
Megi did not want to be like this, why his brother could ask others to take care of him. If Mirza can't do that, let alone anyone else.
"Sean, help me. I just want to change this situation. I just want Megi to continue his education. For all that I need this job, Sean."
"Lu can take over my hotel, I can pay for Megi's education. My treasure now belongs to you too."
"Sean, you don't seem to know me. Can I sit at the desk? I beg Sean, just a year."
"Lu's not sane, Mika."
"Gue is crazy, Sean. This fact drives me crazy. But I have to keep my word, I still have to think about my future and Megi's."
"Lu knew I had Rena. Just take care of Rena I'm not smart, let alone take care of someone else's sister."
"So I'm still someone else for you? Okay.." said Mika as she passed away leaving the dining table.
Sean could only scratch his non-itchy head. Ruffled his long hair and let out a long sigh.
For a moment he was still sitting at the dinner table, as he wanted to leave, Megi came near him.
Slowly Megi sat on one of the dining table chairs.
"Sister... I can take care of myself. Sean accepted Mika's offer. But later brother does not need to take care of me." said Megi softly.
Megi knew, due to circumstances, that Mika had given up her job as a sailor. Mika has long graduated from cruise school, but only when she first wanted to sail papa state deteriorated, requiring Mika to let go of her dream.
Sean just looked at Megi, in the face of the little girl's face, he only saw Mama Mika from the photo album, but it was, Megi's face like a copy of Mama Mika.
"Lu little boy knows what?" sean said ketus.
Hearing Sean's words made Megi want to vent his anger, but remembering what Sean had done at the funeral made Megi undo his intentions.
Megi passed into his Papa's room, he threw his body on the bed.
"Indeed, the cruel man could not be spoken to" he said annoyed.
Sean got out of the house and his car manager who from yesterday was in the yard of Megi's neighbor's house.
There is no way he accepted Mika's offer, he was also a failed brother. But if you remember Om Fandy's last message before he died, who asked him to help Mika keep Megi, it makes Sean in the thick of turmoil.
He drove his black car to the empty apartment, which he had been living alone. The atmosphere that Sean felt in this room was very different from Megi's house.
Although there it was simple, but the atmosphere felt warm touching his heart.
Throwing her body firmly on the bed, trying to close her eyes which from yesterday were wide open.
***
"Back again with Megs here. Sorry listeners, because there's a problem Megs has to go for two weeks. But don't be sad because Megs is back to decorate all of you lonely nights."
"All right, we're still in the show as usual. For a long time Megs hasn't heard the story of all of you at night. Without wasting any time, let's accept the first caller."
How hard Megi's efforts to return cheerful, now no longer able to carve a sweet smile on his little lips. Megi felt empty, his life felt so empty.
During this time Megi only met his Papa twice a month, or less than that. Megi spent his childhood in a country of people.
It was only this year that he had been enjoying time with his father, but the power had already called his father.
Due to Megi's state of completing the broadcast faster, tonight Mika went to take care of something and left Megi broadcasting on her own.
In the lyrics of the watch on hand was still eleven at night, Megi decided to wait for Mika at the cafe near the broadcast building.
"Coffee?" a man thrusts a coffee with a heart decoration on its surface.
But this time there was no smile that adorned Megi's face. He just stared blankly at the coffee cup in front of him.
The sound of sighs rang out from the man standing before Megi at this moment.
"So sad, Meg?" he asked when he saw Megi who was pensively staring at the coffee.
"Don't be sad donk, you're strong!" he continued, now the man is sitting next to Megi. He stroked Megi's shoulder while giving him strength.
"Everything will be fine. You have to be strong." he said again when he saw Megi who was silent not flinching.
"Mas Pandu." Megi placed his head over the shoulder of the man.
Again he shed his tears, he was so devastated at the passing of his Papa.
His tiny body could no longer bear the weight of life.
"Papa mas, Papa" he said stammered with a raucous voice.
"Papa you have calmed down there Megi, you must be sincere" said Pandu calming.
In the soft elus of Megi's hair, occasionally he wiped the eyes of Megi who had never dried his tears.
Megi who used to be missing, changed with the girl who always had a grim face. No more cheerful faces and smiles on Megi's young face.
Everything has changed, Megi has changed. He lost the light in his life, his face was no longer visible. There was only a pale face, and puffy eyes.
Megi was buried with Affandy's body. In the midst of his crying, Megi seemed to miss someone, longing for the sense of calm that he got yesterday.
Why, why Pandu's body can not make Megi calm, but now Pandu's hand is trying to make Megi feel better.
But Megi doesn't feel that anymore.
The guide who these few months filled Megi's days, disturbed Megi's mind. Making Megi's smile always cheerful, now he feels that Pandu is not able to calm his turmoil.
He missed the chest of the field, the chest of the field belonging to the cruel man, even though the rough man did not touch the slightest bit of his skin as Megi cried. But his chest alone made Megi feel calm, Sean seemed able to carry all the burdens Megi away.
Although Sean is not a warm man, but Sean who is with Megi, protecting Megi at the lowest point of Megi's life.
He was present when Megi was in a panic. Somehow Megi relied on the cruel man when he was in trouble. Sean is always protecting her, while Megi is in his weakest zone.
He lent his chest to support Megi's weak body. It was he who put his hand on as the voice tried to stab his mind back.
Ever since that morning, Sean's been disappearing again, burying himself somewhere. Megi begins to feel a longing for Sean's cynical eyes.
Without taking long, Sean was able to shift Pandu from within Megi's heart. The guide who has been for months always stealing the attention of Megi, now shifted out by the figure of Sean.
Megi released the hug Pandu gave. He wiped his eyes and pulled out his cell phone to call his sister.
But Megi's hand was held by Pandu, Pandu lowered Megi's hand and placed his phone on the table.
"Where are you? not yet in drinking coffee." asked Pandu softly.
"I want to go home, mas "
"By getting home."
"As it still has to work, I can go home alone, mas" he said coldly.
"But... Meg."
"Give me room for myself, ma'am. I need space." said Megi tidied up his stuff and left the cafe.
Tracing the silent streets at night, slowly the water circle again adorned Megi's eyes. This burden is still too heavy for Megi to shoulder himself. His body is not strong enough, he is too weak.
Megi walked with a slight stagger. The sound of his hells became the sole breaker of the night's silence.
Megi stumbled and fell, bleeding one of his horns from friction with the asphalt.
Megi sat down and folded his hanker forward, hugging it tightly and burying his face on his knees.
"So, why does this heart feel so sore?" said Megi pilu.
"Papa. papa look Megi, pa... Megi is too weak Pa."
His state was already quite bitter, the wound that continued to be scratched in his heart was already too painful. Hoping that pain in the neck could replace the pain in his heart.
Megi again shed the burden of his heart through that cry. He buried his face further in, his little body shaking from the cry.
He felt a hand that touched the soft end of his head. For a moment Megi's feelings calmed down, on his face to see who was in front of him.