About Us 1 & 2

Episodes 109

Megi painted some rough designs on his cardboard, his eyes staring seriously at the cardboard he was painting.

"Darling." call Sean soft.

"Hem."

"It's late, can't you just stay in the carton and sleep with me?"

"But this is a little bit more done, brother. A moment." Megi replied without turning his attention away.

"Megi leave it, sleep here." Sean ordered ketus.

"In a moment, dear."

"Megi." call Sean ketus.

Megi turned his gaze towards Sean, sighed at him and left his carton on the table.

Walk closer to the side of the mattress one more time, put his head on Sean's lap.

"What the heck, Kak, now likes to snap" said Megi sulked.

"That's why don't wait for me to get angry" replied Sean softly.

"Sister."

"Hem."

"Why can't you design? it's the management graduate's sister."

"I used to study at the architect department, Megi. It's not long, it's only a year, in Russia."

"Ah." Megi was shocked and immediately sat down. "Russia?" ask Megi enthusiastically.

"Yes, in Russia." replied Sean softly.

"I think you can speak Russian because of the demands of work, it turns out that you have studied there. Why only a year, brother?"

"That's, because." Sean glanced at Megi and nodded.

"Because what?" ask Megi curiously.

"Because ..." Sean smiled wryly, not knowing what to answer.

"Because what? let's say." Megi pulled both of Sean's cheeks furiously.

"Cannot be separated from ... Hana." replied Sean.

As Megi's facial expression changed, Megi crossed his hands across his chest and sat down to turn his back on Sean.

"Sepah Kak Hana a year just not able, the same I five years can. Brother said sister Hana lost a lot to me, lie!" megi said.

Sean smiled and wrapped around Megi's shoulder. Kiss Megi's shoulder gently.

"That's all just Megi's past, why do you have to be this angry with me?" asked Sean softly.

Megi releases Sean's arms and sleeps his back to Sean. Annoyed himself if Sean tells about his past, must always be in touch with Hana.

"Darling, angry?" asked Sean softly.

Megi simply pulled his blanket high up and closed his eyes. Sean sighed, laid down his body, looked at the ceiling of the room.

Things go awry, Megi is always curious about his past. But whenever Sean opens up about his past, Megi gets angry, how does Sean's past always relate to Hana.

Even Mika knows how she fought for her first love. If it wasn't for that biggest mistake, maybe Sean would have forgiven Hana for whatever she did to him.

Because of the trauma of the wound given by Hana, which makes Sean hate to be in contact with other people.

Sean sighed and glanced at Megi beside him. Either Megi is asleep or just pretending to be asleep. Sean hugged Megi tightly, sticking his head on Megi's back.

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Several times Megi's eyes blinked, cold sweat began to flood his body. For a moment Megi's eyeballs opened wide, along with tears flowing from his two eyes.

Megi sighed, changing his position to sit on the bed. Megi pulled out both knees of his legs, placing his head on both knees.

Staring at Sean who was still fast asleep next to him. Tears came back against Megi's cheeks. Megi took in his breath that felt anguish in his chest, slowly the cry that he was trying to endure began to break.

Megi's tiny body shook because of her deepening cries. Sean opened his eyes, he immediately sat down and grabbed Megi's cheek when he saw Megi's tears rushing down.

"Square, Megi. What's up, honey?" asked Sean worriedly.

Megi just shook his head and came back crying.

"You were crying because of my story, right? sorry dear, tell me how should I make it up to you?" asked Sean in a hurry.

Megi just shook his head and broke his tears again. Sean hugs Megi's head, confused as to what to do to appease Megi.

Megi continued to cry without answering. His body was trembling as his cries deepened.

"Megi don't make me upset, tell me what's wrong? your stomach hurts?"

Megi just shook his head, he still did not want to answer.

"Megi, don't be like this. Tell me, what's wrong with you?" sean asked confused.

Sean pulled Megi's shoulders, grabbed Megi's cheeks and stared clearly at Megi's eyes, which continued to ooze.

"Stop! don't torture me with your tears." Sean said firmly.

"I dream of Papa, Brother." replied Megi tergugu.

As Sean's hand fell off Megi's cheek, Sean stared fixedly at Megi. Megi was so hurt.

"Papa said, Papa wants to see my son born, Papa wants to carry his grandson from me and sister Mika. But why is Papa leaving so soon?" ask Megi to cry again.

Sean was silent, he didn't know what to do.

"In the dream I saw Papa putting our baby on trial. Papa said Papa will come when our son is born. Papa's lying, Papa's lying sis." Megi pulled Sean's shirt and wept more and more.

Slowly Sean's tears flowed, seeing Megi who was crying so deeply because of his injuries.

"I miss Papa, Brother. I miss Papa stroking my head. In the dream Papa hugged me, stroking my stomach gently. Papa said my son will be as strong as I am. Brother Papa ... Pops ..." Megi again cried awkwardly and took his sipping breath in the chest.

"When I miss, I want to run. I want to go running to find Papa. Because all this time, when I miss Papa, I don't know where to find Papa." Megi's back dissolved in his tears.

"I don't know where to go." continued bitterly.

Sean sighed, swallowing his saliva which felt so bitter. What's he supposed to do? he doesn't know where to look?

"Over these five years I've been dreaming of Papa. As if Papa knew of my tears, Papa wanted to protect me by coming to my every sleep, Brother."

"But when I open my eyes, Papa's shadow always disappears, I again feel all the emptiness and emptiness Kak. I realized that my life had been nothing but empty hope. Papa is a hollow hope that has been lost brother." said Megi again. Megi cupped his palm in front of his mouth. Trying to quell his increasingly broken cries and he could no longer bear it.

"I wish all along that my eyes could always be closed and asleep. I don't want to wake up for one second. So that Papa's shadow would no longer disappear from my sight, I would choose to sleep, as long as I could be with Papa."

Sean shook his head and grabbed Megi's cheek, wiping away Megi's increasingly flowing tears.

"No Megi, I can't. You've been asleep for three months, I almost went crazy because of that. Don't sleep anymore, you can't." Sean pulled Megi's shoulder and hugged her tightly.

"Can't you see right now, Rezi and I need you badly, Megi. We both want you so much." Sean said coldly.

Sean breaks his embrace and grabs Megi's cheek back, trying to open Megi's eyes, in order to look at her.

"Look at me, look at me Megi." said Sean firmly.

"Can't you survive this void for me? am I not meaningful enough for your life?" asked Sean in a hurry.

"Megi. I cannot replace your Papa, but I will try to protect you, I cannot fill the void of your heart. But I will try to complete your life." Sean bowed his gaze and wiped away his tears.

"I can't possibly be as valuable as your Papa, but can you hold out for me. I'll go crazy if you sleep again, Megi. I'd go crazy if I had to see you fall asleep again" Sean said.

Megi wiped away her tears, Megi grabbed Sean's shoulder and hugged him tightly.

"I'm sorry, brother, I'm sorry. I forgot for a moment that I have a family to take care of. My longing for Papa makes me forget, there are children that we still have to take care of together" said Megi calming.

"If you see how desperate I am when you fall asleep, Megi. If you see how I go crazy when your eyes don't open for a long time" Sean said bitterly.

"You can't be this bad, Megi, you can't fall asleep twice" Sean snapped loudly.

Sean releases Megi's embrace and walks to the balcony of the room. Breathing an extremely tight air into his chest, Sean touched the corner of his forehead.

The memory of the events of five years ago flashed through his mind. How painful and bitter it was still so felt, as if everything had just happened yesterday.

Slowly Megi walked up to Sean, hugging Sean from behind.

"I know, you still have that same trauma. I'm sorry, sweetie."

Sean sighed and turned his body, hugging Megi's body tightly.

"You don't know Megi, it's the one thing I want to forget most in life. The wound still felt Megi, fishy smell of blood from your head, still sagat smelled in my nose, Megi. I was scared, you know. I'm so scared of Megi." said Sean raucously.

"I'm sorry, because it scared you."

"Don't even think of falling back asleep Megi, hang on to me. I'll make you happy, you have to believe that."

Megi stroked Sean's shoulders gently, his tears flowing back when he heard Sean say.

Sean the cold-hearted man, how could he have such a deep trauma?

How could Sean a tough guy who never admitted to losing at anything, be this weak?