
Evgen walked in with shaky steps, back home. His feeling wandered far away, he only appeared to be in his body, but not where his soul.
Evgen opened the white door of his Papa's mansion. Evgen ruffled his hair and threw his rough body onto the sofa.
Sighing heavily and dropping his head on the back of the sofa. Closing both eyes that began to feel sore because they held back tears.
"Evgen, are you home?" ask Megi gently.
"Hem" Evgen replied without opening his eyes.
"Son, can you ask for help?"
"You want what, Ma?" ask Evgen lazily.
"Mama kepingin eat kedondong fruit, you buy Mama fruit at the end of the road yes," asked Megi spoiled.
"Papa did not reply to Mama's message, besides if you wait for Papa to come home, Mama has lost her taste," said Megi softly.
"Yes, I'll walk first." Evgen sighed and got up from his seat.
Walk to the front of the alley, to buy some of her Mama's orders.
It was still imagined at the end of his eye patch, how Shenina and Rezi looked so close
Even Shenina alone could cry in front of Rezi.
'Why? Why isn't that man me, Shen? Why among billions of people, why should Brother Rezi?'
One question at a time popped into Evgen's mind. He still can not accept, if his love rival is Rezi.
"Daddy, Deck!" shouted the fruit seller.
"Eh ... why?" ask Evgen.
"This is the fruit, so buy it?" ask the fruit seller while handing me a bag of plastic kedondong fruit order Megi.
Evgen took the canteen and took out a note from his pocket.
"Take it back, sir," said Evgen.
Evgen again sighed as he exited the shop door. Why should be as bitter as this way, why bitter love story.
Evgen smiled wryly and shook his head. He laughed at his sometimes funny fate.
Accidentally one of the sac straps came off. Instantly the fruit in the canyon fell and rolled down, down the slightly sloping asphalt.
A hand catches one of the fruits and is followed by another.
The tall girl with a pretty face gathered the fallen fruit, into her arms. No matter what white T-shirt he wears, he doesn't care if the sap of the fruit stains his shirt.
"Thank you" said Evgen as the little girl gave the fruit in her arms to Evgen.
Evgen put the fruit back in its place. Then walked over without looking at the girl who had helped him.
"Sister," call the pretty girl soft.
Evgen turned his back, looking at the little girl with body parts and curves that were even nicer than an adult woman.
Evgen just looked at him expressionlessly. He didn't know who was helping him.
Inside his mind continued to imagine Rezi and Shenina hugging. He could no longer look around.
"Why? Even if you just remember my name, you can't?" tanyanya.
Krystal lowered her gaze and smiled wryly.
"Sometimes the world is this funny. When you pursue something then he will stay away, but that is not pursued, sometimes even stick and do not want to escape," said Krystal sad.
Evgen lowered his gaze, he did not care about the young woman. He only realized that what the woman said was true.
Shenina, always away from him. No matter how he chased after her, Shenina was still the furthest from him.
"Sometimes the world has to be like this? Some people chase, but they like to chase. I was being chased by someone else. But the man I'm after, doesn't even remember me by name." Krystal lowered her head and smiled bitterly.
He laughed at his foolishness that was too ambitious for this man. Not only was he a handsome man who filled this world, but somehow? Like there was an opium that always made him want to meet the haughty man.
"Krystal," said Evgen softly, "your name is Krystal right?" resumes.
Krystal nodded her head and smiled again. He sighed and looked up at the blue sky that was about to change its color.
"Western twilight, but not orange. You know what that means?" ask Krystal bitterly.
Evgen shook his head, which he might understand in such words.
"So I remember my name, after I asked repeatedly. I think once Big Brother remembers it, I'll be happy. It turned out to be even more painful because I forced Brother to remember me."
Krystal walked over to Evgen. It stopped right next to Evgen.
"I know, something that happened out of compulsion. It hurts more than loss because we let go." Krystal glanced at Evgen and smiled broadly.
Appearance of white teeth with a ginsul that adds beauty to its beautiful appearance.
"Goodbye, Brother. Later, maybe we can meet in a better situation than before" said Krystal while walking away.
Evgen watched the woman's high back. White t-shirt with a mini skirt that she wears. Showing long white legs with ideal body shape.
"Krystal," call Evgen soft.
Krystal stopped and turned her head. His lips slightly weaved with a frowning forehead.
"Gue, Evgen." Evgen stretched out his hand and smiled gently.
Krystal let go of her smile and extended a hand. The distance between them is quite long.
"It's good to see you, Evgen. Later, if we meet, I hope Evgen's brother is in a better state than he is today." Krystal continued her steps.
Evgen smiled and lowered his gaze. He shook his head.
"The world is so funny, Krystal. When you know you're in the wrong circle. But instead you hold on and try to try. This is a stupidity that you try to cover up, but the heart cannot possibly cover up, there is a sense that cannot be forced. There is a heart that chooses itself without being prevented."
Evgen rubbed his face violently and took a deep breath.
"Then what should I do? Obviously he liked my brother, but I pretended to be blind, and chose to stay. Wishing one day he knew, that I was sincere as I was, wholeheartedly in love with him."