About Us 1 & 2

Episode 91's

"Why are you left behind? even though you have returned to the Master." said Sean while looking at the small stars.

His smile felt so bitter, even now Sean still feels crowded if you remember Megi. Everything Megi gave her meant so much to him.

Sean walked to the balcony of his room, still his shirt that was exposed to Megi's blood. Sean smelled the blood again, although the smell was not felt in his nose, but for Sean this shirt has awakened him. He realized the meaning of Megi in his life.

Sean let out a long sigh again, at any time. When he remembers Megi, then everything will feel tight.

Sean looked at his room back, he was running his feet in front of the glass. There is still a bunny head that once carved a smile on Megi's face.

Sean was standing in front of the glass, he was wearing the pink bunny. Pull one leg to make the ear stand. Sean was engrossed in playing the bunny and smiled to himself.

At first glance, fond memories of this bunny appear to decorate his imagination. Suddenly the smile turned into a cry.

"Meg, I miss you so much. Whenever it is, when I miss your presence, my breath and smile feel very painful." said Sean while putting the limp bunny on his mattress.

Sean opens the door to Megi's room, as Megi's shadow is seen as he opens the door to Megi's room. Sean tracked down this already uninhabited room, opening Megi's closet which was now completely empty.

Sean always enters this room when he misses, opening Megi's closet is his way of waking up. That Megi was no longer beside him.

Sean pulls the curtain, opens the glass expanse of Megi's room, staring at the city where he was born and raised. Sean held the glass, his smile back bitter.

"This view you always see when you wake up in the morning, right, Meg?" Sean breathed his long breath.

"Right now I just feel empty, the emptiness you live in my heart is never filled."

Sean drops his ass on the floor, he plays a radio broadcast where Megi used to broadcast.

"If at this moment I could still hear your voice, perhaps this little tightness would be reduced."

Sean pulled out his gawai, he played the song that Megi had requested on the radio for him first.

Beautiful those days were still very visible in his eye pelupuk. All that was beautiful in Sean's life was being with Megi.

Sean's smile returned wide, while remembering all the behavior and silliness of Megi. Megi considers Sean to be everything, all the center of attention Megi is he.

"Elu is the one who understands my heart the most Megi, you are the one who cares about me the most, but I hurt you." Sean breathed deeply.

Megi only briefly stopped in his life, but why the memories he left so much. Until every day Sean is not enough even though he only remembers about him.

Sean began to strengthen his legs again, he walked out of Megi's room. Again his steps stopped in the middle room. He still has his wedding photos.

Remembering that day, Sean could only smile amusedly. Even on their wedding day, they can still fight. Why now the fight is what Sean misses so much.

Sean cupped his hands in front of his forehead, bending his gaze far down.

"Gue misses you until I'm almost crazy, I just realized this time, after your departure, I don't have anything else, Megi." Sean shook his head, trying to repel the shadow of Megi who continued to play in the memories.

"Gue just dared to admit it now, I have nothing more, other than your love, sorry Megi. I'm sorry I let you just disappear."

Sean closed his eyes, he rubbed his face rough.

"Gue's too stupid, I'm stupid to waste all your feelings. And to you I am everything, in your eyes nothing matters but me." Sean raised his head, looking at the photo of Megi smiling in their white wedding dress.

"Now I miss everything, I miss when you pay attention to me, as if I were your world" said Sean bitterly.

"Sorry, Megi. But I can't get you out of my memory." Sean continued.

Sean's cell phone screams rang loudly. As Sean regained consciousness, he picked up the phone immediately, after seeing the name on the phone screen.

"Where are you?" panicked from across there.

"I'm looking for documents in the apartment, Pa." replied Sean flatly.

"Small to the construction site, son!"

"What's up, Pa?"

"What?"

******

Megi enjoyed the afternoon breeze, his eyes staring at the tall building in front of him. Megi's bouncy hands scrawled through the cardboard in his hands.

Already from the morning Megi was outside the house, seeking tranquility in the outdoors.

After hearing the news that was conveyed by Mika this morning, made Megi's chest feel so tight.

It had been a year, but his feelings for Sean were still firmly enthroned in his heart.

Losing hope in the midst of despair, that is what Megi is currently living. His hands did not stop drawing, letting out all the annoyance in his heart.

Why is he so helpless about all this, why does everything have to end like this.

Test ... Test ...

One by one, Megi's tears greeted each other, wetting the white cardboard that was currently on his lap. The moment Megi's cry broke again, the pain in his heart still felt very real, whether until when this feeling persisted, but now it was all like a burden that did not want to escape.

Megi looked at the cardboard paper that was in his hand at this moment. Because of the annoyance in his heart, Megi accidentally painted Sean's face.

Sean's face when they first met, Sean's face was cold and haughty. Sean is still a mess and brandan erratic.

Megi smiled and closed his eyes, even though his consciousness still missed Sean very much.

Slowly Megi opened both of his eyelids, back tears dripping cardboard in his hands. Her plump hands touched the surface of the cardboard, Megi's lips smiled. But the more the tears were held, the deeper Megi's cry came out.

Some moments of Megi dissolves in his grief, glimpses of the wonderful memories they once shared spinning sequentially in memory.

Megi took his breath in, slowly he exhaled it. Megi wiped away her tears that had flowed swiftly. Megi looked back at the painting in his hand.

"Well, Sean Rayen's son" Megi said as he looked at Sean's face painting.

"From today I will walk without dreams. Trying to survive without hope. I will keep trying, even though I know, you will never return to my side." said Megi withholding his breathing sting that felt very difficult for him to breathe.

Megi stared at the painting of Sean's face who was smiling cynically. Sean's face that he could not possibly forget, Sean's smile that was rarely engraved from his fierce face. One smile is even more cynical than a killer.

"Why is your face always flat, Sean? why am I painting your cynical smile instead?" ask Megi.

"Because, because when your face is smiling sweetly it's very rare. Because if I remember your face smiling sweetly, my heart will hurt, I will continue to hurt." Megi placed his painting on the chair where he was sitting and ran away.

Leaving his hand painting just like he left Sean at the airport a year ago.

Megi cupped his hands in front of his lips, his crying broke again. Slowly the strength of both of his legs began to disappear.

Megi placed one of his hands on a large tree trunk in the middle of the garden. Slowly Megi sat down, he pulled his knees and buried his face on top of his two horns.

Returning to break his deepening cry, the more Sean's shadow flashed, the more his heart ached.

A hand touched Megi's shoulder, Megi quickly raised his head. A man smiled and offered Megi a hand painting.

By removing her tears, Megi rousing the painting back.

"Xie xie. (Thank you)" said Megi softly.

The man just nodded and left. Megi sighed and looked back at Sean's face painting.

Megi smiled bitterly, his eyes again giving off that clear liquid. Megi put a painting of Sean's face on the grass, his fingers again grabbed Sean's face.

"Sean Rayen Putra" said Megi lirih.

"There is a delayed." continued Megi bitterly.