
"Megi, you're right. Losing because of death is painful. You live Meg, but I'm the one who died. I can't hear your voice, I can't see your laughter. You're here, but you made me want to get away from this reality. Go where you are right now."
Sean put his elbow on the lip of Megi's bed. He held his forehead lightly because of this condition.
Sean went to the bathroom, and he started teaching next to Megi. Although he was a bad person, but his childhood was not as bad as his behavior. Miranda always taught him to teach first.
Although at this time his lips stiff, can not recite with shahdu. But he could still teach these sacred verses.
In the midst of busy Sean who takes care of everything himself without Farrel, Sean is still trying to teach and pray at night for Megi.
Even though he was already too tired, he was too weak. No longer able to stand and endure. Megi eroded his strength slowly.
After many days Megi still has no development. Sean always rubbed Megi's face with the rest of the ablution from his prayers. Hope Megi feels the water will ask him to come back.
"Gue misses your smile, Megi. I miss your embrace. Where should I look for him? I'm tired, I'm too weak to defend myself, Megi."
"When do you want to wake up, baby? when can you accompany me like I used to?" Sean breathed heavily.
Gently stroked Megi's forehead. Her white skin increasingly looks pale, Megi's tiny lips are no longer pink. Could Megi be like this forever?
Sean folded his hands and laid them on the lip of Megi's bed, he buried his face in both hands. Just to release the burden on his shoulders that increasingly squeezed his body.
Exhausted, he had no strength to survive. Megi really made Sean's power crumble unceremoniously. A hand touched Sean's head, He raised his head and saw who the owner of the hand was.
"We're taking Megi to Singapore, my son? I hope there's a way out."
"No need, Pa. Megi will wake up when he wants to wake up. Sean's a pessimist, Pa. If it's been this long, Megi will also be tormented."
"So how do we do it?"
"Just stop the treatment, Sean is sincere, Pa." said Sean as he passed out of the room.
He said sincerely, but his heart still felt so sore. The doctors have also given up, suggesting they stop Megi's treatment. For three months Megi had no development. Even the movement of his eyeballs was absent.
Sean took a long breath. It was already far into the dark. There was no sound from humans anymore, all were asleep in his rest.
Sean rubbed his face rough, he inhaled the cold air of the night in the hospital garden. Sean returned to his habit, smoking a cigarette to accompany his silence.
Someone patted Sean's shoulder. Foreign man with strapping body. His face was bright with a smile so sad.
"May I sit here?" ask Sean.
Sean just nodded resignedly, for a moment the atmosphere was only silent. Sean had no intention of opening his voice. Sean just breathed his heavy breath. Sometimes his breath feels so bad in his chest.
"When the night is far inside, the atmosphere will be quieter, the air is getting colder. Even to the point of making the body shiver." said the man with eyes staring blankly ahead, his lips smiling meaningfully.
"So does the problem, as he gets heavier, his burden increasingly makes him want to die. Sometimes to make depression." back he said, this time able to make Sean look at his face.
"But keep in mind, as the night is far too late, it will get closer to dawn. Now it's up to you, what do you want to do that night? wanna go to bed? want to make a rah-hura? or wait patiently while welcoming the sun to arrive." the man threw his gaze at Sean.
The man got up and left, leaving a thousand questions in Sean's mind. He is not a person who likes to twist, but he seems to know where the foreign man talks.
He glimpsed the clock on his left hand, still at half-three in the morning. Sean quickly went back into Megi's room. Wiped his body and stood back on the table.
With a million burdens he wanted to spill, Sean again flooded his cheeks with tears. Composed in the third of the night, begging for the best path for her lover.
Not the power of man, not the power of man. Only by the power of God, may Megi still have a day that he can pass with Sean in the future.
Hopefully he still has time to improve things with Megi later.
After getting tired of chatting, Sean wiped his tears. Look at the face of this little girl. Rubbed Megi's face with the rest of the ablution after morning prayers.
Sean put his head on the lip of the bed. Putting all the burdens of life that are always heavy on his shoulders. Sean soon entered his subconscious. Put down all the tired that are suffering him mercilessly.
Sean gasped from his sleep, he was like faintly hearing someone's voice. He quickly straightened his head and tried to regain consciousness from his subconscious.
"Uhhh." the voice was softly heard in his ear.
Sean immediately got up and choked, as he saw Megi starting to open his eyes, Megi held the corner of his forehead. Megi's forehead frowned because of his pain.
"Megi, I'm not dreaming anymore? you're really conscious, aren't you?" sean asked while holding Megi's fingers.
Sean showered Megi's fingers with his kiss, his lips bitterly smiling. His eyes were watering again, between believing and unbelieving. Whether this was real or just a dream, yet he was overjoyed.
Megi looked at Sean's face in confusion. One of his fingers still held the corner of his forehead. He is confused by this situation. His head was very painful, like he wanted to break his head.
"Megi, you know what? your head's dizzy?" sean asked as he looked at Megi's expression.
"Megi, say something? what are you rasain?" sean asked, worried.
"Megi you hear me?"
Megi just scrunched his forehead, his lips felt very muddy. With a slight force, Megi tried to open his lips.
"Who?" one question word from Megi, again made Sean sitting limp.
"Lu don't know me, Megi?" ask Sean.
Megi just shook his head, Sean quickly pressed the bell on Megi's bed. There was a boisterous sound of an irregular footstroke coming closer.
Sean just rubbed his face rough, this time what other game is made by fate? he no longer had the strength to fight.
Enough is enough, want to get to when keadan continue to play tricks on him.
"Don't joke Megi, I'm tired enough."