a result they storm. But in the midst of the conflict, it even brought forth the seeds of love between the two of them.


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Conspiracy theories begin when the moon meets the night, then they greet behind the distance while waiting for the dawn to come even though the actual time of dawn is very long and also time-consuming, then the moon was forced to wait for the coming of the sun but when dawn broke, the moon dimmed and unable to greet the sun. The story is almost the same as you and I who could not possibly meet because of the many obstacles and also obstacles, coupled with the calculation of the time where the fact states that the moon and sun are different, the sun only exists in the morning and also in the afternoon while the moon only exists at night. Just like me and you who can't possibly be together because you are you and I'm just someone who waits behind the distance saying "already, you may already be with another" I can only what? I'm just someone who bows me while holding on and can't stand back even if I fall.


Only silence cares for despair, and only the weird fight against longing because this heart may not be yours nor am I someone worthy of you, thank you for loving the most beautiful memories even though we are just two people who do not like to say hello to each other. Nature sometimes greets me with the sweep of the season wrapped with the sky that smiles sweetly at me, like the melody of spring sometimes he seduces me with melodies and melodious tones. But I didn't realize I was just shaking unconscious, thinking, stroking my chest "may I see the sun tomorrow morning" then when I woke up in a quiet place with my mind floating I always cursed myself because I was unable to change the course of my life.


I just realized that love sometimes torments you, with a spoiled seduction it comes then it goes back like a butterfly wooing a flower then it plucks a memory behind beauty. I'm grateful that even so I'm not that easy to string words together, I'm used to pretending to smile even though I'm actually lying to myself with a million things I'm trying to avoid. Behind the distance I chose to remain loyal to myself by trying to bury every memory I had ever experienced deeply, even though I was not someone that strong to be able to stand still. In the silence of the night I whispered and told the moon "quiet, I do not want to be alone. Every problem occurs and approaches me constantly like a perfect metamorphosis, but my imagination is not in line with reality" in my heart I could only curse myself even though I realized I was just a cowardly fool and always avoided it.


"What is the difference between me and a raindrop, he came in with a drip and then went inundated with a greeting that left nothing but a wound"


You are so meaningful and special to live forever this taste, it is impossible to replace. I was silent for a thousand languages, yet you came and went leaving a wound on the chest. "Don't just be quiet and act like you're the only one hurting me, too"


"Ngapain the heck you've obviously sworn that drink to me" said Ara


"Sorry, I didn't mean it!" Said Rian who was confused when he spilled the orange ice belonging to Ara


"Quiet down!" Said Rian who then helped clean up the ice water spill and he accidentally nudged Ara's calf and then he was slapped with Ara


"What the hell Lo" GEPLAKkkkjkj!!! Ara's loud slapping sound was heard all over the school


SMAN 1 Bandung is not only the most famous High School with its students who are very diligent and also clever but also many of them who are among jet set or children of the rich even so in their schools are not differentiated from one another.


"So you haven't done any PR yet?" Said Ma'am Guru while scolding Rian and Arya and finally they were told to stand in front of the class, but not only Rian but Ara was also in the law because they had not done PR


Teach me about love, teach me about love even when I realize that I am not for you but who you are to fall in love with me again. In a dream I met a handsome white riding figure who came to me with love and affection I approached him and then suddenly he disappeared like in the swallow of the earth, I don't know where the handsome male figure was, when I realized suddenly I fell out of my bed. And I heard the sound of the alarm clock that rang loudly and showed at six past twenty signs that I was late waking up.


"Geez, what time is it!" I firmly look at the alarm clock near my room drawer


"It turns out it's six o'clock past twenty, maybe I'm late to wake up" said I while in a hurry


Then I took a quick shower, and I used my mainstay style, which is the style of not brushing my teeth but bathing and also the style of grooming and using the fast scented oil.


"Even if it's not perfect for an important toothbrush, I'm beautiful with my perfume" I said


"Hahhhh. fragrant!" I said to breathe out my breath


Then I went downstairs to the road to my school.


"Eh Raisa you don't have breakfast!" Said my mother


"Later at school!" I said while running in a hurry


"Hmm, that kid" said my father, who was having breakfast


Distance can sometimes make a stranger, making a person distrustful of the power of love. The same cross you are, but you have not found a figure of His choice.


For me life is always black and white, happiness will always be directly proportional to sadness. We're just waiting for the time to take turns, aren't we?


And so with silence.


Today feels crowded, maybe tomorrow we will dialogue again with solitude.


Although in the crowd I still feel lonely, somehow lonely I feel without someone who can accompany me in this solitude, it does not feel like I have gone further and further I walk alone. My egoist feels that if I just complain without trying, somehow my pen scratches to the point where the black ink that I write on white paper has run out, inexplicably, everything I write corresponds to the journey of life in which the crying heart tells of every journey of the soft heart, although the time spoke in a soft tone while accompanied by the piano which continued to sound with melodunya like a melody that struck the heart. The clock's needle kept ticking towards the infinite axis with a full turn I kept asking myself, today whether it will be better than the days before or it will even give me a flurry of money actually leads me to the fear of starting a change.


"Hm... If only mother was still there" I said while stroking my chest


Back the rhythmic tone with melodious sayup sounding gurgling rain that fell drop by drop, I just remembered this early November where every end of the year must be rainy season, rainy season, I forgot to bring an umbrella when the train was almost at the station.


"How will I be rained and drenched" I said in my heart


While waiting for the train to arrive at the station, I saw my classmate Raisa.


"I think I know that girl?" I said in my heart


"Isn't that Raisa?" Unkapped


Um.


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