
"Lake in!" sean's orders are rude.
Without much thought Megi got straight into the car. Sean handed over some money to the fried rice merchant.
"I'm sorry, sir." said Sean, handing over a hundred thousand bills.
"It's too much money, Mas." said the merchant honestly.
"It's okay, sir. A fortune for the family. Again forgive me, sir."
Sean passed away leaving the merchant, entering his big car. Resisting his anger, Sean looked at Megi cynically.
While Megi refrains from crying, holding back from looking crybaby in front of Sean.
Who would have thought holding back her cries made Megi cough and choke. His eyes turned red and let out water due to the soreness in the throat he felt.
Megi did not have time to drink water because of Sean's anger that had overflowed first. The more you hold it, the more it hurts.
"Megi, why are you?" asked Sean who saw Megi coughing and did not stop from there.
"I need a drink, sis." Half-dead Megi held a sting in his throat.
Sean quickly drives his car, looking for a small stall on the side of the road. Sean ran outside when he came across a stall at the corner of the intersection, quickly running back and handing over a bottle of water.
"However, I haven't paid for the water." Sean ran back to the small stall.
After drinking a little water, Megi smiled knots, seeing Sean who was pacing back and forth running in his cool style.
A little bit of Sean paid attention to her, and that was enough to make Megi happy again.
Sean came out with a cigarette on his lips, sucked and then puffed smoke out of his mouth, walking leisurely once in a while he brushed his hair back.
Sean stepped on his cigarette before getting back into the car.
"Durhaka are you the same as me? so don't say anything." said Sean spicy.
"Why is he so mean?"
"Who told you to keep saying me, do you doom?"
"Did you swear on me?" said Megi loudly.
"Gue's just saying, not swearing."
"That's the same brother cursed me, you mean lion."
Sean rolled his eyes lazily, not wanting to be sparred by this little girl again. His words were already sadistic enough earlier, enough to make Sean think hard.
Sean leaves Megi and goes into the room. He threw his body rough on the bed. Sean covered his forehead with his arms, one by one Megi's words again ringing in his ears.
Sean knows what Megi's words mean, but forgiving isn't as easy as talking. There was a deep wound that Rayen had scratched in his heart. How he could forget all this.
Rayen never even tried to explain the problem. Sean's heart is too hard, he has not been able to forget all Rayen's mistakes. Rayen has to make up for it, even though Sean himself doesn't know in what way Rayen has to make up for it.
Sean stayed up all night because of Megi's words, actually he was tired of dealing with this situation. His opposition and Rayen spent all of his energy.
But all these problems are not as easy as others see, many victims of the selfishness of both of them. The most perceiving impulse of all is, Miranda.
Sean decides to return to Miranda's house before dawn breaks. He parked his original motorbike in the yard.
Back at this house makes Sean's heart back inflamed. But this time he prefers to budge on his ego. Trying to understand Miranda's heart. Before he lost Miranda, Sean wanted to make her happy.
For hours Sean sat pensively in Rayen's luxurious patio chair. Until the sun begins to warmly greet his body, a housekeeper who has been working even longer than Sean's age comes out.
"Oh my goodness, my. Why sit here? since when is Sean here?" a barrage of questions came out from the old woman's wrinkled lips.
"From 2pm, Mbok. I don't want to wake people inside" Sean said without seeing Siti.
"Wake up, Mommy?" ask Sean off the track.
"Oh ma'am, maybe again in his room, Mas! it's been downstairs, but now it's probably in the room again."
"Didn't Rayen come home?"
"That, sir is sick, Mas. Two days not waking up."
Sean scrunched his forehead when he heard the old woman's words. Sean got up and opened a little Miranda's room door.
His eyes caught what might have escaped his sight. Miranda patiently fed the porridge into Rayen's mouth. Removing food waste using his smooth hands.
Sean shook his head and closed Miranda's room. He climbed the stairs and opened the door to Rena's room. Rena is still closed on her soft mattress.
Sean sat on the corner of Rena's bed lip, his hand grabbing onto Rena's forehead. If Rena were in Megi's position, what would she do?
Whether Rena chose to stay, or give up on the circumstances. As she felt a touch of hand, Rena began to open her eyes, she was slightly surprised to see Sean sitting next to her.
"South." Rena sat on her bed.
"Tumben you're here early in the morning?" continued.
"Ren, what do you think about me and Rayen?" asked Sean softly.
"I took the wrong medication? why are you so early in the morning?"
"Gue was just thinking, have I been too indifferent to you all this time?"
"Sean, are you weird?" rena was confused.
"Don't you want us to be together again, Ren? like your moments and I still fight a lot because of the candy scramble! or you and I who often eat in the same dish." said Sean raucous.
His eyes stared blankly out the window, remembering the sweet things that were created when they lived in a simple house. Rayen was still working in a private company. Being a manager and still spending time together at home.
"Why are you talking about it, Sean?"
"Don't you see Ren? we are rich now, but our lives are divided. Are you happy like this? honestly I don't."
Rena began to recall a time when she and Sean still often played together. Sean who has gone to school and he who is still not, must be patient when waiting for Sean to go home from school. Bring Sean some leftover pocket money.
Slowly the tears of Rena began to flow profusely, he had a very good brother. Even at that time, Sean gave his sandals, when Rena's sandals were broken and asphalt when it was hot because of the hot sun.
Or Sean who often carries him on his back when he comes home from school, because of the distance away from home. Rena was often exhausted, and Sean helped her walk.
Slowly the sacrifice of Sean as a child began to spin in the brain of Rena. Without taking a long time, Rena has been crying a mouthful. Where did all those sweet memories go? why are they now being mercilessly divided.
Rena hugged Sean's big body. He spilled everything there, like it's been a long time, his brother didn't come home. He misses his brother's presence.
Where Sean's been all this time, they've been very close but why does it feel like there's a distance they can't afford. Sean was always in the shadow of Rena's eyes, Sean was here with them. But Sean seemed far away, Sean was like someone else who was very foreign to them.
"Why do you want me those days, brother?"
"Because I don't want to lose you guys anymore, I don't want to lose this family, Ren."
"But our family has been destroyed irregularly. Only sweet memories remain today."
"Gue promised to turn it all around, Ren. I'll give up on you and Mama."
"Free brother. Everything is destroyed, there is nothing else we can fix, just let it all be like this. Let's just let us all be destroyed together."
"Why are you talking, Ren? we can, you and I can reverse this."
"Lu don't see? nothing left of this destruction? not even the debris of this destruction is left, sis."
"When I said, I could. Then all will do, you'll see." Sean kisses Rena on the forehead and comes out of Rena's room.