
Evgen held Shenina on his back shoulder. Tracing the slippery road that has been covered with snow entirely.
Back towards the simple inn that Shenina was occupying temporarily.
"You only have a pair of shoes from Indonesia?" ask Evgen softly.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Why so careless?" the tanyanya began to wither.
"Gue thought, I've only stayed for how many days. So I didn't bring a lot of shoes because I didn't think it would break so fast" Shenina replied gently.
"Just get your legs numb. Walk in the snow like this and wear torn shoes. You think you're great, huh, Shenina? Your feet are cold-resistant mild steel?" ask Evgen ketus.
"Sorry."
"Tomorrow before you go to the airport, I'll buy you new shoes. Don't wear these shoes again, throw them away."
"But this can still be sewn, dear if discarded. Later I will be real after arriving in Indonesia," replied Shenina innocently.
"Shenina, I beg you. Don't be like this. Why do you like to collect broken things?"
"Hem, alright," replied Shenina relented.
Shenina smiled gently, looking at the nape of Evgen's neck and also feeling the scent of Evgen's hair gel penetrating her kiss.
He longed for this man, as he had not seen Evgen for a very long time. The smell of parfumenya and also warm decapitation. Everything in Evgen, continues to make him miss even more, even though the man is now at his side again.
At this time even though he had to be buried in snow even though he did not care. As long as it can be this way, then it's better.
Evgen placed Shenina on the sofa of his inn. Unlock Shenina's shoes and see how badly the wound on Shenina's foot is.
Evgen prepared warm water, soaking the girls' legs in the water.
"It feels? Or is it still numb?" ask Evgen worriedly.
Shenina shook her head, she still did not feel anything on her two legs.
Evgen sighed, he started to get busy preparing bath water for Shenina.
"Lu take a shower first, do not get sick and you will not be able to go home" said Evgen softly.
"Evgen," call Shenina softly.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Do you want me to come back quickly?" asked Shenina bitterly.
Evgen was speechless, he only looked at Shenina with a sad look.
"Lu take a shower first, I'll reheat the food earlier," said Evgen distract.
Shenina sighed, it turned out that Evgen was still acting coldly towards her.
***
Shenina walked out of her room in thick clothes wrapped around her body. Sit in front of the fireplace with Evgen.
For a moment they both remained silent. Busy in each other's minds.
Looking at the fire that was burning in front of them. Shenina looked towards Evgen. Slowly he dropped his head over the man's shoulder.
"Why are you here?" ask Evgen seriously.
"Because of you," Shenina replied quickly.
"But free Shen. I'm ... won't be back soon."
"Gue know, I also don't expect you to want to come back with me. I'm just here to say, sorry and thank you."
Evgen looked towards Shenina, he was still confused by the last sentence the girl spoke.
"I'm sorry for hurting you all this time. And thank you, because you have given me sincere love" Shenina continued softly.
"Now what does it mean? Want how you persuade me, I've been determined since I first set foot here. If it were me, it wouldn't come back before it held success in my hands" Evgen replied staring blankly at the fireplace in front of him.
"If so, I can only support you. I'll support whatever your dream is."
Evgen smiled wryly, his eyes still staring blankly into the fireplace.
"Gue's not really interested in University College London or the city."
Shenina turned her face away, looking at the face of Evgen who was still staring blankly at the fireplace.
"meaning?" shenina asked confusedly.
"You remember when I asked, if there's a chance you'd like to go to college where?"
Evgen smiled and glanced at Shenina.
"It's your pleasure to say that you want to go to London. This city is your dream city. Without thinking much, I told Papa the same, that I was going to college in London."
Shenina looked at Evgen's face deeply. He does not believe that the reason Evgen to London is entirely because of him.
"Why? Why do you want to come here just because I want to come here?"
"Because since I was close to you, I felt everything in my life changed. I found myself, as I chased you. I found my dream, when I saw your dream. I went through a lot of hardships, but it turned easy when you were by my side. I felt it all this time. And because of that, I always buy you wherever you go. The reason, because I always feel alive when I'm on your side," Evgen explained gently.
"Evgen, I .. I." Shenina lowered her eyes. He was confused as to what to say.
He had no idea, that much Evgen loved him first. And maybe, Evgen still loved her so much to this point.
"Gue can get you out of my sight. But I can't let go of your dreams that I have in them. So .. I won't be back until I have that success in my hands" Evgen explained.
"Evgen, why are you doing all this? Just because I love this city, you want to make this city your life destination. I feel more and more guilty as you, when I remember how I always rejected you," said Shenina Parau.
Evgen smiled and spread out one hand. Pull the little shoulder of the girl so she can hold it tighter.
"Gue doesn't know since when, but ever since I fell in love with you. When I see your smile, I find happiness. When I have trouble you are the way to facilitate. I see my true self exists, as I continue to be with you. Everything, becomes more beautiful when you're in it, Shenina."
Shenina closed both of her eyelids. Sheds water from both of her eyes.
His feelings only got worse as he heard all of Evgen's current heart expressions.
"Sorry, Evgen. I'm sorry that I've never felt the same way. Sorry, sorry to let you down this deep."
"Gue never regretted anything that ever happened between us, Shen. I feel guilty when you cry, I feel empty when you are no longer in my sight. Even if it's just your shadow, I will still pursue it even if it has to reach the end of the world."
Evgen pulled Shenina's head, tidied up the girl's strands of hair and wiped away the rest of the sobbing feathers on her cheeks.
"Because you're a beat, and I'm the heart of it. We will stay in rhythm even though we are in different bodies" said Evgen softly.
Shenina smiled bitterly and returned to releasing her tears. He regretted, why only now he realized how deep and great the sacrifice Evgen made for him.
If only he had realized it sooner, perhaps today would never have happened.
Evgen pulled Shenina's head and kissed the tip of her head. Clenching tightly the body of the girl who started crying sobbed it.
"Gue regrets Evgen. Really, I'm really sorry. If time could be turned, I would definitely accept you in my heart. I won't let go of this warm embrace, no matter how much you hold me back. I will try to stay, because right now. Nothing you have on my side is more suffocating than anything."
Evgen stroked Shenina's hair gently. Removing the tears flowing down Shenina's cheeks.
Evgen kissed both of Shenina's eyelids and smiled gently. Brushed the girl's smooth cheek with her thumb.
"Rest early, tomorrow morning I'll take you to the airport."
Evgen got up slowly, Shenina pulled on Evgen's wrist. Holding him back to stay near her.
"Evgen, can you please let me stay a few more days here?"
Evgen sighed and shook his head.
"This is the city of my dreams. Do you want to take me around before you go home?"
"Shenina, I don't want to. I just can't, I don't think I'll be able to create memories with you here" Evgen replied gently.
"Evgen, this is the city of my dreams. And you are my hope. Give me two of the most precious things in life. Later if we are not a match, then you are the most beautiful hope I have ever had."
Evgen sat down next to Shenina. He grabbed both cheeks of the little girl.
Staring at Shenina's clear twinkle deeply and closely.
Evgen slowly brought his face closer to Shenina. Evgen's breath began to hunt fast.
Warm every breath of his penetrated the skin of the girl's cheek. Slowly Shenina closed both of her eyelids.
Receiving a warm kiss from the thin lips of the man. After a long while, Evgen divorced her and smiled gently.
"Three days," said Evgen softly.
"Hem?" Shenina raised one eye eyebrow.
"Three days is enough? For us to spend time around this town?"
Shenina smiled gently and nodded her head.
"Enough, thank you, Evgen."
Evgen grabbed Shenina's head and scrambled her hair slightly furiously.
"Sleep, I'll be home when the rain starts to subside."
Shenina nodded her head and walked into her room.
As Shenina wanted to enter her room, Evgen again called out to the girl.
"Shenina's."
"Hem."
"Wear your blanket, don't let your body freeze again" Evgen said gently.
"Alright," Shenina replied quickly.
"Shen," call Evgen back.
"Hem, huh?"
"Never think anything of me, because until now-"
Evgen lowered his eyes and walked over to Shenina.
Pulling the girl's waist so that it can stick tighter to her.
"Gue ... is still very crazy about you," said Evgen slowly.
Yet Shenina was able to hear that very clearly. Slowly the hue of Shenina's face began to blush, blushing in embarrassment by the words of the man in front of her.
Evgen pulled Shenina's chin, looking up her head. Staring at the clear twinkle the girl's eyes came back.
"Ever has you, is the most precious treasure. Which may never disappear until any moment."
Evgen kissed Shenina's pink cheeks and returned a gentle smile.
"Because you're the beat and I'm the heart."