Adolescence

Episode 31

...Want to Own Again...

Far away have been my steps through my life full of question marks, sometimes the heart is worried determine my attitude no place to complain, only faith in the chest that can make me always steadfast to live. Long have I lived every obstacle that I had to pass, a grievous coward and just silent in the emotion of the long journey full of the twists and turns of life that sometimes make me tired.

"Rubber!" Reveal it

"Some know you're far away!" Say

"You are the one who convinced me!" Answer

"Everything you have to exercise often, do not play mulu" he said

"Hmm" he just pouted while sitting on the garden chair

"What the hell is it?" Ask

"It's okay!" He answered while turning his face

"You're so funny!" He answered while stroking his head

"What the hell" he replied as he let go of his hand

"Well, have a drink!" He said while giving a bottle filled with drinking water

Long time ago Ara and Rian went around the park while jogging.

"Morning kayak gini eat good porridge!" Say

"Huh we thought her mind was eating mulu!" Rian

"That's what you are!" Said Ara while scowling

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"Why Lo Ra?" Ask Fanya Ara's classmate

Fanya Gifani: usually called Fanya

The person is always attentive, innocent, and also innocent. Even so she cannot be underestimated even though she looks a bit stupid but she is one of the bright students and always gets a class champion. Ara is close to Fanya, but sometimes if there is a desire to die especially if she needs help with PR and Tasks. Fanya this includes a funny girl although sometimes if she jokes everything on not understanding the purpose of the conversation, as a result only she who laughs the other even run away dinggalin him.

"Eh where are you going!" He said while chasing his friends

"Well, I'm kidding, I'm running away!" He said while breathing out his own breath

Then when everyone is joking, he just prays that he doesn't understand what he means.

"What do you mean, how come you guys laugh?" Fanya

TULALITE.... TULALITE....

Not connected, as a result only he who became the material of the ridiculousness of his classmates.

"Fany, number 20 dong?" Rian

"What the hell Lo, answer yourself napa!" He closed his test paper

Then when Fanya did not realize the Rian even cheat Fanya's paper.

"Dian!!!!" Say

As a result he got angry at Rian and then hit him....

"Why are you two making a fuss?" Ask the Teacher

"What the hell isn't Mom!" Said Rian while shaking his head

"Why don't you want to tell me" he said plainly

"Stoooooop!" Said the teacher in a high tone

"Udah Rian is standing forward!" Said the teacher

"Yes!" Fanya while sticking out her tongue

Classes are noisy, plus children who can never stop doing noise in the classroom. Some hit the table like a drum, there is also a Duk broom playin as if the broom was a guitar. While the girls even play mobile phones and there are also ngaca aja in the mirror, until one day the teacher confiscated their phones one by one because they are not allowed to use communication tools in the classroom, outside of class is allowed. And in the meantime, Ara's mobile phone was confiscated because the teacher was caught playing mobile phones while teaching and learning activities were carried out.

That time...

Chats...

"Ra bales dong!" Rian

"Apaan anyway, just behind doang use chat chatan" replied Ara on her phone

Not finished typing even caught by the teacher

"Ara, what are you doing?" Ask the teacher

"Sa..saya .." while stammering Ara tried to hide her cellphone

"What are you hiding?" Ask the teacher

"No, ma'am, just.." he had not been able to answer then the teacher saw Ara's phone and snatched it from Ara's hand

"What's this?" Ask the Teacher

"Mmmmmm, that" he answered

"Mother is explaining you even play mobile phone, as the punishment of this mobile phone is confiscated!" The answer is to take Ara's phone

"Well, Rian, don't know if I'm focused on learning he's even talking to me, geez!" Ara said in her mind

Adrian Martadinata: commonly called Rian

Since she dated Ara she always fought when they both looked very suitable but they always fought, plus Ara always confided in me. I got tired of horrifying him, but yes because he's a friend I'm going to do anything else, for the sake of friends. While Rian is a silly type of guy sometimes he likes to seek attention from girls even though he already has a girlfriend. Despite his childish nature, he is a handsome guy who is only 170cm tall and he is also one of the basketball team members at school, thanks to the Rian CS school basketball team we are about to break into the national basketball team.

Keiziara Cynthia Bella: or familiarly called Ara

Blaster beautiful girl who is very famous and popular in school not only as a beautiful girl but she is also one of the members of Cheerleaders who are famous not only for her high posture but also he he also has a beautiful visual so that there are so many guys close to him, for some reason he is now so close to me and often confides about his girlfriend, Rian.

I remembered about her inviting me to come closer, but the other time she moved away, whether I was too selfish if I only expected her while her love was not for me. I always looked at his face in the distance, I didn't really remember all those times but when he said that it felt like I was complaining and shaking but I realized he was nothing to me. If only he knew even in the distance I would always keep him in his solitude and sorrow. But if he remembers me then he will be back to his former figure but in the meantime I feel not too fond of his former nature.

Do not whisper, it sounded in the silent sky the footsteps of someone walking. I looked to my right and left, like someone was watching me just trying to pretend I didn't know.

"You're selfish Ra!" Rian

"It's far away from me" Ara said as she let go of Rian's hand

A journey of life when you try to forget every past that has happened but what you experience is when you see the figure of the person in front of your eyes turns out to be nothing but is a different person than you know.

I'm not an option, but I can't choose either. It's not fair to me, but it's crossed every line in my life. I'm trying to forget every single thing in my life, I can only try to forget every single problem in my life.

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