
Megi looked at Sean who was standing before him, Sean was too hard-hearted. He will never be a creature of words. If Miranda alone can't cool Sean down, let alone him.
"Sister, I know you need a place to shelter, you need a shoulder for you to lay down. Brother has always felt alone, right, so big brother is this hard?"
"Gue's been hard, you don't know me Meg, you don't know anything. So don't be so ignorant of my heart."
"Sister can lie to everyone, brother, but don't lie to yourself. When will you continue like this? do you think the grudges and anger you're harboring won't destroy you?"
Sean crossed his hands on his chest, he threw his eyes blank. His heart was half-dead, why Megi was too brave, now he began to dare to interfere with his personal.
"Sister, open your heart a little, forgiving doesn't mean you lose, right?"
"Lu it's really nice, I like dong. It's none of your business Meg, I want to say sorry or not."
"Pantes aja brother so amburadul like this, very hard really kalok in the love of knowing, think kalok itself can ya? not forever can that man take care of himself, brother."
"Lu if I invite you here just to talk to me, don't tell you, Meg. Waste of time, I followed you." Sean turned his body and left.
"Don't let brother regret after losing like me, brother." said Megi softly.
As Sean's steps came to a halt, he turned his body and saw Megi who began to display a sad expression. His eyes stared blankly ahead.
"It hurts, it hurts, it's chaotic, it's restless, it doesn't know what to do." Megi smiled, but his eyes were gushing with pain.
"When you miss and want to meet, but you don't know where to look. Even when you're sorry, that person will never come back."
Now Megi's voice began to sound raucous. Megi attempted to compose his words, trying to hold back his tears that wanted to appear displaying his presence.
While Sean was just staring at Megi, speechless hearing Megi's words. Trying to catch what's in Megi's mind.
"Do you think it's easy on your own? do you think after losing your life it'll be okay?" Megi looked at Sean. His eyes began to glaze over.
"Splitting up because of death hurts a lot, I don't know where to look when I miss them. Even hugging a tombstone will not be able to make me feel calm, like we are staring at the face of that person sis." Megi took in his breath which began to suffocate from the wound.
"Sister still has a shoulder to lean on the leg, lest brother lose the shoulder it used to be new brother realized."
Megi got up from his chair, he wiped the corner of his eyes that might be watering for saying that phrase. While Sean was still fixated, digesting Megi's words began to wheeze his breathing.
"I've lost a lot of shoulders where I lean, brother. Brother wasted too much time hating, until brother forgot how to give up."
Sean was like being slapped hard by Megi's words, this little one from where he could get words like this. Sean is not a man who can be ignored by words. But why did Megi's words make his breath sting.
Sean's heart could be filled by Megi's words, the thickened chunks of ice enveloping Sean's heart began to collapse. He never thought, what if Miranda left, like Fandy who left Megi.
While he and Rayen are still continuing to fight, persist in their respective egos and continue to stab Miranda, prompting Miranda to get closer to the valley of death.
Megi sighed, he threw it rough and tidied up the skirt he was wearing. Walked past Sean, without looking at Sean.
Sean grabbed both ends of Megi's shoulders from behind.
"Gue doesn't need a shoulder to lean on, Meg."
Sean walked slowly closer towards Megi. His hands began to circle Megi's shoulders and hug Megi from behind. Sean put his chin on the top of Megi's head.
"But I need a shoulder for me to hug." said Sean flatly.
"When I stand up I don't need a backrest, but I need a grip." he continued.
Slowly the hue of Megi's face changed, he again hinted, Sean is not as loud as he looks. Just need to try to see his heart, try to understand and try to understand.
Sean was just a fragile man, he also still needed a grip as he stood up with a shunt.
"Mika's right, you're Megi's good sister. You're gonna teach me how to be a good brother."
As Megi's smile faded, he again misinterpreted Sean's treatment. Sean only thought of her as a sister. The status of this marriage did not have much effect on Sean's heart.
After a while Sean divorced his embrace and pulled back Megi's hand. Returning to the hotel, Megi still has to work behind the receptionist counter.
"Lu don't try to escape, Meg. You still have to be a receptionist." Sean said ketus again.
Megi walked while stomping his feet, his lips pursed. Sean let go of his grip as he entered the hotel lobby.
"Okay, Young Master."
"Lu have to work really, do not run away again, if not..."
"Boss." call Farrel to break Sean's sentence.
"It's a good thing the boss hasn't left, there's a problem on the development ground, Boss" Farrel said.
"What's? why can?" slowly the hue of Sean's face back gripping.
"Says there's some residents who've pulled back construction permits, boss."
"Who's on duty there?"
"Nino's with Kenan, Boss." Farrel replied lowered his head. Sean's face had started to turn off, not daring he looked at Sean's face.
"It looks like you guys should take a vacation. Vacation to the island of Komodo, let's understand what is contained in the saliva of Komodo." said Sean upset.
"Why is it like this? why are the days getting so bad?" sean shouted loudly.
"Sister, can't you say no screaming? gas deh." said Megi who was surprised because of Sean's scream.
Braaakkk
Sean kicked down the reception desk violently. Everyone who was there almost died of a heart attack.
"Rayen, this must be him who has a job" said Sean smouldering.
"Farrel, come with me." continued with a flushed face.
Megi could only shake his head. Sean only realized for a few seconds, after which his anger flared again. He had great success managing his business, but he failed to manage his emotions.
****
Bugh
Megi threw his rough body on the bed. Megi let out a long sigh, tired of being behind the receptionist counter, even though he was only a maid, Megi only did a small part of the work but he was tired of thinking about the work.
Working instead of his field is more draining of the mind, still he work good night when the day. Just rely on sound and storytelling.
Megi grabbed the phone in his cute bag, at the sight of his phone screen blank. There was no message or phone call from her husband.
It's been two weeks that Sean hasn't come home to the apartment, he's always been busy taking care of his business.
Megi often sees Sean pacing back and forth in the hotel lobby. But Sean still thought of it like any other Receptionist, only coming to the Receptionist counter if anyone asked. Otherwise he would just pass by without even looking at it.
Ting, a message notification came into Megi's phone. With a little slack he opened the message.
(Meg, get ready, we're dinner.)
A short message from Sean was able to make Megi jump out of his bed. No need for romantic words or poetry, just a piece of sentence, able to reverse the lost spirit of Megi.
Megi quickly entered the bathroom, singing one albun song while flushing his body. He opened his closet, choosing the right clothes for him to use.
The choice fell on a blood red press body shirt. Drees along the knee with the shoulder part open but the arms closed long.
Megi wants Sean to look at her as an adult woman once, even if only once, he wants Sean to think of her as a woman not a child anymore.
Megi used Make-up a little more prominently, with lips covered in red lipstick. He rubbed his eyeshadow a little thicker. Her hair was tied high and pinned her bangs back.
Sean opened the apartment door with a slight whistle, his eyes looking for the whereabouts of his wife. But Megi wasn't in any corner.
Sean opened Megi's room door.
Her eyebrows intertwined as she looked at Megi at the dresser. He swallowed his saliva heavily, since when did Megi become so tempting for him. Wrapped in red drees and forming her curves, makeup that exceeded her age.
"Sadis, Meg. You are sadistic." said Sean, shaking his head.