
Evgen drove Shenina to the front of his house, even to the point that Shenina was silent without a sound.
"Gue went straight back, yes" said Evgen softly.
Shenina simply nodded her head, she did not care about Evgen at all. The pain of his heart had made him lose his taste in anything.
Looking at such a Shenina, Evgen could only remain silent. What power he has, if Shenina has a guy she likes.
Perhaps only in this way, so that he could knock on the door of Shenina's heart bit by bit.
Evgen walked into his yard. When he wants to open the door of his house, Rezi also wants to enter their house.
"Eh ... Deck, just got home?" Tanya Rezi softly.
"Yes," answered Evgen lazily.
He immediately opened the door of his house, not caring for Rezi and the others. Although on the other hand he was happy to be closer to Shenina.
But a deeper pain enveloped his heart. He was also heartbroken when he saw Shenina get hurt like that.
Evgen slammed the door of his room, he ruffled his mattress and dropped his body.
Other than being tired, he was not happy at all.
"Shenina, if there's no him. Are you gonna see me?"
****
After that incident, Shenina looked more moody. He was quieter and did not react at all.
Whatever Evgen said, Shenina just obeyed what Evgen said.
"Shen," call Evgen soft.
"What?"
"Let's go straight to the mall yuk."
"Well?" Shenina asked lazily.
"This Monday we will take the semester exam. Lu wanted me to go shopping for a pension event, yes" said Evgen happy.
"What about the committee?" Shenina asked ketus.
"Followed? I want to perform even in third grade."
"Hem," replied Shenina cuek.
Evgen took in his breath which was hunting very fast. Really, he was tired of seeing Shenina doing this.
"I swear, you're not really excited to know, Shen," said Evgen growled.
"Gue's not in the mood anymore, if you're ready to eat. I'll pick it up." Shenina lifted her tray and walked out of Evgen's classroom.
This time Evgen really ran out of ways, he no longer knew how to make Shenina cheerful again.
Evgen slammed the door of his house, he was upset, not knowing what to do. Evgen ran up the stairs, throwing his bag on the floor of his room.
"Aarrrrr!" Shouted Evgen annoyed.
Evgen pounded the door of his closet, letting his fingers hurt with his own impact.
Rezi knocked on Evgen's room door, as Evgen raged like this.
Rezi walked over and pulled Evgen on the shoulder. Evgen raised his hand towards Rezi. But the collision stopped before touching Rezi's skin.
"Why?" Rezi asked gently, "Why stop?" Reciprocity.
"If you're upset, just mash Brother, Dek. Hit Big Brother as much as you want, as long as you are satisfied. Your anger subsides, Brother can get hurt for you. But don't hurt yourself" said Rezi softly.
Evgen let out his breath and released his fist. He sat in the bed.
"What's wrong? what's been going on lately?" Tanya Rezi softly.
"I'm fine Brother," answered Evgen lazily.
"Hey, look at Brother." Rezi patted Evgen's cheek gently.
"Don't keep your mind on. Try the story, at least it will make you relieved," Rezi gently persuaded.
"Self, when heartbreak why not a story?" Ask Evgen ketus.
Rezi subdued his gaze, which was also what Evgen said. He always burdens his mind when he is injured.
"Silver story, Brother story with Papa," said Rezi berkelit.
"Ah." Evgen threw Rezi's hand over Evgen's shoulder.
Evgen pulled out his study chair and crossed out his sketch design. Rezi sighed and walked up to Evgen.
"Sir," call Rezi soft.
"Hem."
"Ajarin Kakus make sketching dong," soft Rezi pinta.
"Huh." Evgen immediately turned to look at Rezi.
"Aren't you wrong?" Evgen asked confusedly.
"No," replied Rezi quickly.
"Are you tired of viruses and networks?" Ask Evgen back.
"Not really, I just want to be able to draw."
"I know Big Brother is smart, but what talent Big Brother has that is not enough?"
"That's not what Brother means, Dek. I just want to draw, that's all."
"Not everything that Big Brother wants can Brother get. Moreover, hobbies and talents, each person must be different. Be satisfied with what you have, don't want to have what you can't master" Evgen replied as he continued.
Rezi raised one eye. Tumben once this kid can talk grown-up.
"Tumben you're talking right? heartbreak can make people think more clearly, right?" Soft Rezi ledek.
As Evgen's hand movements came to a halt, he came back to Shenina's mind.
What Rezi has, but he can't have. Why can Shenina like Rezi but not her. They are both brothers.
"Sister," call Evgen soft.
"What?"
"What if we exchange. Brother studied design, and I learned networking."
"Eh, why?" Rezi asked confusedly.
"It's okay, I just want to be like Big Brother."
"Wind like Big Brother it's not easy, you can't be in my position. So does Deck."
"Why? do you think I can't be as good as Brother?" Ask Evgen ketus.
"No, not impossible, Dek. More precisely different," explained Rezi gently.
"I mean Brother?"
"You and Brother, it's got its own life path, Dek. You stay on your path and so does Brother."
"But my path is difficult, brother, I want to find an easier one."
Rezi sniffled and opened the balcony door of Evgen's room. Letting the outside air in to cool the atmosphere.
"What you see is easy, not necessarily easy for Evgen to live with. Each of us has our own role. We also have our own obstacles, if the path of others looks easier, it means that it is not the path of him that is easy. But the guy makes it seem like the road is easy, but it's not the case."
Rezi smiled wryly and walked over to the balcony railing. He looked blankly at the vast expanse of the garden behind his house.
If it was like that, he also wanted to switch places with Evgen. Living comfortably without thinking about anything.
Evgen did have an easy life, but at least Evgen did not have the burden of life that he had to bear throughout his life.
Evgen can still live with a way that likes to act and act without having to bear the burden of his life.
Unlike him, who continues to be under hiding his true status. Always afraid, if Evgen to find out he is not his biological brother, will Evgen will still sing him.
'If you become Brother Dek, can you bear this burden? hide away from reality that you might be afraid to admit.'
Rezi sighed and went back to Evgen's side. Rezi smiled gently and patted Evgen's shoulder gently.
"Sir."
"Why?"
"Whatever happens next. You and Niki are my most beloved sisters. Remember this Evgen, wherever you go or whatever the difficulty of your life will be. Brother is still a place for you to complain and take shelter, yes," said Rezi softly.
Rezi sighed and walked away leaving Evgen alone. Leaving behind a lot of questions that came to Evgen's mind.
"I mean Brother?" Evgen asked confusedly.
Rezi closed the door of Evgen's room and smiled gently.
"Rest, calm your mind" Rezi said, closing Evgen's room door.
"What the hell do you mean? brother Rezi why is he talking like that?" lirih Evgen himself.