Adolescence

Episode 44

...A Flavor...

"Why the face Lo very strange Ian" said Fanya

Fanya is a girl figure who can be said to be strange she will talk as is without any money she cover up as a result because she was too honest she looked like a strange person.

"It's weird what Fany is" Rian said

"Lo face strange times!" Said Rian while giving the rearview mirror of his motorcycle to Fanya

"Owh he I forgot my motorcycle helmet hasn't been dislodged!" Said Fanya while giving Rian motorcycle helmet

That time...

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Conspiracy theories begin when the moon meets the night, then they greet behind the distance while waiting for the dawn to come even though the actual time of dawn is very long and also time-consuming, then the moon was forced to wait for the coming of the sun but when dawn broke, the moon dimmed and unable to greet the sun. The story is almost the same as you and I who could not possibly meet because of the many obstacles and also obstacles, coupled with the calculation of the time where the fact states that the moon and sun are different, the sun only exists in the morning and also in the afternoon while the moon only exists at night. Just like me and you who can't possibly be together because you are you and I'm just someone who waits behind the distance saying "already, you may already be with another" I can only what? I'm just someone who bows me while holding on and can't stand back even if I fall.

Only silence cares for despair, and only the weird fight against longing because this heart may not be yours nor am I someone worthy of you, thank you for loving the most beautiful memories even though we are just two people who do not like to say hello to each other. Nature sometimes greets me with the sweep of the season wrapped with the sky that smiles sweetly at me, like the melody of spring sometimes he seduces me with melodies and melodious tones. But I didn't realize I was just shaking unconscious, thinking, stroking my chest "may I see the sun tomorrow morning" then when I woke up in a quiet place with my mind floating I always cursed myself because I was unable to change the course of my life.

I just realized that love sometimes torments you, with a spoiled seduction it comes then it goes back like a butterfly wooing a flower then it plucks a memory behind beauty. I'm grateful that even so I'm not that easy to string words together, I'm used to pretending to smile even though I'm actually lying to myself with a million things I'm trying to avoid. Behind the distance I chose to remain loyal to myself by trying to bury every memory I had ever experienced deeply, even though I was not someone that strong to be able to stand still. In the silence of the night I whispered and told the moon "quiet, I do not want to be alone. Every problem occurs and approaches me constantly like a perfect metamorphosis, but my imagination is not in line with reality" in my heart I could only curse myself even though I realized I was just a cowardly fool and always avoided it.

"What is the difference between me and a raindrop, he came in with a drip and then went inundated with a greeting that left nothing but a wound"

You are so meaningful and special to live forever this taste, it is impossible to replace. I was silent for a thousand languages, yet you came and went leaving a wound on the chest. "Don't just be quiet and act like you're the only one hurting me, too"

Somehow slow another time changed, the second also spoke at the time, the heart is not able to be separated but we are also unable to choose.

" It’s all about falling in love with yourself and sharing that love with someone who appeals you, rather than looking for love to love to a self love deficit.” — Eartha Kitt. 

(It's all about falling in love with yourself and sharing love with someone who appreciates you, rather than looking for love to compensate for a lack of self-love.)

Never heard the story of Rangga and also Love, why this is like our love story. Why do you like to test me when I myself try to forget you, in my heart I sing hope one day you can see me back. I survived but I also did not know how, in life I can only try and pray even though sometimes hope is not in line with reality.

Behind the story between me and her, all of us have a complicated past, not just about the two of us, but the people in it.

Dwi Arya Dhika: commonly called Arya

Cool guy but also funny but his attitude is cool sometimes even make all his friends away from him, even so in terms of maths lessons he is number one even though he is actually a little clever but he is rather innocent and innocent. Even though he looks cool but his innocent soul actually makes him look sweet, I was actually not very familiar with him but because of the events of that time when we were about to go to school and almost rained, I was actually not very familiar with him, she's even an umbrella with me. I don't know why the incident actually makes me awkward, but it's a funny memory as well.

Adrian Martadinata: commonly called Rian

Since she dated Ara she always fought when they both looked very suitable but they always fought, plus Ara always confided in me. I got tired of horrifying him, but yes because he's a friend I'm going to do anything else, for the sake of friends. While Rian is a silly type of guy sometimes he likes to seek attention from girls even though he already has a girlfriend. Despite his childish nature, he is a handsome guy who is only 170cm tall and he is also one of the basketball team members at school, thanks to the Rian CS school basketball team we are about to break into the national basketball team.

Keiziara Cynthia Bella: or familiarly called Ara

Blaster beautiful girl who is very famous and popular in school not only as a beautiful girl but she is also one of the members of Cheerleaders who are famous not only for her high posture but also he he also has a beautiful visual so that there are so many guys close to him, for some reason he is now so close to me and often confides about his girlfriend, Rian.

I can't speak, what can I talk about the sky just fell silent but I don't even hope when the time comes that maybe everything will change. Black is not white and this is also probably not because of him, who is he? Someone who is present in the silence of the night, someone who always disturbs my sleep. I just couldn't complain, nor could I speak. I only speak a thousand languages, maybe God knows what I feel but I can just shut up and try to cover it all up.

Have you ever been in a relationship with someone who just wants to be heard, but never wants to hear you? The same thing he did, you don't have a chance for stories, because he will always want your problems with his problems. Have you ever been close to someone like that? It's kind of like this: "yes I love you, but the more here this relationship just makes me feel alone."

He has been hurt many times, has been ignored many times his feelings, but still wants to love the same person. Yeah how is it?. Sometimes, we do not know what kind of future we will have, but we can still work on it.

At that time, when I was walking in a hallway without me realizing it was like someone was following my footsteps, but when I looked back there was no one.

"Hmmm, is someone following me?" I said in my heart

Shhsttttt...

My spirit heard the wind, the wind that gave me goosebumps and made me cringe in fear.

"Well, I'm standing up" he said

When I look back again...

(Look) right... Leftist

"There's nobody" he said

"This is the street why it's so haunted!" His words in the heart

Suddenly I heard someone calling my name..

"Aryan!!!" Call him from a distance

"Someone called my name!" Reveal it

"But his voice....." Said while trembling

Suddenly someone patted me on the shoulder...

"Wooy!!" Say

"Akhhhhhh, run!!!" Arya said while running in fear

"Why is he?" Ask Rian

I was waiting for him at the shopkeeper near the school, I thought he would arrive, but what he promised he never changed was always like that. Until his heart made me contemplate and wait.

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