
With a little running Sean down the stairs of the mansion. Miranda noticed the movement of her eldest son, her lips turned beautifully, when she saw the large body of her son coming down from the stairs.
"Sean." call her with a sweet smile.
"Megi, where, son?"
"In the apartment, Ma." replied Sean softly.
"Want breakfast? let's sit down."
Sean just shook his head, he walked closer to Miranda. Pulling a chair and sitting in front of Miranda.
"Ma, can Sean ask you something?"
"What do you want to ask, son?"
"After what Rayen did, why can Mama still forgive him?"
Miranda let out a long sigh upon hearing Sean's words. He pulled up his chair and sat down next to Sean. Miranda smiled bitterly and grabbed Sean's forehead.
"Why are you asking me about that now, honey?" ask Miranda softly.
"Why? why is Mama still holding on?"
"One day you'll understand, son. Sometimes we have to choose our wounds over our likes. It's not that we can't be happy, but sometimes it's not always bitter" Miranda replied gently.
"Ma, tell me the clear. Sean doesn't understand."
"When you're betrayed in a relationship, sometimes you have to choose to stay rather than give up, son."
"Why, Ma?"
"Because giving up is not as easy as you think, baby. Especially in marriage, surviving and giving up will both produce injuries. Mama chose to stay because of you and your sister, son."
"Now Sean and Rena have grown up, Ma. We already know who's wrong and who's right, why don't you just choose to separate?"
"Because, heart, honey. Mama still loves your Papa so much."
"Even if Rayen betrayed Mama? Mama is not hurt? is Mama not hurt?"
Miranda just smiled softly, not unharmed. If his heart was not sick and unharmed, it would not have been possible for many years that he would have simply cried and lived out the development of his sons and daughters.
"Sometimes you'll understand, son. If Mama gives up, then Mama will lose, honey. Lose to the women who fall in love with your Papa because of the money. Mama accompanied your Papa from below, son. Mama understands your Papa's nature, he's just a khilaf."
"It's been years, Ma. But Rayen never changes, Ma. How long will Mama survive this wound?"
"Keep if Mama gives up, do you think Mama won't get hurt? whatever your choice, you'll get hurt too, honey. It's hard for you to understand, son."
"Mama still has Sean and Rena, Ma. Mama won't lose anything when she's separated from Rayen. Sean will be responsible for our family, Ma. Sean's gonna make Mama happy."
Miranda grabbed both of Sean's cheeks, she smiled wistfully.
"You wanna see, Mama's happy, honey?" ask Miranda softly.
Sean simply nodded his head, took Miranda's hands that touched her cheeks, then kissed Miranda's soft back.
"Go back, Mama, son. Bring your daughter-in-law home to this house."
Back Sean smiled cynically, he shook his head.
"That's impossible, Ma. Mama can move out of this house, leave Rayen, Ma. Sean's sure he can take care of his own life."
"That's impossible, son. How do you want Mama to fly high, but you ask Mama to break one wing, Mama. without you and Rena Mama is not happy, dear. Without your Papa, your mother is incomplete."
Sean scratched his non-itchy head, he let out a heavy sigh. Why is the woman's thinking so complicated, she doesn't understand things like this. Why women are so forgiving and so easy to take back.
After the wound was scratched by Rayen but Miranda could still easily reopen the door sorry. Even Sean as a child did not receive Rayen's treatment.
"Sean's tired, Ma. Sean's coming home." Sean kisses the back of Miranda's hand and leaves Miranda.
Miranda could only stare at the back the man passed away. His son has grown up, his son is very mature, since when his son has grown up.
Sean opened the door to his room, he broke down. Thinking all night, and asking Miranda directly, he still did not find any answers. Just adding to the puzzle.
Sean closed his tired eyes, and before long his consciousness began to disappear.
The stretch of sweat on his body made Sean wake up because of the sultry. I see the sun is already so far above my head. Sean held his forehead, his head a little dizzy.
Too many mysteries occurred in his life story, somehow he had to solve it, all felt very faint.
He quickly washed his body and looked for something that could fill his stomach. I saw nothing on the dining table. His wife is not home either.
Sean put his elbows on the table and held his forehead back. His mind mingled, opening up his past story and trying to find answers to unanswered questions.
Soon we heard footsteps approaching. Megi came back with a few plastic bags in his hand.
"Sister, are you awake?" asked Megi while walking towards the pantry.
"Gue laper, cook dong." Sean orders ketus.
"What do you want to eat?"
"Eat you." he replied.
"What?" ask Megi while turning his body.
"Yes eat rice, you think I want to eat kuaci?!l"
"Oh my God, Brother. I'm just asking, why do we have to use emotion."
"Can you cook Chinese food?"
"Can, dong. Megi it loh." answered Megi haughty.
"Judah if that makes me Chinese food."
"What do you want me to do?"
"What a question, a lot of questions!" sean replied annoyed.
"Sad... Asked angry, if not asked later wrong" said Megi annoyed.
Without asking much more, Megi prepared the ingredients he bought earlier.
"Don't you like spicy food?" megi asked, turning his back to Sean.
"Like" replied Sean.
"Yes, it's weird that you don't like it spicy."
"Why?"
"In the words of a spicy sister."
"What?" shouts Sean
"Start, with gas."
Sean just shook his head, while Megi looked troubled while peeling the shrimp skin over the pantry.
Occasionally his hand moved a strand of hair that stuck to his cheek. He forgot to tie his long hair in the booth.
Sean who saw Megi's movements from behind began to feel uneasy, Sean walked over and held Megi's hair. The fragrant feeling of Megi's hair began to enter the cavity of his nose.
As the fragrance of the shampoo from Megi's hair blew him away, Sean slowly began to smell Megi's hair, burrowing his nose into the dense strands of Megi's hair. While Megi was still busy peeling off the shrimp skin he had just bought.
When the last shrimp was finished, Megi quickly turned his back, Sean was surprised by Megi's movements. Their eyes intertwined, Sean looked at Megi with a very close distance.
Degs... The heart begins to feel.