Adolescence

Episode 38's

...It Rains on Sunday Night...

Far away have been my steps through my life full of question marks, sometimes the heart waver determines my attitude no place to complain, only faith in the chest that can make me always steadfast to live. Long have I lived every obstacle that I had to pass, a poignant coward and just silent in the emotions of the irregular long journey full of the twists and turns of life that sometimes make me tired.

"Rubber!" Reveal it

"Some know you're far away!" Say

"You are the one who convinced me!" Answer

"Everything you have to exercise often, do not play mulu" he said

"Hmm" he just pouted while sitting on the garden chair

"What the hell is it?" Ask

"It's okay!" He answered while turning his face

"You're so funny!" He answered while stroking his head

"What the hell" he replied as he let go of his hand

"Well, have a drink!" He said while giving a bottle filled with drinking water

Long time ago Ara and Rian went around the park while jogging.

"Morning kayak gini eat good porridge!" Say

"Huh we thought her mind was eating mulu!" Rian

"That's what you are!" Said Ara while scowling

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Conspiracy theories begin when the moon meets the night, then they greet behind the distance while waiting for the dawn to come even though the actual time of dawn is very long and also time-consuming, then the moon was forced to wait for the coming of the sun but when dawn broke, the moon dimmed and unable to greet the sun. The story is almost the same as you and I who could not possibly meet because of the many obstacles and also obstacles, coupled with the calculation of the time where the fact states that the moon and sun are different, the sun only exists in the morning and also in the afternoon while the moon only exists at night. Just like me and you who can't possibly be together because you are you and I'm just someone who waits behind the distance saying "already, you may already be with another" I can only what? I'm just someone who bows me while holding on and can't stand back even if I fall.

Only silence cares for despair, and only the weird fight against longing because this heart may not be yours nor am I someone worthy of you, thank you for loving the most beautiful memories even though we are just two people who do not like to say hello to each other. Nature sometimes greets me with the sweep of the season wrapped with the sky that smiles sweetly at me, like the melody of spring sometimes he seduces me with melodies and melodious tones. But I didn't realize I was just shaking unconscious, thinking, stroking my chest "may I see the sun tomorrow morning" then when I woke up in a quiet place with my mind floating I always cursed myself because I was unable to change the course of my life.

I just realized that love sometimes torments you, with a spoiled seduction it comes then it goes back like a butterfly wooing a flower then it plucks a memory behind beauty. I'm grateful that even so I'm not that easy to string words together, I'm used to pretending to smile even though I'm actually lying to myself with a million things I'm trying to avoid. Behind the distance I chose to remain loyal to myself by trying to bury every memory I had ever experienced deeply, even though I was not someone that strong to be able to stand still. In the silence of the night I whispered and told the moon "quiet, I do not want to be alone. Every problem occurs and approaches me constantly like a perfect metamorphosis, but my imagination is not in line with reality" in my heart I could only curse myself even though I realized I was just a cowardly fool and always avoided it.

"What is the difference between me and a raindrop, he came in with a drip and then went inundated with a greeting that left nothing but a wound"

You are so meaningful and special to live forever this taste, it is impossible to replace. I was silent for a thousand languages, yet you came and went leaving a wound on the chest. "Don't just be quiet and act like you're the only one hurting me, too"

"Well, how can I meet with Ara" said Rian

"Ngapain lu outside the aje" said his father Rian with his thick Betawinya accent

Rian has a father named Rojak or commonly called Babe Rojak, Rian also has a mother named Fatimah or commonly called Nyak Timeh. Rian lives in the middle of a simple family but even so Babenya Rian has a famous Workshop and also has a rented business and also costs - even though he is still given money little jajan.

"Add the dong Nyak!" Said Rian with his Betawin dialect

Rian is the third of eight children Rian's first brother, Mpok Astuti, is now married and lives in her husband's house while her second brother Rian has died of miscarriage, and Rian was born Babenya said because it was unintentional.

"Because the baby's a boy?" Ask Babe Rian

"Why do you look like a Korean artist?" It was Rian

That's why because Rian is the most handsome then his sisters call Rian with the name Babang Tamvan Rian, in his village Jalan Setu Babakan No.45 Jakarta he is one of the most proud children because he is a soccer champion.

But one time Babe Rojak with Enyak Timeh divorced and now Rian lives with his father only Babe Rojak in Bandung following with Enyak Timeh who turned out to have married again, Babe Rojak did not want to lose and finally he married a woman of Chinese descent who lived in Bandung named Zaenab who was none other than the descendants of the original Betawi people who live in Bandung.

"Why are you getting married again?" Rian said in his mind Rian while looking at the photo of Enyak and Babenya

Why yes my parents so this when it is already delicious to live in Jakarta now so do not follow bokap move to Bandung in addition now also his friends are different, too, so miss the Siti my little friend.

I used to have a friend named Siti Rahma Sampqi once I, fell in love with her.

"Who did you see Siti aje?" Ask my friend Rian

"No" said Rian, pretending to write back

"Ye Lo has a crush on Siti ye?" Ask

"Sok know Lo kayak Mbah Google" said Rian while holding his friend's head

"Sick woy" he said, holding Rian's head

Ucup Bin Baba Mying who is none other than my cousin he is not only a brother to me but also my best friend, only he really understands how I am.

"Eh move aside Nanang Rian Ganteng want to pass" said Ucup

"Deh what the hell you cup" said the gang of girls who again hang out and then disperse because of the gang of Ucup, Rian and friends who suddenly appear.

At that time I was 15 years old, aka still SMP fortunately I was able to enter Junior High even though my rapids were not too good either.

"Eh the siti!" Said Rian's other friends who memgebucinin Siti

"What the hell Lo just saw he was just ordinary" said Rian cengengesan as if he had no feelings

"What the hell is Lo Rian" Siti replied while then wagging her hair

Meanwhile, Rian becomes an inner upheaval in his heart he realizes that his attitude is pretending to be nothing when in fact he harbors a taste for Siti Rahma who is none other than his classmate.

"Lo on why the hell stop following me!" Say

"Who's following our guy to the cafeteria!" Rian and the gang

"Then I came to follow me" Siti said in her mind

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