About Us 1 & 2

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Neha rejected Rezi's body firmly, Neha slapped Rezi's cheek hard.

Along with the drops of water flowed across Neha's cheeks.

"Neha, sorry I ...."

Neha pulled Rezi's apes and dragged her out. Neha throws Rezi's backpack hard on Rezi.

Neha slammed the door of her house hard.

"Neha, I ...." Rezi hung up his sentence as Neha tightly closed the door.

Rezi was breathing heavily, he was shuffling his hair. Take the backpack that Neha threw.

Rezi opened his backpack, looking at his laptop that was smashed by a slam.

Back Rezi sighed, he scratched his head and smiled wryly.

"The fat is everything" said Rezi wryly.

Rezi took his backpack and put it on one of his shoulders. He shouldn't lose control like this.

He should be more in control of his emotions. Rezi rubbed his face violently, looking at Neha's simple house that he might not be able to see again after this.

Neha opened the door, quickly Rezi turned her body, walked up to Neha again.

Neha threw her book in front of Rezi, and Neha closed the door.

"Neha I just want to apologize" Rezi said quickly, but Neha closed the door.

Rezi sighed again and saw Neha's book falling upside down on the grass.

Rezi picked up the book, Rezi's eyes were rounded as he looked at the book. A painting of Rezi's face, when Neha made this, but it looks like this is Rezi's expression as he gave Neha an umbrella at the time.

Rezi cupped his hands in front of his face and shook his head.

"Stupid, you idiot" Maki Rezi was upset.

"Rezi, just die in your stupidity!" rutuk Rezi is upset.

Rezi put Neha's book in his bag, and looked at Neha's house before leaving.

Neha uncovers her curtain cloth, looking at Rezi who starts to leave her yard.

Neha turned her body and leaned her head against the wall. Slowly Neha sat down and folded her knees, Neha placed her head on her knees.

Slowly one by one Neha's tears flowed down her cubby cheeks.

'I think after Dad's departure, Rezi was a friend who would protect me like Dad, ' Neha said in her heart.

But who would have thought if Rezi's feelings were revealed in a short time. Not not not wanting to accept the feeling, but he is more aware, that this love story will never work out at any time.

Neha buried her face on her hanky. Breaking his cries that he tried to endure. It was very sad, when the love he felt had to be separated by circumstances.

'Forgive me, Rezi. Not that I want to hurt you. My circumstances are like this, if you can accept it though, but not necessarily your world will accept me. I'm just a little strand of the big chain you have. If I love you, it is as if I invite you into a world that will excommunicate you, Neha lamented inwardly.

For a moment Neha's mind muddied the past. The bitter memories were still stored in his memories.

Living life as a speaker is not easy. Repeatedly Neha had to face abuse and also the isolation of the people around.

Must be schooled in rows of children who have special needs, even though she is a normal girl. Everything was still normal, only he could not speak.

But some people treated Neha like a foolish girl who understood nothing. They thought that Neha was a mentally disabled girl and one who could be laughed at.

Neha was used to hearing it all, Neha was used to being underestimated and humiliated. But Rezi, he is not necessarily able to accept all that. Somehow Rezi will get through his day, if he sticks to his feelings.

'Rezi, if you had known, I would have loved to be with you, other than you, everyone just ignored me. But realize Rezi, there are too many boundaries between us, I'm too tired to fight to break those limits. Not because I don't want to, but I can't. I can't be perfect, I can't be a girl. Realize, I'm just a noiseless girl, who someday will definitely only bring you humiliation.'

***

Rezi flipped the sheets of Neha's books, lots of paintings and also very beautiful carvings of writing.

"Neha, your finger is a very beautiful gift" said Rezi softly.

Rezi sighed, still looking at every painting in Neha's book. His hand stopped when he saw the writing, perhaps this was the thing Neha wanted to convey.

'That one, that's the day my father left. The rain that afternoon represented my feeling that the world was grieving with me.

Who would have thought, a protector came to me. I thought after Dad, there would be no one to care about me anymore.

But like beautiful destiny, the world brings us together. As if to tell me, that in this world we will never be alone.

You are like a new hope in my life, because of you I believe, that sincerity is still there.

But today you proved it, Rezi. Everything I see about you is a mistake.

Our meeting was a regret for me. You proved that sincerity does not exist, you proved that all my views are wrong.

I'm disappointed in you too deeply, I hope after today, even your smell is fragrant I don't want to kiss her.'

Rezi closed Neha's book, instantly his breath immediately sipped his chest.

He was in a hurry in love. He was too impatient to conquer Neha's heart.

Rezi rubbed his face violently and slammed Neha's book on her bed.

He was upset with himself, he had thrown away an opportunity just because he couldn't resist all that feeling

The desire to have, the fear of being hated and lived in, all of that made Rezi want to take Neha into his arms.

But he was wrong, Neha would be released if too caught. Neha would leave if she felt too claustrophobic. Neha, he has his own impenetrable space.

But Rezi was too stupid to realize that. Rezi was too impatient to wait.

He destroyed everything, everything he thought would be easy. But all are useless fine pieces.

"Armrgggg!" Rezi pulled his blanket firmly, unable to endure all this annoyance.

Sean closed his laptop when he heard Rezi's scream. Sean quickly walked over to Rezi's room.

Sean knocked on Rezi's bedroom door and opened it slightly. Slowly Sean came closer to Rezi who was sitting limp holding his head in front of the mattress.

Sean sighed and opened the balcony door of Rezi's room. Bring Rezi to sit quietly on the balcony of the room.

For a long time, the atmosphere between the two of them was only silent. Sean did not open the slightest sound before Rezi himself told it.

Sean sighed and looked towards Rezi. He could not stand it anymore if he had to wait for Rezi to tell him a story.

"What's Rezi doing, want to tell Papa the story?" Sean asked softly.

Rezi simply fell silent and sighed. He wasn't ready to tell me anything about Sean.

"Don't be afraid of Rezi, Papa won't scold you if you make trouble," Sean persuaded gently.

Rezi was still silent, he had absolutely no idea where to start. His feelings are very chaotic at the moment.

"Son, be honest a little, don't burden yourself with all this. You need someone to lean on, Rezi. just a little bit, open yourself up with Papa, son."