
Shenina staggered, down the sidewalk of the road. His mind floated off somewhere.
Knowing that Evgen left without telling him, it was painful.
Shenina threw her ass over the seat of the stop. Looking blankly ahead for some time.
Let the bus that picked her up just leave. He pulled out his phone. Trying to call Evgen's number that is no longer active certainly.
At the moment he was feeling empty, something felt going from within his heart. Losing Evgen, made his world go blank instantly.
Either because they are used to it or they are already in love. Without realizing it, that his heart often misses the man, wanting the man to be present in every second of his life.
Shenina threw away her pandamgan, staring at the bright daytime sky.
"Evgen why didn't you tell me you were leaving?" ask Shenina herself.
"If you say, I won't hurt you this deep. Sorry, sorry Evgen. But, could it be that someday we will meet again?"
Shenina sighed, recalling some of the beautiful story fragments that had been etched in her life.
Even though he and Evgen weren't very long together. But every day Evgen often makes new memories in his life.
Sometimes if you remember an old story, it will be very funny. Even the first time he and Evgen met in a never-ending misunderstanding.
They continue to get caught up in misunderstandings that have never been resolved. Cultivating feelings of hate and causing frequent fights.
I don't know since when, when the feeling of love began to be present. Maybe slowly, because they are often together. Or indeed from the beginning that they do not realize began to grow and develop perfectly.
I don't know, whatever it is. Anyhow at the moment. It had all happened, he had already missed an opportunity that might only be once.
***
Evgen opened the sunglasses he was wearing. Staring into the sky during the heart of London.
Exhaling the fog from within his breath.
"Young Master, let's go home," Yohan asked gently.
Evgen grabbed Yohan by the shoulder and grabbed her tightly.
"Uncle, this is London, no longer Indonesia. Can you please just call me Evgen? I don't want people to know that I'm Sean Rayen's son" Evgen said.
"What's the matter, Young Master?"
"Here you go, Uncle just follow my wishes. Okay." Okay."
"But Young Master-"
"Hais. I'm going to Jubille garden. Uncle just went home first. I'll be back before nightfall" said Evgen, who passed away leaving the airport.
Yohan could only sigh, watching her Papa's jeep rule her as well as her heart.
Evgen stuffed both of his hands into the pockets of his thick jacket. Walking down the sidewalk of the highway, see the scenery around.
Evgen stopped his steps on the outside side of Jubille garden. Pay attention to the giant ringleader who really wants to be seen by the girl of his puja.
"What's the London Eye? Until Shenina was eager to see him up close."
A cellphone ringing disturbs Evgen's tightness. He pulled out his phone and received the call.
Rezi's face is visible from inside his phone.
"Hey Boy's. According to Brother's calculations, you should have reached your apartment by now," Rezi said directly when Evgen's face appeared on his laptop screen.
"Sometimes Big Brother's cleverness is really troublesome," replied Evgen lazily.
"What did you say? You dare say that when you're far away, Evgen," Rezi replied in annoyance.
"Hem, I just got off the plane. Don't tell me you miss me. Oh .. come on. I'm an adult" said Evgen ketus.
"All right, grown man. Where are you at the moment?" ask Rezi back.
Evgen changed the camera. Showing the scene before him.
"Newly get off the plane, but you've been wandering unclear. Mama is worried about you."
"It's not the first time I've been to London, brother. Even if it's just a vacation, but I still memorize the streets here."
"Alright, Brother gave up. You should be able to take care of yourself from now on. Don't wander too much, make sure your temperature stays warm during the winter."
"I'm listening," answered Evgen lazily.
"Well then, Brother hang up the phone first, okay."
"Hem, keep Mama there, sister."
"Surely." Rezi immediately severed his connection.
Evgen smiled and put his hands together, capturing the snowflakes that began to fall adorning the city of London today.
Evgen put his hands in his jacket pocket. Sighing with a hint of mist from within his lips.
A girl walks by watching the camera inside her phone. Recording the snow that started coming down greeted.
Accidentally, his phone caught the familiar face of a man in his memory.
He dropped his phone and came closer. Seeing clearly the man's face, whether it was true or not.
"Sister Evgen," he called softly.
Evgen turned his face away, looking at the curly-haired, blonde-colored girl intently.
"Krystal, why are you here?" ask Evgen flat.
The girl's appearance completely changed. With her hair color paint, she increasingly looks like a European girl.
"Hem, I don't think it's Big Brother, it's really Big Brother, yes" said Krystal softly.
"I don't know, I can see you here. Like a dream."
Evgen just swept his lips and nodded. He looked back at the giant ring that was in front of him.
"Will not ride that? Let's try to ride with me," Krystal gently asked.
"Forget it, I just landed. Here just want to breathe fresh air, do not know the snow has fallen first," answered Evgen coldly.
"You don't go home?" ask Evgen back.
Krystal shook her head and returned to pick up her phone. Continuing the recording that had paused because of seeing Evgen here.
"Don't record anymore, come with me for coffee." Evgen hugged Krystal's shoulder and grazed her, walking into the coffee shop on the corner of the street.
Evgen played his three fingers on the table, noticing the snowflakes getting busier and heavier from the sky in the heart of the city.
"Sister Evgen why are you here?" krystal asked while filming the street.
"What's wrong with you?"
"Me?" Krystal glanced at Evgen and smiled gently. Makes both dimples on her cheeks visible.
"Holiday" replied Krystal, again busy recording the road.
"Lu what the hell? Record things that are not clear?" ask Evgen ketus.
"I'd like to send you a video of my friends there, brother."
"You're showing off, you're vacationing in Europe that way."
Krystal shook her head and got back busy on her phone.
"Eh, Brother hasn't told me yet, why is Big Brother here?"
"Gue wants to go to college" replied Evgen lazily.
"Where?"
"UCL," Evgen responded quickly.
"Eh." Krystal turned off the recording and put her phone in her bag.
"But UCL is still on winter break. Not open the registration yet, Brother too soon."
"Gue know, I deliberately came sooner to study here."
"Oh so," replied Krystal nodding her head.
"Lu how long is the vacation here?" ask Evgen ketus.
"Forever."
"Well what?" ask Evgen not to believe it.
Krystal smiled gently and sipped her order coffee. Back glancing towards the outside of the cafe, enjoying the cold touch of white granules that fall filled the streets.
"Sister, before the road was covered in snow. Let's go home," gently ask Krystal.
"Wait a minute!" hold Evgen fast.
"Lu said he wanted a vacation here forever. Meanin? You want to follow me?" ask Evgen ketus.
Krystal smiled and shook her head.
"I really like Brother, but I don't at least have to follow Brother."
"So what do you mean?" ask Evgen back.
"I mean I said that, because right now my family has moved to all of London. And I, no longer an Indonesian citizen," replied Krystal.
"Huh? Why can?"
"Can dong. Yes, I'm first." Krystal tidied up her bag and began to rise from her seat.
Evgen grabbed Krystal's wrist, holding the girl to stay.
"Tell me first, why can you be a citizen here?"
Krystal smiled and let go of Evgen's handrails. He had no intention of answering the man's question.
Back Evgen pulled Krystal's wrist. Holding the girl's steps so as not to leave.
"Tell me first, or I won't let you go" Evgen softly threatened.
"Why did you suddenly care so much about me? Wasn't Brother very fierce towards me?" ask Krystal.
"That's because ...." Evgen nodded his eyes.
Given how fierce he was talking to Krystal first. Though this girl was not a bad girl, but because of her heart that did not want to hurt Shenina, she ignored this girl just like that.
"Sister," call Krystal.
Evgen looked at Krystal's face, he smiled gently and restrained the girl beside him.
"Tell me, why did you move here?"
"Before I tell you, Brother answer my question first."
"Which question?" ask Evgen back.
"Why does Big Brother suddenly care about me?" ask Krystal softly.
"That's because-" Evgen hung up his sentence and glanced at Krystal.
'Gue now knows what it feels like, being treated badly by our loved ones turns out to be very painful. Maybe this is my karma to you, Krystal. If God brings us back together, so that I can fix it, then later I will treat you better, Evgen continued in his heart.