Adolescence
Episode 28's
...Moonlighting...
My grandmother was actually a Jogja but since she got married she moved to Bandung because of her husband who is my grandfather she was transferred to Jogjakarta and started doing business in Bandung with her husband, but because my grandfather who is an Army General has now died, my grandmother lives alone, and then he continues all the furniture business owned by my late grandfather. But because grandma is old then the furniture business is now managed by my uncle, I sometimes play to Bandung but since my father married again I so rarely play to grandma's house.
"Sir, I miss my grandmother!" I said while hugging my grandmother
"Darling, grandma is also very upset with you!" He said while kissing me
"Where are you not playing, grandma is sad!" He said while letting out tears that fell right on his cheek
"Hmmm, the story is long!" I answered while wiping away the tears that suddenly dripped down my grandmother's cheeks
Let alone the clouds come crying to hear my story, inevitably I can only be silent and try to cover up everything that happens to me, he said, nothing else and not so he doesn't feel sad when he hears my story.
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I don't like to eat vegetables, but my mom always told me to eat vegetables.
"This is what the hell!" Mouthed
"That's a vegetable qol" answered my mother
"Hmmm" I said while tilting my head
I ended up eating the dishes my mother gave me, but I then put aside the vegetables I didn't like, even though my mother never got angry with me. She was a caring mom and always gave delicious and delicious food. Although still I do not like carrots and qol, but if the potatoes I still like.
"Why mommy can't tell me how to eat Mulu's vegetables what am I a rabbit?" Reveal me in my heart
"I told you I don't want to move to Bandung!" Say
"Papa do not want to know you have to go to Bandung too, papa has prepared the best school there!" Say
"But pa!" Answer me
"I can't but" he answered while hanging up the phone
Tut's.. Tuttts...Tutt
"Hello... Pa!" My words
"Hmmm even in matiin his phone" continued Yudha
The rain came down and the trees and leaves were pinned down while deciphering the time that made me feel haru and blue even so I was happy when the rain came down where I could feel different happiness, if only my mother were alive, I might not be like this.
Today I saw the old woman again sitting while waiting for the train to arrive at the end of the station, looking old but her beautiful face was covered with a hijab that was worn to add sweetness to her face. She was none other than my grandmother, that was how my father had done so easily he dumped me and now I was forced to move to Bandung, although I was upset but there was my grandmother who accompanied me.
In Jogja the weather is indeed different from Bandung I have to adjust, especially because I am susceptible to flu.
"You why Yudh?" Ask my grandmother
"No" I replied weakly
"You don't feel that way" my grandmother said
I actually did not have the heart of my grandmother, but I also did not want to bother her too much, especially because she lived alone. Grandma's house is very spacious plus there is a second floor and also the grandmother has several household assistants.
Behind this life we will never know what will happen, life will continue to run and the past will also accompany the future. I may have been wrong but I was nobody, my mother had died a long time ago while my father had now married his younger and beautiful wife. My world seems to have changed since the woman's arrival, she's my stepmother.
"Why are you yudh?" Ask my dad
"Daddy don't love me anymore!" Mouthed
He prefers that woman over me...
"Big brother why?" Ask Chelsea
The figure of the sweet girl who suddenly appeared in front of me with her innocent face she came and hugged me, it was as if he was telling me not to leave but because I was so sad and angry then I let go of his hand and left.
"Sister!" Call Chelsea in the distance
Nadilla Chelsea Olivia: commonly called Chelsea
She is my biological sister whom I love the most not because she is sweet but because since the passing of mother, she is the only one I have but since the arrival of my stepmother she has been closer to her. He is only 10 years old, he is smart and there are many people who love him.
There was no other choice but to get out of the house, a big house like a palace but I was not at all happy. There was no love for me, only I was silent in the crowd. I am indeed not a friendly and sociable man, so I became a scary figure and rarely spoke to anyone, especially with my own father.
Far away have been my steps through my life full of question marks, sometimes the heart waver determines my attitude no place to complain, only faith in the chest that can make me always steadfast to live. Long have I lived every obstacle that I had to pass, a poignant coward and just silent in the emotions of the irregular long journey full of the twists and turns of life that sometimes make me tired.
"Rubber!" Reveal it
"Some know you're far away!" Say
"You are the one who convinced me!" Answer
"Everything you have to exercise often, do not play mulu" he said
"Hmm" he just pouted while sitting on the garden chair
"What the hell is it?" Ask
"It's okay!" He answered while turning his face
"You're so funny!" He answered while stroking his head
"What the hell" he replied as he let go of his hand
"Well, have a drink!" He said while giving a bottle filled with drinking water
Long time ago Ara and Rian went around the park while jogging.
"Morning kayak gini eat good porridge!" Say
"Huh we thought her mind ate mulu!" Rian
"That's what you are!" Said Ara while scowling
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