About Us 1 & 2

Episode 42

"If you tell me your problem, let me know, I'm not fighting alone."

Megi exhaled, he sat down next to Sean. His eyes stared at the half moon before him blankly.

"Don't know?" said Megi trying to reopen the wounds that he had been trying to disguise.

"From childhood I've always dreamed of my sister, I could wear a wedding dress designed by Mommy, married to a white equestrian prince, with a happy smile engraved on every lip of the people I care about. Mommy, Papa, and my brothers." Megi breathed his heavy breath.

Sean stared at Megi's face which was now starting to emit a sad aura, Megi's eyes staring blankly ahead. Trying to reopen the story of his past that might come back to make him hurt.

"I never feel sad when I'm away from Papa, brother. Because Mommy loves me more than anything. Mommy even chose not to marry because she thought, if there was me, then she didn't need anyone anymore. I'm used to living a fancy life from a small. Because Mommy is also a famous designer in Beijing even to Macau, sis."

Megi looked at Sean with his bitter smile, Megi placed his head over Sean's shoulder. Just to find a place to lean when tired his heart back he opened.

"Reality always presents itself even when I reject it, sis. No matter how hard I try to run, but it will come."

Megi let out a heavy sigh, his eyes started to let out that clear liquid. Remembering the beautiful past only added to the wound in his heart at this moment.

"So don't you think it's easy to live after Mommy leaves? I didn't know that Mommy was sick, Mommy lost one asset at a time for her medical expenses, when Mommy died, Mommy didn't leave anything for me." now Megi's lips began to shake as he revealed one by one the sheets of his past records.

"You mean? aunt Fera broke?"

"Yes, but I didn't tell Papa that I was living alone in a small contract in Beijing. I didn't even tell Papa that I work in nightclubs as a singer."

"What?" Sean shouted a little at Megi's words.

"But how is it possible, Meg? it's not like Fandy always visits you in Beijing?"

"No, sis. After Mommy leaves, Papa rarely goes to Beijing, because Papa's company is also good! I only know work and college, even though I actually go to the lion's den every night."

Megi rubbed his face, he placed his chin on Sean's shoulder. Her lips smiled as she looked at the handsome face of her husband, but her smile felt extremely agonizing.

"That time was very difficult for me, brother. Losing Mommy, like losing my whole world, I'm used to living a luxurious life, but the blink of an eye I should be able to be at the lowest point of my life, sis." Megi's eyes back up a long distance, far away, looking for a beautiful story behind the dark of that time.

"So do you think I'm not angry? do you think I'm not depressed? obviously I was angry, obviously I was disappointed. But who am I gonna turn on? even circumstances? or is it God?"

Sean was only fixated on looking at Megi, it was fitting that he could be wise in acting even though his age was very young. But the life he lived was not as young as his age.

"Nothing is wrong Brother, all goes by His will. Everything goes on the line. When I fell and fell very deep, I knew only one thing. When I limp down and can't get up again, I still have a place to prostrate."

Megi smiled wryly and straightened his head, his eyes still staring blankly at the vast expanse of the sky. The circle was faintly visible, crossing Megi's smooth cheeks.

Sean erased the trail with his finger, trying to give strength to this little girl next to him.

"After that will everything be okay?" said Megi bitterly, then he shook his head resigned.

"It's a life, sister, not a love drama. After all that I still often hurt, I still continue to lose, I still often fall and fall back again. Losing Papa, is the pinnacle of everything, sis. I can't even imagine what my next life will be like." Megi closed both of her eyelids, again the liquid fell from her beautiful eyes.

The tightness he felt returned to his breathing. Actually this wound is still very bloody, without having to be opened even this wound is very deep.

"Meg, why?" sean asked confused.

"Why what?" megi asked while removing the trace of the feather on his cheek.

"Why behind all your pain? you can still stand on your own?"

Megi smiled bitterly at Sean's question.

"Nobody can stand alone, everyone needs a grip to stand. But everyone can survive on their own, brother."

"It's not just about suffering, brother. It's about living, not just because one tear your sister's life will end. Or it's not just because one smile your brother's life will continue to be colored."

"Meg, where did you learn all this from? I've never thought as complicated as you."

"It's not complicated, brother, but every problem is not for the opposing brother, or the living brother. But for you to follow, you play with that problem, and be a winner in every game."

"Megi, do you never feel bored and just want to stop?"

"Do you think I'm not an ordinary person? I've even been at the point of wanting to kill myself."

Sean is surprised to hear Megi's words, how can Megi the intelligent brain think of a shortcut.

"Keep, why are you still here?"

"Because Mommy once said to me, we are Muslims, our lives are not just here, in this world. But we still have life after this. Surely life there is much heavier than life in this world."

"Your pantes can be like this, Meg.you were raised by the hands of great men like om Fandy and Aunt Fera."

Megi smiled faintly at Sean's words.

"Silver is wrong" said Megi bitterly.

"Wrong?" Sean scrunched his forehead.

"Who born or raised, we can not choose brother. But when it comes to what we want to be, it's our own choice, brother."

Sean raised both eyebrows, he shook his head. What's in Megi's mind this time. Why is it so hard to capture the contents of this little girl's brain.

"When we're raised and educated to be hit men. Then we will learn a lot about violence, but when we are told to be the killer, then the choice is entirely in our hands. Want to follow what has been taught so far, or choose our conscience. What kind of life? that's our choice, brother."

Sean smiled knots and pulled Megi's head. Hugged Megi's body tightly, although in fact Megi's words were still too difficult for him to interpret.

"Mika's lucky to have a sister like you, Meg. I'm grateful Mika wants to leave you with me."

Back those words were spoken from Sean's lips, as if Sean always wanted to resuscitate Megi's position that could never be changed.

Until whenever things will never change, in fact Sean still continues to think of Megi as a sister.

Megi just smiled bitterly, he returned Sean's embrace. It's okay if Sean still thinks of him as a younger brother at the moment, the line can't be determined at this time. In the future, who knows?

Sean grabbed Megi's head, he kissed Megi's forehead. Sean's nose tip touched Megi's nose tip. Megi closes his eyes again when he gets Sean's treatment.

Feels the breath of Sean who hunts strongly, touching the warm skin of Megi's face. Sean pulled Megi's chin closer to his face, his lips smiling in knots as he watched Megi close both of his eyelids.

It felt as if the touch of Sean's hand was pulling Megi's waist to further stick with his body. Sean drew Megi's chin closer to his face.

Gruuuurrrh...

The rumbling sound from within Megi's stomach withered everything, Sean shook his head resignedly and smiled amusedly.

"Word, Meg? yeah, it's night, yeah."

Without answering Sean's question, Megi just sighed heavily, why in times like this there is always something disturbing.

Rarely did Sean act warm like this, Megi cursed in his heart. Piqued.