Adolescence

Episode 46's

...Gak Talented...

Every time Rian always changed Gonta motorbike but not his motorbike but owned by a customer in his father's motorcycle workshop, as a result Rian was furious with his father.

"You this how the hell, already ....." Rian's dad was angry but I skipped.

The feeling we thought was gone was still there, there was only a word between me and him, the picture I still keep but I don't display only taru in my closet and I put it in the deepest part, it's also rarely touched. He is different not like Raisa who I knew before, only his height is still the same, he said, people say that any love can happen but this is different just a sudden taste of a sticky then he went somewhere. Like Dejavu he keeps coming he goes then comes back, a feeling that is stored with warmth of affection but many things also that make it special.

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"You want school street ma?" Plain Aryan words

"You want to go to school and not have breakfast first?" Answer my mama

"Long time will not be hunted!" Say

"Just bring supplies!" Reveal my mama

"I'm like a kind of kid, I'm ashamed!" Answer Arya

"Ywdh with papa ajah!" Papaku

"No, papa is not in the same direction as me!" Aryan

You torment me here in the guilt that now kills me slowly, you always avoid me who always try to express everything through these words turns out that you hate me so deeply, you thought I didn't exist and you never knew me. Surely I have fought but never priceless in your eyes, I truly understand how hard my heart can never try to forget you.

"Where are you going?" Ask

"I'm already full" I replied as I left the dinner table and even the food I had not touched

"Papa already!" Answer my stepmom while holding my papa's hand, as a result papa who wants to be angry even not so

I don't like to eat vegetables, but my mom always told me to eat vegetables.

"This is what the hell!" Mouthed

"That's a vegetable qol" answered my mother

"Hmmm" I said while tilting my head

I ended up eating the dishes my mother gave me, but I then put aside the vegetables I didn't like, even though my mother never got angry with me. She was a caring mom and always gave delicious and delicious food. Although still I do not like carrots and qol, but if the potatoes I still like.

"Why mommy can't tell me how to eat Mulu's vegetables what am I a rabbit?" Reveal me in my heart

"I told you I don't want to move to Bandung!" Say

"Papa do not want to know you have to go to Bandung too, papa has prepared the best school there!" Say

"But pa!" Answer me

"I can't but" he answered while hanging up the phone

Tut's.. Tuttts...Tutt

"Hello... Pa!" My words

"Hmmm even in matiin his phone" continued Yudha

The rain came down and the trees and leaves were pinned down while deciphering the time that made me feel haru and blue even so I was happy when the rain came down where I could feel different happiness, if only my mother were alive, I might not be like this.

Today I saw the old woman again sitting while waiting for the train to arrive at the end of the station, looking old but her beautiful face was covered with a hijab that was worn to add sweetness to her face. She was none other than my grandmother, that was how my father had done so easily he dumped me and now I was forced to move to Bandung, although I was upset but there was my grandmother who accompanied me.

In Jogja the weather is indeed different from Bandung I have to adjust, especially because I am susceptible to flu.

"No" I replied weakly

"You don't feel that way" my grandmother said

I actually did not have the heart of my grandmother, but I also did not want to bother her too much, especially because she lived alone. Grandma's house is very spacious plus there is a second floor and also the grandmother has several household assistants.

I can't speak, what can I talk about the sky just fell silent but I don't even hope when the time comes that maybe everything will change. Black is not white and this is also probably not because of him, who is he? Someone who is present in the silence of the night, someone who always disturbs my sleep. I just couldn't complain, nor could I speak. I only speak a thousand languages, maybe God knows what I feel but I can just shut up and try to cover it all up.

Behind this life we will never know what will happen, life will continue to run and the past will also accompany the future. I may have been wrong but I was nobody, my mother had died a long time ago while my father had now married his younger and beautiful wife. My world seems to have changed since the woman's arrival, she's my stepmother.

"Why are you yudh?" Ask my dad

"Daddy don't love me anymore!" Mouthed

He prefers that woman over me...

"Big brother why?" Ask Chelsea

The figure of the sweet girl who suddenly appeared in front of me with her innocent face she came and hugged me, it was as if he was telling me not to leave but because I was so sad and angry then I let go of his hand and left.

"Sister!" Call Chelsea in the distance

Nadilla Chelsea Olivia: commonly called Chelsea

She is my biological sister whom I love the most not because she is sweet but because since the passing of mother, she is the only one I have but since the arrival of my stepmother she has been closer to her. He is only 10 years old, he is smart and there are many people who love him.

There was no other choice but to get out of the house, a big house like a palace but I was not at all happy. There was no love for me, only I was silent in the crowd. I am indeed not a friendly and sociable man, so I became a scary figure and rarely spoke to anyone, especially with my own father.

Far away have been my steps through my life full of question marks, sometimes the heart waver determines my attitude no place to complain, only faith in the chest that can make me always steadfast to live. Long have I lived every obstacle that I had to pass, a poignant coward and just silent in the emotions of the irregular long journey full of the twists and turns of life that sometimes make me tired.

"Rubber!" Reveal it

"Some know you're far away!" Say

"You are the one who convinced me!" Answer

"Everything you have to exercise often, do not play mulu" he said

"Hmm" he just pouted while sitting on the garden chair

"What the hell is it?" Ask

"It's okay!" He answered while turning his face

"You're so funny!" He answered while stroking his head

"What the hell" he replied as he let go of his hand

"Well, have a drink!" He said while giving a bottle filled with drinking water

Long time ago Ara and Rian went around the park while jogging.

"Morning kayak gini eat good porridge!" Say

"Huh we thought her mind ate mulu!" Rian

"That's what you are!" Said Ara while scowling

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