
Aya clutched Chen's shirt firmly. His eyes stared blankly at the street. Sitting quietly on the back of the bike Chen was riding.
It was still in his eyes what he had just seen. Although he tried to be strong, but he could not lie to his heart.
There was still pain when he saw Rezi with another woman. Despite trying to release Rezi from his heart.
But removing the flavor that has grown over the years is not an easy thing. It takes a long time to heal the wound.
Chen glanced at Soraya, looking at Soraya's extremely calm face. But his eyes look empty.
Chen stopped his bike, Aya went down and walked slowly. Leaving Chen who still returned the bike to its owner.
"Yes," call Chen softly.
Soraya continued walking, her mind drifting far away somewhere.
"Soray!" call Chen harder.
Soraya didn't hear anything, she kept walking across the street. Even the horn of a passing vehicle, no longer struck by it.
Chen pulled Soraya's wrist hard. Avoiding the speeding vehicle, it almost hit the girl's slender body.
"Soraya wake up!" yelled Chen while shaking Soraya's body.
"Conscious, why did you get to be like this?" tanya Chen was inflamed.
Soraya stared fixedly at Chen's face. One by one his tears began to fall. Aya crouched down and hid her head above both knees.
Releasing the tightness in his increasingly heavy heart whack his inner self.
Why do I have to be so sick? Seeing people he could never achieve, but easily achieved by others.
Why should he? Why not himself?
That comparison question kept playing in Aya's mind. Making the burden that he had been holding more and more felt very heavy.
Chen sighed and crouched down in front of Soraya. Gently stroked Soraya's head.
"Yes, stop. I beg you to stop hurting yourself" Chen said softly.
"Go Chen, go live in my own here," said Aya tergugu.
"No! I don't want to go" said Chen.
"Go! Go there, I don't want anyone else to see me like this. I don't want to." Aya rejected Chen's chest of fields.
Trying to keep the man away from her.
"Don't stupid Chen, don't wait for me anymore. Because I myself do not know, when can I open my heart to you," said Aya bitter.
Chen again sighed, he got up slowly and approached Soraya who was still crouching over her face.
"Soraya, let's get up! If you want to cry, not here."
Soraya continued to cry in terror, not poking at the slightest words uttered by Chen.
Chen pulled Soraya's arm, groping Soraya to get inside her car.
"If you want to cry, cry as much as you want. I won't bother you, I won't ban it. Put down what you want out of."
Aya just glanced at Chen, her eyes continuously letting out the clear liquid.
Although he was tired of holding on to this position. But he couldn't stop. Although he knows he will continue to be hurt, but his love is still not erased in the heart.
For a long time, the two of them were silent. Soraya was still late in her crying. I don't know until when, but at this time his eyes could not stop removing the clear circle.
"Enough!" snarled Chen strong.
"Quite Soraya, please don't continue like this. Don't keep hurting yourself" Chen said.
"You're no longer Soraya's little boy. He is no longer a teenage boy. Can't you forget it?" tanya Chen was fierce.
"Can't Chen, I can't forget it. But I don't know how, I don't know how to forget him how, please tell me, how? How should I forget it?" tanya Aya was bitter.
Chen threw his gaze to the empty side. Sighing increasingly heavy breathing nagged his breathing.
"Chen, stop waiting for me. I don't want to hurt you anymore Chen. I can't, if I have to make you the same as Ari. Because you ... are too good for me to hurt," Aya's pinta was soft.
Chen smiled sinisterly, he shook his head resignedly.
"Classical reasons. Lu is too good, the reason is very classic Aya," said Chen lazily.
"But you are indeed too kind Chen. I don't have the strength to always hurt your heart."
"Then try to make me happy. Try to take care of my heart, can you?"
Aya lowered her gaze, she shook her head.
Chen lowered his head, rubbing his face violently. A little upset, Chen hit the steering wheel of his car.
Letting the atmosphere between them become silent for a moment.
Again, Chen had to feel this bittersweet love story. Expect an answer in uncertainty.
I don't know what's wrong with him, but he has to be back in this position. Fighting without a sure end.
"Soraya," call Chen softly. His eyes were still staring blankly ahead.
Soraya turned her gaze, looking towards Chen. Removing the rest of the water in the corner of his chin.
"From strangers, to getting to know each other. I want to be that guy. The one who accompanies each of your paths, let me be that person, the one who is always beside you. The one who always takes care of you and loves you. I don't want to break up from you, Aya," said Chen softly.
"Gue won't let your tears stop Soraya. I'm not gonna let you get hurt, I'm gonna do everything you can to be happy. I won't tell you myself, because my heart loves you, always worrying about your situation," Chen continued softly.
Soraya smiled gently and grabbed Chen's fingers that were sitting on the steering wheel.
How else would he explain it?
"Chen-"
"Suyi, reng and zai ninja." (So, let me be by your side), break up Chen instantly.
"What?" soraya asked in surprise. "Do you speak Mandari?" soraya asked confusedly.
Chen shook his head and smiled gently.
"Strouche." (No).
"So this?"
"Because lately you often tell stories about your hometown. You say you miss the same atmosphere and also the memories that are there. I learned to be what you've longed for, Soraya. Because only when you tell me about Beijing can you smile so loosely."
Chen smiled softly and grabbed a side of Soraya's cheek.
"Gue likes it when your face smiles like that, Soraya. I'm happy, when there are things you can miss besides Rezi. Whatever it is, if it wasn't Rezi, then I'd be trying to be something you'd miss."
"Chen, you realize? Our story just keeps pushing you into the abyss. You try to be what I want, even if I don't ask, you try your best for me. Frankly I feel this is very unfair to you," Soraya replied softly.
"If you want to give me justice, you can only do one thing Soraya" Chen replied gently.
"What?" ask Soraya quickly.
"Now and forever, remain mine, Aya."
"Jigendrushu w ⁇ de mutei." (My beautiful one)